I weakly stood up and walked towards her, sitting on her bed. My heart churned with pain and anger seeing the oxygen mask over her mouth. She looked so weak, so thin like she hasn't eaten in years. Her cheeks were sunken in, you could see her bones from her body. I cupped her cheeks softly and kissed her forehead, placing my forehead on her's as I cried, my tears falling onto her face.

"W-what...w-what happened?" I asked, stammering as I stroked my beauty's cheek. I heard a scoff behind me, "You actually have the audacity to ask what happened?...well I will tell you" he said with anger. I shook but continued stroking her hair as I listened to him. "After that incident, Eyshu vanished into thin air. I tried finding her everywhere, even showed her photos to people if they have seen her walk by. Once I came past a temple and after making a prayer, god accepted it and I finally found Eyshu. You could never imagine the condition I found her in, sitting down in a abandoned house, her clothes tattered, her hair in a mess. She was not reacting to anything, just sat there like a statue. You know what I found out when I sat with her?" he asked with pain.

I gasped and shook my head, my hands still shaking as I stroked her hair, taking in her beautiful features, she will always be beautiful to me. "Drugs" he muttered. My hand automatically stopped as I snapped my head at him in shock. He looked at my shocked face and nodded, "yes...shocking right?...even I was shocked, how could she?, but then I realised she did this to harm herself, to relive her from the pain. I took her back to my home. I tried to get her talking with me but she would never respond, she would always just stare in space not reacting to anything. One day....one day I came back home after getting some stuff for her" he inhaled and exhaled, closing his eyes tightly. I looked back at Eyshana is shock, my hands forming into fists.

"I went into her room only to see her laying on the ground with a white substance leaking out of her mouth. She...she was s-surrounded b-by a p-pool of h-her b-blood, h-her wrists were slashed. She....she tried killing h-herself" Sagar stammered as tears rolled down his cheeks making me look at him with wide eyes.

I looked down to her wrists that were bandaged. I cried as I slowly took her hand in mine, placing a kiss onto her wrist. She ...she tried to kill herself?...My Eyshu...she...she...

"It's been 1 month since she has been in coma. This is what you have lead her too Ezhil. You have finally killed her. You know, it will be better if she actually dies, at least she will be free from all the pain" he said with a blank tone. I stood up in anger and grabbed his collars, my eyes burning with tears as I glared at him. "Don't you fucking dare....don't you fucking dare say that" I snapped at him but he only laughed bitterly, pushing my hands off his collars. "You don't even have the right to be angry Ezhil, you did this to her, your pathetic, disgusting, cheap friends did this to her. You are all criminals, abusers and murderers, you all deserve to be in prison" he spat with so much disgust and anger, his teeth clenching as he looked away from me.

I just stood there shocked. The thought of her dying killed me. I tugged on my hair as I leaned onto the wall, my eyes frozen at the girl who I have ruined. She will never forgive me, she will never want me. I slid down to the floor, wrapping my arms around my knees, sobbing as I continued looking at her. If it wasn't for Sagar she would have been dead, she would have left me forever. If Eyshu leaves this world then I will go right after her. My Eyshu....she...she is going through so much pain...so much hurt because of me and my friends.

Why did I do this?...why?...fucking why?. I mentally cursed and yelled at myself. "Did you actually love her?" Sagar suddenly asked breaking the silence. I looked at him with pain, wiping my nose as I nodded. "More than I can ever imagine" I whispered. Sagar just shook his head. "I don't think so Ezhil, I would have known if you were in love by looking into your eyes. I don't think you love her Ezhil, I think you are just obsessed or attracted to her but not love because if you actually loved her Ezhil, then you would have never raised your hand on her no matter how bad she would be or you would have never taken something so special away from her, especially in front of them. You are not worthy of love" he said in a quiet tone while sitting beside Eyshu, her hand in his.

I looked at him with disbelief and anger. "Don't question my love Sagar, you don't know what's in my heart. I fucking love her...I love her so much. I know...I know what I did was unforgivable but don't test my love Sagar" I said with anger. Sagar only smiled, "Heart?-" he chuckled, "How can you love when you have no heart?" he said in cold tone. His words stung my heart but I chose to stay quiet. I know that I love her, I don't need to prove it to him.

The doors slammed opened making me turn around as I looked at the group with emptiness. "E-eyshana" Farhan stuttered as he weakly walked towards the bed. Farhan, Sunny, Vicky, Sona and Aliya were standing there with tears streaming down their eyes.

They all surrounded the bed while Sagar stood further away with his arms crossed. "S-sagar" Sona called out but he looked away in disgust making her look down in regret. Sunny placed his hand over Eyshana's hair and cried near her pillow, muttering hundreds of sorry's. The same went for the rest. They were all crying and whispering sorry's. I glanced at Aliya who stood away from us, looking at the floor with sadness, her body shaking as she cried placing her hand over her mouth. I glared at her with anger and turned back at Eyshana, my Eyshana.

After an hour with Eyshana, I kept getting calls from the group. After telling them about Eyshana they all rushed here. "W-what have we done to her?...we are sinners....we have ripped her apart. No one...n-no o-one deserves t-this....n-no one" Sona cried as she sat beside Eyshana's feet. Farhan was silent as he buried his head into Eyshana's hand, his tears wetting her hand. Vicky sat beside me, crying badly as looked away from her face in guilt.

"I'm so sorry Eyshana...I-I'm s-so sorry....s-so sorry" Sunny stuttered as he cried on her pillow. Sunny suddenly snapped his head up and scanned the room. Tears did not stop rolling out of my eyes as I sat there in silence, feeling the warmth of Eyshana's hand in mine.

Sunny stood up and walked towards Sagar. "Where is Riya?" he asked. The whole room went silent as they turned to look at Sagar, waiting for his answer. "Sagar...where is she?" Sunny gritted his teeth as he repeated his question again.

Sagar looked at Sunny with blankness. "You should have listened to her when she came begging for help that day, maybe....maybe she would have been here with us right now" Sagar said with no emotion making us all shocked. I looked at him with wide eyes. No...no way.

"W-what...what do you mean?" Sunny grabbed his shoulders, his breathing becoming heavy. I could see sweat dripping from his forehead as he stared at Sagar with desperation. Sagar shrugged his hands off his shoulders and turned away.

"Riya...." he muttered and gave Sunny a dangerous glare

"Riya is dead"

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