A day has passed I'm back again to school while still haven't talk with Apollo but I'm trying to get over it, i have to focus on school and my running practice because first i have my competition second i have a big final test in front of my eyes.

I walk inside of my first period as i see Everyone is filling the class and there's only one seat left at the front which i don't have any choice so i have to seat there. Ugh i hate this class it is going to be so boring and i know I'm not going to be interested at all but i have to passed it and be one of the best one.

I put my bag on the table then i seat and make myself focus straight to the white board, the teacher begin to teach and tell us a story about the subject which i loose focus one. My mind isn't in this class at all it flew away somewhere thinking about what am i going to do when it comes to launch am i going to ignore him or should i skip lunch or should i eat at another table.

We haven't talked since that night i slapped him at dane's house, i kinda feel bad after knowing Rachel is the one who kissed him then he felt guilty about it. And me being so stubborn for not listen into his explanation first then gave him a slapped that he doesn't deserve to.

My mind also thinking should i give up with my running or should i keep going and show my best, i think i should just keep going but reality just make me so lazy to continue to be one of the runner.

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Lunchtime is finally here, My first and second period, It went well but I keep thinking about my problem with her I don't know what to do I'm feeling bad for her.

Jace said that I have to be honest with her but I just can't and I don't know what should I say to her to make it up with her I wish everyone's going to act normal so we're going to feel comfortable around each other and i hope we will make it up as soon as possible.

i seat next to Floyd and Sarah while waiting for everyone to fill the empty spot until I finally see her walk inside the cafeteria, well I can see everyone's head turn around to look at her with her food on her hand. There isn't any expression on her face just a flat face with her eyes looking down at the floor she sits right next to Diana and begin to eat her food but the table seems so silent and it's making the situation awkward.

"So Lana, Sarah and i are decided to watch Wonder today do you want to come with us?" Diana broke the silent.

"Can i come with you guys?" Justin asked.

"Of course" Sarah smiles before eating her salad.

"Cool" Justin said.

"So Lana?" Diana asked.

"I can't and I've watched the movie" she said while looking down to her food, yes we've watched it together.

"With who?" Diana asked and it makes Lana stay silent for a bit and makes Sarah moves her arm to gave diana a sign not to ask her that question.

She watched it with me and i still remember how sensitive she is when she cried in every part of the story,

"I mean why?" Diana change the question.

"I have a practice today" she finally looking up and see diana.

"Okay then, so just the three of us?" Diana asked looking at Justin who's seating in front of her.

"You guys don't come?" Justin asked Floyd and Ezra, which makes Floyd smiles.

"We don't watch that kind of movie" Ezra said smirking before eating an Apple.

"Why tho? It is okay to watch a movie with a genre like that" Justin said and seems doesn't care. The boys don't know that I've watched that kind of movie even tho the genre doesn't even my type at all, the reason i want to watch it because of Lana.

The table begin to stay in a silent all i can hear is the voice of students around the cafeteria, we used to talk a lot in lunch time but I don't know why Diana and Justin whether Ezra or Jace doesn't even talk Do they realize, they're only making the situations more awkward?

I heard Lana suddenly packing her stuff then stand up before running away from the table, i know she must be feel awkward and uncomfortable like this. All of our head are looking at her with a question in our head.

"see?! Why did you all acting awkward?" Diana blame on us.

"Why are you blaming on us?" Floyd asked.

"She feels uncomfortable with the situation" Diana said.

"I'm sorry i was so nervous and not getting used to it" Justin said.

"We used to talk a lot at lunch and we were so silent and we just freaking made the situation harder" Diana said.

"And you idiot why are you still here?! Go catch her have you apologized?" Diana said to me which makes me feel so lame.

I drink a water from the bottle then put it back on the table before standing up and running out of the cafeteria to catch where ever she ran to, god she's a runner she ran so fast I cannot even see where she goes she just gone.

I turn around and find all of them are looking at me while I'm giving them a sign where she goes, all of them are looking at me like they're going to kill me in a minute.

Shit I don't know where she used to be when she needs a time to be alone, I've never asked her favorite spot in school how stupid i am. I think Diana's going to kick me on the butt, and jace is going to ripped my face and Sarah.., she's too innocent for doing violence.

