I wake up in the morning and stay on my position for a minute before walk into the bathroom and realize that I'm having my damn period this morning.

I clean up the mess and started to feel the cramp, it is so bad and i feel like I can't make it to watch Apollo play. The cramp will go away after 3 or 4 hours, maybe i should just go to the celebration party. They used to celebrate it in the coach house which everyone can come especially the football players.

Talking about Apollo i still mad at him for lying to me and didn't tell me that he's working the project with the drama Queen, Rachel. I open my phone and read the texts from last night.

Apollo Hamilton :

Drive safe okay.

Apollo Hamilton :

It's getting late, sleep well.

Apollo Hamilton:

I love you.

Apollo Hamilton :

Good morning Avalana

Apollo Hamilton :

I hope you got an enough sleep.

Apollo Hamilton :

I love you

I open it and decided just leave it just like that, but i have to think for not ruining his mood this morning, I'm mad at him but I don't want him to play bad and loose the game.

Avalana Valerie :

Good morning, i have my period today and i have a bad cramps, good luck with your games.

Apollo Hamilton :

Are you okay?

Avalana Valerie :

Don't worry about me just be ready for the game.

Apollo Hamilton :

Okay, just tell me everything. Love you

Avalana Valerie :

We have to talk soon, good luck🍀

I close my phone and trying to fall back to sleep to forget about the pain, i curled myself on the bed then make myself fall back to sleep.

I close my phone and put it inside of the locker before walk out of the changing room to search for Diana, i walk out of the changing room and found she's talking to Ezra at the field where the field still feel so empty.

"Diana" i said then walk into her, but she refused and walk away from me. Ezra just stay where he's standing while laughing at me.

"Why is your girlfriend ignoring me Ez?" I asked him while looking at Diana that walking away for me.

"Maybe it's all because of you were hanging out with her biggest enemy last night" He said while both of his arm are crossing and smiling.

"What? Everyone knows?" I asked and Ezra just smiling and nodded.

Shit does Lana know?, but she seems okay this morning, but she also said we need to talk about something and it makes me curious. Maybe it's because i lied to her, well it wasn't a fun hang out it is a group project for history.

"You ready to win capt?" Ezra said before walks away leaving me alone facing the empty field.

i am so stupid, Lana just being fired as a captain then she knew that I lied to her. Well I'm not actually lying i said that I'm having a group project but my fault is I didn't tell her about Rachel.

Oh i fucked up.

I walk back into the changing room and everyone is already leaving into the lunch room where we got a free lunch before the game, i grab my phone and trying to dial her number while I'm making my way into the cafeteria.

School feels empty when everyone haven't come, i seat next to Ezra while Diana giving me a pissed face which makes me kinda feel worried about how Lana feels.

I keep tapping my feet on the floor while waiting for her to pick my phone up, the cafeteria feels empty when it's only filled with the Football player snd the cheerleaders. She's not picking up until i gave up and decided to fill my tummy with a food to get ready for the games.

All of the guys went into the changing room i also change myself into a red jersey and getting ready to play, i check my phone once again and still got no sign from her. I try to not thinking about it but i just can't, i have to be focus on the games right now.

"Boys come here" The coach said which make us went into the discussing room.

The coach begin to give us the plan and strategy, it is a normal strategy as usual just like every games we played. I hope we're going to win and I'm hoping to forget about the problem for a while.

"Lets go boys!" The coach said as we begin to put our hands together and shout for our school's name.

Some of us begin to shout for an excitement and jumping around the room, we run into our changing room and grab our helmets before run into the field which already filled with so many students.

"Hey dude, i know you're fucked up for whatever reason right now but please stay focus on the game okay. All shit will just go through" Ezra said while all of us are making a line before walks out to the field.

"I'll try my best" i said.

All of us walks in to the field one by one, Ezra ran out before me. I take a deep breath and ran after him when i can hear everyone is cheering when i walk out of the room, Ezra is right i have to let it go for a while.

~

"Dude what the hell have you thinking?!" I hear Ezra is shouting at me after I lost the ball.

I know i didn't do my best, i gave him a hand saying that I'm sorry. And there's right on time when the referees suddenly blew the whistle a sign to ended up the first quarter.

All of us got back to the bench as i begin to reach for a bottle and listen to the coach instructions, The games plan change because of my stupidness. I have to switch my position with Ezra because i was so stupid and bad, i hope I'm not going to mess things up.

The whistle being blown by the referee as all of us walks back to the field, i hope we're going to win. I should stop saying i hope, i should started to do things up.

~

I rolled into the side of the bed and begin to open my phone and got 4 missed calls from Apollo, i look at the clock and it shows 4pm. God how long did i sleep, the cramp is finally gone and i feel a lot better.

