《If only I knew you (UNEDITED)》Chapter 30: Her name was Eyshana Roy
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Ezhil's POV
I staggered back a few steps as her name echoed in the walls.
'Her name was Eyshana Roy'
"W-what?" Farhan stuttered in shock.
"I can forget everything in my life but that name....I can never forget the name of the person who saved me from those animals" she said with tears. I just stared at Preeti in utter shock, tears leaking from my eyes. "She...she saved you?" I asked not believing what I heard.
"Yes.....while they tried taking advantage of me, all of a sudden someone came up behind them and hit them on their head. She was so brave....she risked her life for me. She could have been attacked yet she saved me and took me home. I will always be indebted to her" she wiped her tears.
"But...how do you know her?" she asked me. I just stood there frozen. "I'll tell you Preeti" Sagar added in. I looked at him with fear shaking my head. He gave me a blank look and looked at Preeti. "Eyshana Roy....a simple middle class girl, she befriended your brother and his friends along with her sister Riya" he said making Sunny fall onto the sofa.
"Your brother and her fell deeply in love but now after what happened, I think it was only love on her side" he said making me snap my head up at him with pain. "You know Preeti, I have never met anyone like Eyshana before...she is so down to earth and so kind, a girl with a beautiful soul and heart....something that many girls don't have in this modern generation yet she had it in her. She became a close friend of mine...more like a sister but....but one day it all ended" he said with sadness.
"W-what....what do you mean?" Preeti asked in fear. My lips trembled as I looked at my sister's reaction. She will hate me....what have I done?.
He snapped his head towards me, giving me the meanest glare, "your brother....your disgusting shit of a brother....do you wanna know what he did Preeti?" he asked in anger. Preeti shook and slowly nodded her head.
Sagar scoffed and glared at all of us with tears in his eyes. "He.....HE RAPED HER!" he shouted making me fall to the ground in tears. I heard Preeti gasp along with Aliya. "W-what?" Preeti's voice shook.
"YOUR BROTHER RAPED HER AND HIS FRIENDS....YOU KNOW WHAT THEY DID?...THEY ALL HAPPILY WATCHED HIM DO IT!" he shouted as he broke down into tears. I bit my lip as my body shook. "No...no...STOP LYING...MY BROTHER WOULD NEVER DO THAT" Preeti yelled back as she cried.
Sagar laughed with tears in his eyes. "I saw her myself, she was laying there half dead, naked with blood flowing between her legs....your brother nearly killed her, if I didn't take her to the hospital then...then she would have been dead by now" Sagar gritted his teeth. I looked at him with shock, my eyes wide open. "W-what?" my voice trembled.
Sagar glared at me. "Again, acting so shocked huh?....you didn't act like this when you brutally raped her...so why acting so hurt and shocked now huh?....WHY DIDN'T YOU FEEL THIS WAY WHEN YOU FUCKING HURT HER AND LEFT HER TO DIE" he grabbed my collars pulling me up to my feet as he placed a punch on my face.
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I fell to the ground again, feeling weak, ignoring the pain on my jaw. "You are all so disgusting...all of you" he spat, while I just stared at the ground horrified at the news. "You Farhan....I thought you were the smartest out of all of them but you...even you joined in. You allowed him to rape her?....how...how could you?" he said in disgust. I looked up at Farhan who stood there with tears running down his cheeks but his face was blank. "and you Vicky....you too?" he accused him. Vicky looked shattered, his eyes were red, tears rushing down his cheeks onto his beard. "You love Sona don't you?" he asked him and he immediately nodded his head. "Remember....remember when Sona was about to get raped that night when we went to the club?....how did it make you feel?....angry?....hurt?, you felt like killing them right?" Sagar asked him with anger. Vicky just stood there looking at Sona with tears.
"THEN HOW COULD YOU LET HIM FUCKING DO THAT TO HER....HOW?" he grabbed Vicky's collars. Vicky stumbled on his feet, laying his hand on the wall. Sona ran up to him, grabbing his arm as she cried. "and you Sona...you disgust me the most...being a girl yourself you didn't once help her....you didn't once stop him from doing that to her. Shame on you....I spit on you....you shameless bitch" he spat at her as she sobbed.
"She....she fucking saved you that night....now I wish she never saved you so you could understand how it feels like to be fucking raped" he hissed making her gasp. "S-sagar" Vicky stuttered in disbelief, "SHUT UP" Sagar yelled making us all flinch.
Sagar shook his head as he wiped his tear, "I wish I never befriended you all. You are all monsters...you all don't deserve love, friendship or peace. I can't believe I was actually friends with you disgusting people" he said with so much disgust. I breathed heavily as I weakly stood on my feet making my way to Sagar.
I placed my hands on his shoulder "S-s-sagar...Eyshana...where....where is she?...p-please tell me....please" I begged him but he pushed my hands away making me stumble. "You don't even deserve to say her name from that disgusting mouth that you you used to curse her" he spat in my face.
