《If only I knew you (UNEDITED)》Chapter 48: Burden
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"W-what....are you being serious?...she...she was there?...she is here i-in India?" Farhan asked with shock. Vicky nodded with Sona on his lap, hiding her face in his neck. Farhan ran his hand through his hair and smiled. "After 10 years....10 years of trying to find her, we suddenly find her in India as one of the top lawyers? " Farhan gasped out.
Farhan then looked at Ezhil who was sitting on the sofa with silence. His face blank, lost in his own thoughts. "Ezhil" Farhan called out, placing his hand on Ezhil's shoulder but he didn't react. "Ezhil" Farhan shook his arm making his jump. "Huh...what?" he blinked a few times. "Did you...did you talk to her?" Farhan asked in a quiet tone. Ezhil stayed silent but nodded his head. "W-what...what did she say?" Sunny spoke for the first time, his voice sounding weak. "She hates me" he muttered with pain.
"W-we...we need to meet her. I need to beg for forgiveness....this burden won't leave my heart until I ask for forgiveness, please...let's go to her...take me to her" Aliya begged with tears. "She wouldn't want to meet us, why would she?. She has a great heart, a very big heart for helping us. If someone was in her place they would have already thrown us out but here we are talking about Eyshana, she is not like us, she is different but that doesn't mean she is willing to talk to us about the past" Vicky muttered.
"10 years Vicky....10 fucking years we have been living in pain...10 years since we have been searching for her. we-"
"10 years is nothing compared to what she went through Aliya" Ezhil stated in a cold tone making her eyes wide. He looked at her with a serious face. "10 years is nothing to us. She would have to live with that pain for her entire life but what about us huh?" he stood up and walked towards her.
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"I fucking killed the innocent girl I knew from 10 years ago, the girl I fell in love with and what did I do in anger?...I fucking raped her in front of all of you because I thought she was the cause of what happened to Preeti not knowing that she saved her. I slapped her, kicked her, punched her with this fucking body, these fucking hands" he pointed at himself with disgust, tears coming out from his red eyes. He then swallowed his spit and looked at the wall. "No matter how much we beg I just know that she won't forgive us" he cried, his bottom lip shaking.
"But...but at least we can talk to her Ezhil. I want my friend back...she saved me from rape and now she is helping me to fight against my rapists. I feel so ashamed to be called a woman....I hate myself" Sona cried while clutching her heart.
"I can ask Mr Mehra where she lives. I'm sure he can help us" Farhan's eyes suddenly lit up as he went to make a call to Mr Mehra. Ezhil closed his eyes, his Eyshana coming in front of him. "I love you my beauty" he whispered to her. "I love you too" she whispered back, catching her lips with his. He smiled and opened his eyes with pain. "I will win you back my beauty" he said with determination.
"Got it...she lives in the centre of the city" Farhan said with happiness, coming back into the room. "Wait...how the hell did you get her address so fast?" Vicky asked him with surprise. Farhan smirked, "I have skills" he said with proudness. Ezhil stood up on his feet in a flash. "Tell me the address" he asked with a blank tone yet his heart was pumping with joy, happiness and fear.
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"Chandni, be a good girl and drink your milk" I held the glass up to her mouth but she pouted and looked away. Gosh, so stubborn like her father. "Please Chandni....or else I will tell your Eyshu Aunty" I playfully glared at her. She gasped and quickly drank the milk making me chuckle. She doesn't listen to me but if I take Eyshu's name she listens immediately.
"How are my girls doing?" Sagar spoke behind us. He hugged me from the back and pecked my neck making me mentally moan. Fuck, I'm becoming horny day by day. "Papa" Chandni ran into her dad's arms, while he picked her up and spun her around, giving her a kiss on her cheek. "How's our son doing?" he caressed my stomach adding warmth to my heart. "Being a naughty boy, he has been kicking too much, looks like he is too eager to come out" I laughed.
He smiled and pecked me on my lips. "Love you" he spoke. "Love you too" I whispered back, placing my lips onto his again only to be pushed away from Chandni. "Ewww mama" she scrunched her cute nose up. "What?.....he is my husband" I whined making Sagar laugh. All of a sudden a knock on the door was heard. "I'll get it, it might be Eyshu" I said and placed the glass down on the table.
I walked towards the door with my hand on my belly, rubbing it to comfort my baby. I opened the door to find a group of 5 people standing in front of me. "Um...who are you?" I asked them in confusion. They looked at me with confusion as well, staring at my belly with an unknown emotion swirling in their eyes. "Does E-eyshana live here?...Eyshana Roy?" the man in front asked. He was a very good looking man but I don't know why I got weird vibes from all of them.
Why have they come to meet Eyshana?
"Yes she does but who are you all?" I frowned. "We...we are actually her college f-f-friends" a girl spoke, her voice shaking when she uttered the words friends. My heart dropped as I stared at the group with shock. So these are those disgusting so called friends that ruined my Eyshana. I gave them disgusted looks and clenched my palms.
"She is not here, leave" I spoke in a cold voice and was about to close the door until the man at the front stopped the door from closing by placing his foot in between. "please...please let us meet her...I know she is here" he pleaded but I just glared at them. How dare they come here?
"She is not here, now get out from our property before I call the police" I threatened in anger. "Excuse me ma'am, we have come here with peace so please have some respect" a guy who had his arm wrapped around a girl spoke. I scoffed and glared at them. "people like you don't deserve respect" I spat at them making them flinch.
"Y-you...you know?" the same guy asked. "Get out" I hissed. "Baby...what's taking you so long?" a voice spoke behind me making my eyes widen in horror. I was about to shut the door on their faces until one of the girls spoke.
"S-sagar?"
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