Yesterday was one of the worst day in the history of kpop… when we lost one of the most talented person, Kim Jonghyun- singer, songwriter and dancer.

My shawol heart died thousand deaths when i heard the news. For a second i prayed that this should be some 'death hoax' but unfortunately​ it was true. Jjong was not only an idol but the most funniest and kindest person ever existed. I hope his family, friends and the shawols including me get all the strength to survive this pain. For a moment i wish if it was possible then i would have turned back the time and saved him, i know i may sound illogical but literally it is a huge loss.

Shinee's hello baby was the literally the first variety show i watched. The scene of Jjong with the boy still replays in my mind, the scene in which the boy accidentally hit his 'thing' and Jjong scolded him saying that he is yet to get married. I feel so soft and heart broken rn. I wish we could have seen him grow...

Many said he was suffering from depression, mental illness…idek… since they said it is under investigation.

Again we are back to the same point, Depression. I suggest or really request you guys to take care of yourself. If for a moment you are feeling depressed and mentally worn out then please don't take it lightly, talk to the people around you, make sure you socialise(in a proper way). Ask for help it will be given…! Don't take any extreme steps coz your life is very precious and you shouldn't waste it. If you find anyone in your contact recently down or facing stress and depression problem then try to help them.

This is serious guys… as i always say, you never know what a person might be hiding behind a smile. And being successful​ doesn't always means that your life is perfect. At some stages of your life you will realise that 'our people', 'inner peace' are more important than 'money' and 'fame'.

Words like 'depression', 'mental illness' are still taboo in our society. People also hesitate to speak up for that thinking that they will be judged and neglected i hope one day we will live in a society were we will accept everyone as a person.

Too much lecture sorry… its just that as a human i think that i am entitled to speak up for the well being of the society…!

If you guys ever thought that there is no one to listen to your rants then my message board is always open for you guys...!

Jjong will be missed but will always be remembered and loved… who enlightened our soul with music.

Rip blingbling…!