Read the last chapter before reading this one.

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She woke up due to her body clock, rubbing her eyes she spared a glance at the clock, "7am?" her eyes popped out, basically she wakes up before that but then today she was late. She noticed that she was sleeping on the couch and it instantly reminded her about their moment, about last night. The way Jungkook rejected her made her realise that he can only care for her and respect her and not actually love her.

She got up from the couch and walked towards his room, thinking that he might have came home but then she found it empty.

"He is not in the room. He did not returned." many thoughts invaded her mind, is he sleeping with someone? did he went to Erin or some other girl-

"No no this is not going to happen." she muttered and then heard the sound of passcode being pressed. She made her way out to see Jungkook still in the same clothes which he had wore while going out yesterday, his hair was messy and eyes puffy as if he was awake all night.

"Good morning" Jungkook greeted with an awkward smile, after what happened last night he can't even look at her straight.

"Good morning" she smiled, she wanted to ask him but then she thought, this isn't the right time for all those awkward questions. She watched him walking away towards his room.

"I'll take a shower" he said before closing the door.

Eun Ae made her way towards her room and after taking bath she returned only to cook breakfast for both of them. She was about to enter the kitchen but then the door bell rang.

"Tsk" she cursed in frustration and walked towards the door only to see the security guard.

"Good morning Mrs. Jeon" he greeted, his eyes almost trying to capture the view of the living room as if he was looking for something.

"Good morning, What happened? any problem?"

"Actually Mrs. Jeon, some of the people are facing water issues so we are launching a complaint for that. I am here to ask whether you are facing the same problem or not?"

"No, we don't have any water issues." she said.

"Is that so? okay then but if in future it happens then you can just complaint it."

"Yeah sure." she was about to close the door but then he stopped her.

"Mrs. Jeon is there any problem with Mr. Jeon?" his tone curious, his eyes wandering to capture the view of the room.

She wasn't sure that why he was asking about Jungkook, "Why? did something happened?" she asked, worried.

"Actually when the other security guard was on his round last night, he noticed Mr. Jeon sitting inside his car so he came back to inform me about it. I was worried about Mr. Jeon because last time he was dead drunk and i carried him but when i went towards his car and knocked the window just to check him, i saw that he was sober and relaxed as if he just wanted to stay there and Mr. Jeon, he was in the same position in the car till morning. I think he just came before me."

Her eyes beamed and she was so happy that she can't even put that in words but then she controlled her feelings, "Actually his friend was visiting us yesterday but then i guess he didn't came. And i was not well so i did not realise that he wasn't at home. But anyways thanks for your concern and thank you for telling me." she smiled brightly at him as she lied.

She closed the door and leaned on it, her heart felt at ease. She wasn't sure before but now she knows that even Jungkook feels the same for her.

The fact that despite of having a boner he did not went to any other girl, it made her realise that he too has something for her. Also wise words from Rhea helped her to realise that the feelings she has for him is nothing but love.

She can never imagine any other man apart from Jungkook touching her. Despite of knowing that he is a playboy and hates commitment, she allowed him to touch her, kiss her and she did not even regret losing her first kiss to him.

Jin's words echoes in her mind, she won't be doing the same mistake he did.

"Should i confess today? will that work? what will he think? will he just accept my proposal?" she slightly slapped her forehead and walked towards the kitchen, "First of all i need to make breakfast."

She murmured some songs while making breakfast for them, she knew he will like it as always.

Jungkook came after wearing his clothes, he spared a glance at Eun Ae and saw her setting the table, "Morning can never be as beautiful as this." he muttered and walked towards the dining table.

"Hi Jungkook.."

"Hello.." he awkwardly greeted and sat infront of her.

She served the breakfast for him, Jungkook tried hard not to look at her but then he wasn't able to control his senses. His eyes made there own way where it truly belong, towards her.

After breakfast he was about to get up but then she stopped him.

"What happened? Any problem?" he asked slightly worried as he saw how tensed she was looking.

"I..I want to tell you something." the words hardly slipped off from her mouth. She looked down towards her hand and then she placed it on his manly ones. Jungkook slightly flinched by her touch but then he found it soothing, he could feel the spark traveling just due to her slightest touch.

"Jungkook..i.. love you.." she finally confessed. Her heart was racing and wild as if it wanted to escape, she never felt the same way before but when the words slipped off from her lips she felt at ease as if a burden was removed from her shoulders.

"..what?" some part of his melted due to her confession and a part of him wanted to tell that he also feels the same but then he knew that he shouldn't​ be doing this with her.

His nightmare came true as she confessed and he couldn't resist her innocent eyes when she said those beautiful words and he knew that she truly means what she was saying.

"Eun Ae what are you saying? Are you out of your mind? No one can love me nor i can love anyone. I am a fuckboy..! The one who never stops for one girl. I will be the same what i was even after years...!" he smirked evilly, looking away. His heart ached when he lied, "I am the same Jungkook... i look like a changed person but then i am the same person whom you met for the first time. The one whose body use to be filled with hickeys and nothing less..." he completed and sighed.

Eun Ae inhaled for a second, her heart filled with agony as she heard him. She was shocked but then she controlled herself, atleast she should complete what she started, "While everybody wants to fall in love with your body... can i fall in love with your scars? They want to place their marks on your body with lust can i place mine with love instead? The bravest thing a person can do is falling in love again, can you love me? Can i love you?" Eun Ae spoke as if she finally came up from underwater.

"I don't lo...love you Eun Ae" his words ripped her heart apart and he pulled his hand away from her.

Eun Ae noticed his stuttering, she knew he feels the same, his eyes, his body language, his smile depicts his feelings for her.

In his stut..stuttering, she found her answer.

"Your eyes have their own vocabulary Jungkook... they can speak a wonderful language that your heart can't." she bit her inner cheeks, her heart totally cannot handle the pain he gave just now. She wanted to run away and cry but then she chose to fight.

"You don't know me Eun Ae, i will prefer the marks on my body made by others but i can't ruin your purity... i am not worth it." his voice was heavy, he gulped the lump formed in his throat, he knew he will regret every single word he spoke but then he also knew it is for her sake.

"It will hurt Jungkook... hurt to see you sleeping with random girls, seeing that they are pleasuring you, it will hurt to see the marks which aren't mine... I feel so weak and useless just by the thought of that. As i think, i should be the one giving you everything...!! It will hurt so bad... you will never know..." she finally burst into tears, the rain pouring in her heart finally made its way out. She was devastated. She never thought she will get rejected.

"Eun Ae... don't blame yourself... i am not worth it... save yourself for someone who is worth it, who...who isn't me.." Jungkook was on the verge of tearing up. His heart ached at the sight just by seeing her cry. He should have hugged her and kissed her as his answer because she is worth it but then what he was doing was for her sake, was for her good, "Control yourself please..." he got up from the chair and looked at her one last time who was crying mess, her nose tip red, tears rolling from her eyes continuously​ and she was stifling.

"I..will leave now.." Jungkook said and quickly made his way towards his room. He locked the door and rested​ his back on it. His back was still in contact with the door as he sat down on the floor, roughly brushing his body on it.

"I am sorry Eun Ae... there will be a day in future when you will realise why i did this... i hope then you will understand me." he allowed the tears to flow freely from his eyes.

"...I.." he paused, unable to breathe, chest heavy and filled with pain, "I love you too Eun Ae... i love you more than your love for me. I love you so much that you will never know..."

And he confessed to no one....

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