After went through the garden, Basketball Court, Library I finally walk into the field and finally found her seating alone in the supporter's seat. She seats with her bags laying next to her, she looks up to the sky and I don't know what is she thinking about.

I walks slowly and finally seat next to her, she doesn't even throw a single glance at me, she still act like I'm not here to and act like I'm not exist, okay i think i deserve this for being a liar and an ass. And i think I'm ready to get another slap on my face if she wants to.

"I'm so sorry" i said breaking the silent and she keeps looking straight without looking at me.

"I was so stupid for not telling you the truth about working with Rachel" i said looking at her eyes which now looking at the field.

"And about the kiss, I didn't kiss her she kissed me first I didn't even kiss her back, i feel disgusted and guilty until now." I said to her.

"I'm sorry i broke you, i am wrong and a total jerk" I continue.

"Will you forgive me?" I asked waiting for her to turn her head around to finally face me.

"I was disappointed when you're lying but it makes me more upset when i know she kissed you" she said then slowly turn around to face me, it makes me shut my eyes immediately waiting for a hard slap on the face.

"Why are you closing your eyes?" She asked and makes me slowly open my eyes.

"I thought you're going to gave me another slap on the face" i said while looking at her big blue eyes with a dark long eyelashes.

"Oh I'm sorry that I slapped you" she said and putting her soft hands on my jaw she slowly brushed it with her soft thumb which making me relax.

"It's okay I deserve that" i said then it makes her laugh.

"No you don't" she said with a low voice.

"Will you forgive me?" I asked her once again.

She looks deep into my eyes before saying a word, "don't ever lie to me again" she said and i nodded.

"I promise" i said.

"Okay i forgive you" she said and it makes me lean closer and hug her in my arm, I'm super glad that we make it up and i feel so lucky to have a girl with a beautiful heart like her.

"I love you i love you" i said while hugging her.

I feel her hands are on my back while her head lean on my shoulder,

"By the way today isn't your practice day is it?" I asked her.

"No it's not" She said.

"So why did you say to Diana you have a practice" i asked.

"I have a personal practice today, i just want to practice more" she said broking the hug.

"Alone?" I asked and she nodded while smiling.

"I'll help you" i said.

"Deal" she smiles and giving me a hand to shake.

We give each other a handshake until the bell is ringing signing that the next period is going to start, both of us ran out of the field and went to our own Class.

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"Watch the stopwatch click the start when you say go, and don't forget to click the stop the time when my feet rich the finish line" she said giving me an instruction.

"Got it capt" i said.

"Thank you but sadly not a captain anymore so... yeah" she said before walking into the start line and started to make a start position.

"You'll got it back tomorrow trust me" i said watching her.

"The games is in Friday there's no way i got it back" She said with her both hands are on the line ready to run.

"Okay get ready Princess" i said while looking at the stopwatch.

"Cheesy" she said with her eyes looking straight to the front.

"Ready"

"Set"

"Go" i said while push the start.

I see her running with her long feet, it helps her took a long steps on the track, her pony tail is flying with the wind as she run around the track. Her eyes are focus to the front until she finally reach the finish line as i stop the stopwatch.

She walks into where i seat while trying to catch her breath, she stands in front of me with her hands on the waist.

"How was it?" She asked.

"48 seconds" i said.

"Damn I'm a turtle" she said. What.., she ran so fast and still saying that she's a turtle.

"Come on lets try again" she said then back to the track.

She keeps running and running around and asking for how long does it take again and again, until the 7 times she ran she looks tired and i can tell by looking at her sweat.

"Time?"

"Still 45 seconds" i said, she stops in 45 seconds for 3 times and I don't know but for a girl 45 seconds is so good.

"Shit" she said wiping her sweat with a green towel, i open up the bottle for her and tell her to drink but she refused.

"Take a rest for a moment" i said.

She finally seat at the floor with both of her long feet laying in front of her, she leans on my feet while try to catch a breath.

"45 seconds is fast Lana" i said looking at her.

"I need to reach 42 this year" she said.

"You still have so many days before Friday" i said.

"I know" she said then standing up.

"One more time then we can go home, I'm scared of the empty hall" she said smiling before walk to the track.

This girl never failed to make me amaze all the time, she surprises me a lot. And i feel so lucky to call her as mine.