Stormi's pov

😏😏😏 Mature readers.

My heart is racing as I walk up the stairs. Each step is like standing on top of a drum making the loud bang as I head up.

When I reach Kadens room, I fall to the floor and cry. The past is replaying in my head over and over.

I remember the terrified feeling from years ago.

Then Kadens face appears.

Not only is he the head of the cartel but he's a murderer. Every night he goes to work, he's actually murdering people.

That's why he takes showers at night.

I thought he cheated.

This is worse than cheating right?

As much as I should be scared, I ain't.

As much as I should hate him, I don't.

Kaden is amazingly sweet.

Kaden is my safe haven.

Kaden is where home is.

What he does, doesn't change who he is when he's with me.

Right? Right?

I wipe away the tears that has fallen and drag myself to the bathroom. There's absolutely no way I can sleep now.

I stand underneath the water. Letting the hot water melt away the stress and anxiety I'm feeling.

I eventually sit down in the tub with my knees pulled up to my chest and I rest my head on my knees as I close my eyes.

The water is running over me, relaxing each muscle.

What am I going to do?

Can I even do anything about this?

I can't tell Kaden what to do.

And, what about "my parents"?

Are they even alive?

Most importantly, why did they leave me?

And how does everyone in my past life have any thing to do with it?

I roll my eyes. So much for a distraction.

I quickly wash my hair and body. I shave before throwing a towel around my body and walking into Kadens closet.

I grab underwear and one of his big shirts.

After I get dressed, clean the bathroom and brush my teeth, I head downstairs into the kitchen.

My heart melt into emojis when I see all the good things inside the freezer. I've never looked in here because Kadens chef always cooks for us.

I've lived here for over a month and never been inside the fridge.

That sounds pathetic.

Definitely going to start cooking.

I dig through the freezer and find peanut butter ben and jerry's ice cream.

The smile grows on my face as I search the drawers for a spoon.

I sit on the counter and start digging in.

"That's Kadens ice cream. He's gonna be upset." Romeo says coming around the corner.

I smile and shrug. "He has like twenty in the freezer. He isn't going to mind."

I take a few more bites ignoring the heavy glare from Romeo.

I roll my eyes and sigh. "What Romeo? What's wrong?"

He steps closer to me and shrugs before pouring himself a cup of tequila.

"I want one!" I say snatching his glass away from him smiling.

He shakes his head before grabbing another glass and pouring himself one...again.

After he takes a few small sips, he puts his glass down and leans against the counter.

"Kaden really loves you." He says.

I narrow my eyes at him as he finishes.

"Kaden loves you so much that he's willing to risk everything he's built for you. For your safety. I guess what I'm saying is don't do anything to jeopardize yourself. Kaden would be lost without you."

I smile and nod at him. "Of course not. I feel the same way about Kaden."

"Do you really? Because taking off the blind fold was pretty stupid."

My heart skipped a beat as I remember the way Kaden looked at me after I saw what I saw.

"He's pissed off that you seen the monster inside of him. He's only killed people who's betrayed him. The people downstairs is the people who tried to get to you. He doesn't hurt innocent people. Kaden isn't as bad as everyone makes him out to be. I hope you don't leave him over this."

"I'm not going to Rome. I don't think he's a monster. It's nice of you to look after him."

"Rome?" He chuckles.

I shrug. "You call me Storm sometimes."

He stands up straight when he sees Kaden coming around the corner.

That boy just gets hotter and hotter each day. His wet curls are designed to perfection and his body is glistening with water showing off his tanned skin and tattoos.

His four pack has turned into a six pack over night making him look like a walking sex God.

He gives me a small smile as he walks up to me and gives me a kiss on my forehead.

"I'll see you guys later." Romeo calls as I wrap my arms around Kadens waist.

"Baby?" He whispers.

I shake my head and lean up to kiss him.

He hesitates at first before matching my movements. His lips are super soft and his breath taste like mint.

Kaden pulls away and smiles before looking around me.

He grabs the tub of ice cream and shakes his head. "You are eating my ice cream."

I giggle and grab it from him. I grab a spoonful of it and put it close to his lips. "Sharing is caring baby. Don't you know that?"

I push the spoon into his mouth as he smiles before shoving a spoonful in my mouth.

"I'm so sorry for what you saw Princessa. You weren't supposed to find out like that. You weren't ever supposed to see anything like that. I'm so sorry!" Kadens eyes become glossy as he searches my face.

He palms my face and kisses my forehead. "If you don't want to be with me, I understand. I'll still keep you safe and protect you babygirl."

I shake my head and pull him closer to me.

"Are you trying to get rid of me?" I joke to try to calm the tension in the air.

"Never Princessa. It's only you. It's always and will ever only be you."

I smile and give him a quick kiss. "I'm here baby. No matter what. I'm here to stay."

He smiles before locking his lips with mine. Instantly deepening our kiss.

His tongue slides over my slowly as my hands run over the muscles on his back. My hands stop at the hem of his basketball shorts and slowly slides them to the front.

I rub my hands over his abs and stomach up to his chest before repeating it.

He lets out a deep moan as he grabs my hips and presses me into his extremely big boner.

"I want you Princessa." He whispers against my lips as he starts to leave a trail to my neck.

He begins to suck the skin as nips downwards. His hands move underneath my shirt and he slides his fingertips up my sides until he reaches my breast.

I hear him gasp as he notices I'm not wearing a bra.

"Let's go upstairs." I moan as his fingers starts to play with my nipples.

He shakes his head. "I can't make it upstairs."

He ran his fingers over my soaking wet underwear. "You can't either babygirl."

He rips my underwear in half and slides me to the edge of the counter.

"What about a condom?"

"We have the day after pill upstairs." He whispers as he pulls out his length and positions it right infront of my sex.

"What if someone walks in?"

"They can't see you baby." He starts to kiss my neck as his hand slides over my boob.

"They can hear my moans."

He chuckles against my neck and plants a tiny kiss on my shoulder. "I'm sure they have heard you before."

Before I could say anything else, he thrust into me hard making the moans escape my mouth.

"Fuuuuuck!" Kaden moans dragging the U out.

I run my hands through his hair and I give it a little pull as my lips find his neck.

"Damn babygirl. You feel so good." He moans as he thrust in and out faster.

I moan against his neck softly so nobody hears me.

"I love you so much. You know that right?" He says kissing my forehead.

I look into his beautiful dilated eyes as I bite on my bottom lip to hold back the moans.

I'm so close to exploding all around him.

"Baby?" He moans.

I nod. "I know you do... I love you so much Kaden."

"Forever?" He whispers.

The security in his words melted me and I exploded as I laid my head on his chest.

"Forever daddy." I say.

He lets out a moan as he releases.

Our breathing is rapid as he grabs my face.

"Forever right? No matter what?" The insecurity in his voice breaks my heart.

"Yes baby. No matter what." I promise kissing him.

He slides up his shorts and fixes my shirt before leaning his forehead against

"I'm so sorry baby." He whispers.

"For what?"

He grabs a cloth behind me and puts it over my mouth.

"You need to go away for awhile. It's for your safety." He whispers with tears falling down his face.

I start to panic as my vision gets blurry before I fall into a pitch of blackness.