《If only I knew you (UNEDITED)》Chapter 32: Trying to bring her back
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I just sat there, my head leaning against the weak wall staring at her emotionless face with tears in my eyes. I sat here for who knows who long but she didn't move. The only movement she made was when she blinked her eyes. At least it showed that she was alive even though she was dead from the inside. I took my head away from the wall and moved closer to her. I took my shaking hand into her's and held it to my chest.
"Eyshu...please look at me....just once" I tucked her hair strand behind her ear. "Eyshu...please...say something...anything but please look at me...talk to me....I know you are there...you are here Eyshu...." I said with pain.
"Look...it's me Sagar...your friend from college, won't you talk to your friend?" I sniffled back my tears. She then suddenly turned her head to look at me. Her eyes were dead and empty, looking so weak. "S-sagar?" she whispered with a croak. I furiously nodded my head with a smile. "Yes...yes...it's me, Sagar" I rubbed her cold hand, warming it up.
Her eyes then started to water as she looked at me with so much pain. I tilted my head shaking my head with hurt not wanting her to be scared of me but she didn't flinch. Her lips then started to tremble as she stared at me. I cupped her cheek, "It's okay....it's okay Eyshu...cry....you need to cry....let it out...I'm here now....let it out" I comforted her.
I took in a deep breath, her lips still trembling as tear after tear started to leave her eyes. "R-riya" she muttered with pain making me close my eyes tightly. "Riya" she whispered again as I bowed my head down, tears staining my skin. "I w-want my R-riya b-back" her voice trembled. "R-riya...R-riya where are you?...Riya" she suddenly took my coat of her as her voice became louder. I snapped my head at her in concern. "Eyshu" I called out touching her arm but she pushed me away and started to look around. "Riya...Riya stop hiding from me....RIYA.....RIYA COME BACK TO ME....RIYAAAA" she screamed as she cried madly, clutching her heart.
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I quickly grabbed her to myself, hugging her from the back as she started throwing punches but I controlled her by hugging her tightly around her arms. "RIYAAA......RIYAAAA.....COME BACK RIYA....DON'T LEAVE ME....RIYAAAA" she cried and cried, screaming for her sister. I continued hugging her as she leaned her head on me, closing her eyes as she cried with pain.
I cried with her, stroking her hair. "Let it out...let it out" I whispered and she cried even louder. I wish I had the power to change everything but I am not god...I can't bring a dead person back to life. Riya....that sweet girl, she left us...she left her sister alone....but I won't leave Eyshu alone....I promised Riya I will always protect her...I will always be there for her but I broke my promise. She is in so much pain...why was god punishing her?...why didn't he punish her abusers instead?...why?.
I was about to run out of the hospital to follow Eyshana until a nurse stopped me. "Sir..sir....you need to come here quickly...Miss Roy is very critical" the nurse said making me run towards her room. "W-what h-happened doctor?" I asked out of breath.
"I'm trying my full best Sir but....but the patient is losing a lot of blood. She has been getting a lot of breathing problems and unfortunately the baby inside of her has died" the doctor said making me shocked. "Baby?"
"Yes, baby...Miss Roy was a few weeks pregnant. I'm sorry for the news but I'm also sorry to say that Miss Roy won't have much time to live as we need the blood urgently. We don't know how long she will last for. She has been calling out for Miss Eyshana, it's best if she meets her as we don't know what will happen from now onwards" the doctor said with a bit of hurt shown on his face.
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"S-she isn't here...can...can I meet her?" I gulped. "Yes...of course" he said and I weakly entered her room. She laid there attached with many wires, her wrists wrapped wiith bandages as she turned her head and weakly smiled at me. I bit my lip as tears rolled down my cheeks. I slowly walked towards her, my legs shaky as I sat beside her on the bed taking her hand in mine.
"I'm sorry" she whispered as she coughed. "Shh...don't talk...you need rest" I said. She shook her head as she took in a deep breath. "Eyshu...where is she?" she whispered. I shook my head, "she has gone to find some blood for you. She will be back....nothing will happen to you...nothing" I smiled painfully at her.
"I don't have much time Sagar....j-just...j-just t-tell her I-I'm so sorry f-f-or leaving h-her. I-I'm such a b-bad sister. P-please protect her from t-them" she took in a shaky breath as she cried.
"I promise...I promise I will always protect her but don't say that...don't say you don't have much time. You will survive through this...you have too" I told her. She just smiled at me with tears, "P-please...g-give this to her" she handed me a letter with her shaky hand. "a-and" she swallowed, "a-and g-give this to h-him" she pointed to a bag on the table beside us.
I looked at her with confusion. "Him?". She nodded and closed her eyes again before opening them. "S-sunny...g-give i-it to S-sunny" she whispered weakly.
Sunny?...
I was going to ask why him?, but she coughed. "D-don't ask a-anything, j-just p-please do i-it f-for me" she breathed heavily. The machines started to beep madly as I looked at her with fear. "Riya" my voice shook.
She smiled and held my hand, "T-tell her....I will always l-love her"
BEEEEP!
The machines went silent as I looked at her, frozen. Her hand slipped out from mine as she looked at me with cold eyes. The doctors ran in, pulling me out of the room but I just kept staring at her lifeless body until I fell to the ground. Tear after tear fell out of my eyes.
What was I going to tell her?
She will break
Why did this happen?...why?
"Riya" she whispered and sobbed until she fell asleep in my arms. I picked her up in bridal style and stepped out of the broken house. "I'm not going to let you break Eyshu....I'm going to take you far away from them...so far that they will never even feel your presence ever again.
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