Stormi's pov

My eyes feel like concrete as I do my best to pry them opened. The weight I feel upon my chest is overbearing and the coldness I feel is like frostbite.

I instantly close my eyes as I see a bright light flash back and forth from one eye to the other.

I can hear voices but I can't understand what they are saying.

I drift off to sleep back and forth for hours.

My vision is getting better and I can finally make out a few words here and there but I cannot recognize any of the voices.

As I close my eyes for another time, I feel someone grab my hand and for some reason all the hairs on my arms stand up.

The black abyss I fall into is wonderful.

It's peaceful and calm.

Down here, I have absolutely no worries or cares.

But this time, it's different.

As I'm walking around in the sand, I see a faint imagine of a little baby boy.

He's beautiful, looks almost like Kaden.

His hair is a light brown like mine but his eyes are a sapphire blue like Kadens with his deep dimples.

He has freakles like me.

Is this my child?

"Hello?" I wave to the little baby.

As I start to walk towards it, the baby begins to grow.

He smiles at me before he starts to run towards me.

My feet stop as I freeze as each step he takes, he gets older and older.

Growing bigger and bigger.

He grows taller as his hair begins to change to a white color.

I didn't even realize I was crying as the boy approaches me.

But it's not the same little baby from seconds ago.

He's an older man with glasses and grey hair with wrinkles in layers over his skin.

He lifts his arms and palms my cheeks sending a vibrant shock through my body.

His sapphire blue eyes are glaring into mine as he smiles.

"Don't cry." His voice whispers.

His accent is just like Kadens.

"What's your name?" I tremble as the words escape my mouth.

He chuckles as his thumbs wipe away my tears.

"I don't have a name."

"No name?" I smile at this.

What does he mean he doesn't have a name?

Everyone has a name.

He has to have a name.

"You never named me." He smiles. "But, it's not your fault mommy. You couldn't prevent what happened."

As much as I wanted to cry, his touch felt peaceful.

So peaceful, the tears faded before they could fall.

"Kaden Jr......KJ." I smile as I wrap my arms around his waist.

He wraps his arms around my neck and pulls me towards him.

He squeezes me tighter as a bright light shines over us.

I try to pull away but he holds me tighter.

"I have to go." He whispers in my ear.

I shake my head and pull back enough to look at him.

"No! I just met you. You can't leave now."

He smiles and kisses my forehead. "I have to. Daddy needs you back. If you don't make it, he won't either."

I shake my head rapidly. "You are my son. I will stay with you! Your dad is a big boy."

He chuckles. "I'll see you soon."

He starts to let go but I hold on tighter.

"You can't leave me. I just found you."

"I don't have a choice. You don't either. I love you mom."

The tears begin to fall as he lets go.

I try to grab him but my hands go through his body as if he was a ghost.

"KJ!" I scream as he starts to disappear more and more.

"I love you!" I yell as he smiles before disappearing for good.

As I fall onto my knees, the ground beneath me disappears.

My heart is beating rapidly as I see my skin disappearing.

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I jolt up out of the hospital bed as I reach for my heart and hold it.

I feel arms reach around my waist and hold me up as I begin to hallow cry.

"Baby." Kadens voice comes out so relieved.

I turn around and grab the back of his shirt around his neck and pull him towards me as I cry into his shoulder.

"I'm here. I'm here Princessa. I'm not going anywhere."

KJs face pops into my head and I let go of Kaden as I hold my stomach.

"I lost my baby. We lost our baby?" I ask.

Kadens blue eyes are black as the bags around his eyes are black and saggy. His eye lids are a dark brown.

He looks so miserable.

Kadens eyes fall as the tears begin to form in the corners of his eyes.

"Kaden?" I plead.

He wraps his arms around my shoulders as he nods.

I cry out in pain as the pain comes into full action.

"I'm so sorry!" I cry out as I dig my nails into Kadens hips.

"There's nothing you could of done."

I nod. "I shouldn't of ran from Jullian. If I didn't run, I'd be safe right now. Our baby boy would of been safe. This is all my fault."

Kaden palms my face as he kisses my forehead.

I feel his tears fall down the side of my face as he holds his lips to my forehead.

He doesn't move for awhile as his lips rest upon my head.

This peaceful moment is almost like the one I was just in.

Moments later Kaden pulls away and stares at me.

"It wasn't your fault. If was definitely mine. But we can talk about that later. Right now, we need to focus on getting you better."

I stand on my tippy toes and press my lips against his.

The butterflies in my stomach instantly release as the warm fuzzy feeling comes in full force and warms my body.

He moves his lips slowly against mine before sliding his tongue across my bottom lip.

Before I could grant his access, he pulls away.

"I will fix this. I'll make everything okay baby."

I nod.

"I love you. I love you more than air itself. You believe me, right?"

"I love you too." I whisper.

As he presses his lips against mine, I hear the door open and I jump back.

Romeo comes in with three coffees. He almost drops them as his eyes land on mine.

His eyes lighten a little as a smile begins to grow on his face.

"Storm." He smiles.

I force the best smile I could. "Rome."

"I'm glad your back." He says clearing up the tension in the room..

Kaden grabs my hand as he scoots closer to me.

"Romeo, can you please get the Dr for me?"

Romeo nods and sits down the drinks before exciting the room.

"Everything is going to be alright." Kaden whispers as the silent tears begin to fall down my face again.