I started to check my phone and got a few texts from the girls,

Sarah Rawls :

Where are you girl? Are you coming?

Diana Alley :

Woah! so happy that the boys won, don't forget to be at the celebration party on Dane's today at 4pm!

Sarah Rawls :

I'll be there with Floyd!

Well i think I'm not that late for the celebration party, i stand up from the bed and went straight to my closet. I change my clothes and put on a thin layer make up, i spray a perfume to my body then walk into the basement to drive one of my cars.

I ended up to choose the car that i used to drive, i walk out of the basement and out of my house. I made my way to dane's house which is pretty far from my house but not that far, i put on the music as i started to singing alone. On the way there i keep thinking will we talk with each other about last night or will we keep acting like we're not even connected.

After a while I finally arrived and found so many cars parked outside the house and i can see some of the teenager that come from our school walks into the front door of the house. I put my hands inside of my jacket then walk inside of the house which fill with music and teenagers having a good time.

"Lana! Over here" i see Diana and Sarah are seating at the guest room.

I smile and went to where they're seating, i take a seat next to Diana with Sarah seat on another single sofa.

"Why didn't you come to the games?" Diana asked.

"I was having a cramps for the first day of period" i said.

"Oh poor Lana" Diana said.

We begin to talk about random things which makes us laughing, Diana also talks that Apollo didn't play well which made Ezra had to replace his position until they finally won the game.

"Oh oh Sarah tell the most crazy things just happened" Diana said.

"So Diana just did a triple back flip" Sarah said which makes me laughing and clapping my hands.

"I know right, i was like woah I'm not tripping" She said and i just smile.

"You guys stay here i wanna grab some drink" i said then walk into where ever the drink is, and hoping to see Apollo is walking by cause he doesn't know that I'm here.

I walk into the cooler box when i found a soda and hear some of people are talking about some exciting things to hear,

"I know right i was also surprised when they kissed" the girl said.

"Are they together or what?" Another said.

"I don't know but the girl seems so aggressive cause she kissed him first" She said and i just shaking my head while laughing a bit, these girls are gossiping about someone else's life.

"I think they're not together cause you know he never ever gave his heart to any girl and now why it has to be her?" The girl said as i keep listening.

"Yeah me too, I know Rachel has been crazy for him since a few years ago"

"He seems also surprised too" the girl said as i closes the cooler box with full of anger and disappointed.

I came back to the guest room and found Sarah and Diana are having a good time by laughing and throwing one another an ice cube, i seat next to Diana with a soda on my hand.

"Guys i was hearing into some girls random gossip is it true that Rachel kissed a guy in front of so many people?" I asked which makes Diana's face turn into an anger.

"Shit why did I forget!" Diana said.

"Yes she kissed not just some other

Guy but Apollo! Freaking Apollo Hamilton!" Diana said with an anger which makes me want to explode and wanting to kill everyone in this house including Apollo.

"It seems Apollo fucked up today, he didn't play well, and he got a kiss from the Drama queen" Sarah said while all i do is rolled my hand into a rock like i want to punch him right on the face.

"If i meet him I'm going to wash that god damn lip with a soap" Diana said.

"He seems pissed too, he even brush his lip with his hand after she kissed him" Sarah said.

My heart seems broken to pieces, he lied to me and he got a kiss from a girl that on my number one list of people that i hate and i want to kill.

"Baby" i hear Sarah said and suddenly stand up to hug Floyd who just walks inside of the room followed with Justin and Jace who's dancing to the music while walking into the room.

"Congratulations babe" Diana said as she hugs Ezra who walks into the room and immediately give her a hug while I'm standing with an anger and a tear that i hold on my eyes.

I'm going to ripped his perfect shape of face off, and I'm going to break his jawline into pieces broke his perfect nose and pull it out of his perfect jerky face.

I see him walking with a white sweatshirt behind Justin and jace who's dancing to the music, his eyes meet mine without any sorry or any expression like he didn't do anything wrong and i feel so fucked up with that.

I blink then a tears just fall from my eyes,

"Hey Lana where have you been I didn't see you" Justin asked as i walked passed him making my way into Where Apollo is standing.

"I can explain" is the first words he said with his hands suddenly laid on my shoulder but i push him away with both of my hands.

I feel all of our friends are looking at us fighting at the empty hall with no reaction or any word.

"Avalana" he said trying to stop me by holding on my wrist.

"Let go" i said as a tears keep coming out of my eyes.

"Please" he said while still holding on my arm before I slapped him hard on the face as he stops touching me and let out a breath with his blue eyes staring back at me.

"I should've never trust you at the firs place" i said to his face before walk into the door leaving everyone and went straight to my car and drive back home with a teary eyes and an anger.