"How is he doing?" I asked the boys who sat there in silence. "Not good....doctor has given him some medications. He will wake up soon" Farhan said in a weak voice. I sighed and nodded. I looked down to the small bag in my hands. "I will be back" I said and walked out of the room with my eyes on the bag. I entered another room and closed the door behind me.

I sat down on the couch and opened the bag. In there was a small envelope and a box. I took them out and placed the box on the table in front of me. I opened the envelope and took in a breath as I read the first two words.

To Sunny,

By the time you read this I will be gone, gone from your life like you wanted me too. I'm leaving Sunny, forever, to a place where you can never reach me. I'm sure you won't even care, you probably might be smiling right now after knowing you will never see me again but I just wanted to let you know how much I still love you after what you did.

I wonder why I didn't love myself more when I needed it. I just wish I could have been the one to make you happy for the rest of your life, the one to take care of you...to love you. I wanted so badly to be that person in your life but there wasn't a place for me in your heart.

I didn't know that calling you that day would be the last day of hearing your voice. I called you to tell you that I was pregnant with your child but you were too busy with another girl but it's okay, I understand, maybe we weren't made for each but I will never forgive you for what you did with my sister.

I hope you live your life with regret, I hope when ever you close your eyes you see her crying face in front of you. I left something for you. I wanted to gift you something when we confessed our love to each other but little did I know those words meant nothing to you...they were all fake.

I feel ashamed saying this but I will always love you. Hope you always remember me.

Good bye

Yours

Riya

Drops after drops fell onto the paper making me realise I was crying. The ink was smudged indicating that she was crying when she wrote this. My body shook as I cried into the letter. She was pregnant?...I was going to be a dad?.

I touched the box and opened it. Inside was a beautiful grey watch. Tear after tear kept leaking from my eyes as I held the watch. "What have I done?" I whispered to myself. I always loved you Riya...I really do. I got trapped Riya...I got trapped in a web of lies, I was stupid...I was stupid for not believing her. I thought you were also involved. Riya where are you?.

I quickly fished out my phone and tried calling her but it said her phone was switched off. I kept crying trying to send her messages. "You can't leave me Riya...I'm sorry...I'm so sorry" I fell onto my knees, clutching the letter to my heart. "AHHHHHHH" I shouted out, punching the floor with anger. The door slammed open, "Sunny" a voice called out in worry.

"She has gone...she left...what have I done?...I lost her...I fucking lost because of my stupid mistake" I gritted out in tears. Vicky sat in front of me and took the letter from my hands. He looked at me with shock and sadness. "I'm sorry" he whispered. I held my hair in anger as I broke down into tears.

"I left her Vicky. She loved me so much but I left her. I cheated on her, I betrayed her. She is carrying my baby Vicky, she came to tell me but I was fucking busy with another girl. I'm such a monster. How could I do that to her Vicky?...I fucking love her....I lost her....I lost" I cried as he hugged me.

"She will never forgive me Vicky...she has left. I-I tried c-calling her b-but...h-how will I find her?" I cried even more with a trembling voice. Vicky just stayed silence listening to me as he patted my back in a comforting way. "I hurt her so much Vicky and Eyshana...Eyshana will hate me for life Vicky....what have we done to these girls?....what have we done?" I whispered.

"We will find them Vicky....we will find them. We aren't worthy for their forgiveness but we will find them. I will go down to my knees for them Sunny, don't cry, be strong. We will find her, we will find both of them and soon you will see your child. I've become an uncle my brother" he patted my back with a small chuckle.

I broke the hug and leaned my head onto the couch. I will find you Riya...we will meet again soon and I will beg for forgiveness but little did I know she was long gone...far far away from me, somewhere I could never see her again.

I then sat up straight and looked at Vicky with wide eyes realizing something. He looked at me with confusion. "What happened?" he asked with worry.

"V-Vicky....r-remember when Eyshana came to us asking for help?" I asked him and he nodded his head. "S-she....she c-came for Riya Vicky....she...." I ran my hand through my hair as my body shook.

Vicky's eyes widened in shock.

"Oh Shit"

"No...p-please....p-please....STOPPPPP"

"P-please don't do this....please.....I beg you"

"PLEASE....AHHHHH"

"EYSHANA!" I shouted out as I jolted awake with sweat all over my body. "Ezhil" someone called out but I ignored them. I threw the covers off me and got out of bed. "Eyshana.....Eyshana" I kept calling out as I left the room. "Ezhil?...what are you doing here standing up?...you need to rest" Farhan said as he tried to take me back into the room but I moved my arm away from him. "Eyshana...I need to see her...I need to say sorry....Eyshana" I kept muttering as I weakly walked towards the door.

"Ezhil stop it...just stop it" he pulled me back. I looked at his face, he was crying but trying so hard not too. "Don't touch me...I need to see her....get off me" I pushed him away and started walking towards the door again until I was pulled back and slapped on the face. "JUST STOP!" he shouted in my face.

I just stood there breathing heavily. "She is gone okay?...you can't see her...she has left....we don't know where she is. I went over to her house but she wasn't there" Farhan said with pain. I snapped my head towards him in shock, tears forming in my eyes.

"I tried calling Sagar but he wouldn't pick up Ezhil. You were unconscious for 3 days" he said with tears. I ran my hand through my hair as I staggered a few steps back. A shaky breath left my lips as I looked at the ground, my tears making my sight blurry. "Farhan...I-" my voice trembled.

My lips shook as I tried to speak. I looked back up at him who looked at me with worry. I slid down to the floor in devastation. "I need her Farhan....I need her. I can't live in peace without her. What shall I do?...where do I look for her Farhan?....I committed a sin with these hands" I raised my hands and glared at them.

"She will never forgive me....she will hate me....she will never want to see my face but I love her Farhan...I swear, I love her so much but I realised late. I should have trusted her...I should have tried looking for the truth but....but" I cried.

Farhan sat on the floor with me. "She will never forgive me as well. I was so harsh with her Ezhil. She did nothing but care and love us all and look what we did. I...I was there when she..." he stopped talking as he bowed his head, his body shaking as he cried.

"It makes me want to kill myself" he spoke