I tugged onto my hair and cried. I can't believe I did that to her. I...I...I raped the love of my life?...I....I hurt her....how could I?. She was innocent all along and I...I hurt her for something she never did or knew of, in fact she saved my sister....she saved her from getting raped and I punished her....how...how could I...how?.
I need to see her...how would she be now?...she would never forgive me but....but I love her...I can't live without her. I looked at Sagar in desperation and fell to my knees grabbing his leg. "Please Sagar...p-please I beg you...I beg you p-please tell me where she is......please" I pleaded but he kicked me away making me fall.
"She also begged like this" he whispered making me heart churn in pain.
"None of you deserve to see her....none of you deserve her forgiveness. I curse you all...all of you...I curse you that you will never get peace in your life....you will never get an ounce of sleep as you will be hearing her cries once you close those eyes. I hope you all never get daughters in your life as you aren't worthy" he pointed his finger at all of us.
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He bent down and grabbed my collars, shaking me as I cried. "You were so lucky Ezhil...so damn lucky to have a girl like her in your life or else which modest girl would accept a guy like you in her life....a guy who is a used tissue" he said making me speechless. He smirked as he patted my shoulder. "What?....you think only girls are called used tissues?....no well mannered and modest girl would accept you in her life, a man-whore like you doesn't deserve girls with big hearts....you are only worth those who are like you... haven't you noticed that the girls who are mad after you are those who love to sleep around, none of the nerds like you, and why would they?...there is nothing in you to like" he spat. I was taken aback by his words.
"You raped a girl...you abused a girl yet you felt so much anger when you found out your sister was going to be raped. You wanted to kill them...you nearly went crazy that day but you forgot....you forgot that SHE WAS ALSO SOMEONE'S SISTER...SOMEONE'S DAUGHTER" he yelled in my face while I cried and looked down at the floor with regret and tears.
"You use girls like a toy forgetting that they also have a family. I wonder if you even respect your own sister after what you have done to those girls, promising them with lies then using their bodies to satisfy your needs, disgusting" he spat near my foot making me feel disgusted at myself.
"If you can't respect girls then I wonder if you have any respect for your sister" he spat. I glared at him with anger, clenching my jaw. "What?...getting angry now?....just imagine what those girls brothers think when they find out what their sisters have gone through. You are not the only guy with a sister in this world" he said with rage.
"A whore will only suit a man whore like yourself. Just try....try and get a decent girl for yourself, I swear they will ignore these looks of yours and reject you because that's how disgusting you are-" he hissed making me close my eyes tightly allowing my tears to freely fall out.
"But her....she saw something in you that those girls didn't see. I don't know what she saw in a horrible, cheap man like you but whatever she saw, it was something good and she accepted you. You are so cheap Ezhil...so cheap....you are not worthy of anyone....did you hate her that much that you spread her nudes all over college?" he spat on me making me shocked.
I shook my head and grabbed his collars. "I WOULD NEVER DO THAT....NEVER" I yelled in his face but he pushed me back. "Oh really?...so you can rape her...hit her....but can't spread her nudes?" he shouted back.
Sagar then smiled and stood up. My beauty...I ruined her....I broke her...I...I killed her. Her nudes...how?...how did it happen?.....everyone saw them?....they all looked at body?. My body trembled at the thought of those cheap boys looking at her in lust while I wasn't there to protect her.
I gritted my teeth in anger as I stood up. I watched Sagar walk towards Aliya who refused looking into his eyes. She was shaking like a leaf as she took steps back. "So Miss Aliya, would you like to tell me how you spread her nudes around college?" he smirked at her making us all shocked.
"You...you spread her nudes?" Farhan said in shock and anger. "W-what...what are you talking about?" her voice shock as she looked at the wall, refusing to meet anyone's eyes. "Oh...not going to admit the truth now?" he tilted his head at her. "Just shut up Sag-"
"NO...YOU SHUT UP YOU TWO FACED BITCH" he yelled at her making her flinch. He snapped his head at me and chuckled. "You know....you both deserve each other" he pointed at me and Aliya. "One takes the photos, the other spreads them...what a match" he shook his head in disgust.
I stared at Aliya with so much rage and shock. How dare she?...how could she?. Yes...yes I agree I took those pictures, I took them because I thought I could use them against her but....but I could never spread them...I couldn't allow that...never. I clenched my teeth and stormed towards Aliya.
"Is that true Aliya....did you....did you do that?" I asked her in disbelief. She whipped her head at me and glared. "Yes...Yes I did" she confessed and that snapped the monster in me as I raised my hand and slapped her across the face.
"Why???...WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?" I shouted in her face. "BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU DAMN IT...I LOVE YOU" she shouted back making me shocked. "W-what".
"Yes...yes I spread them because I love you. I hated her...I hated her for taking you away from me. I made a mistake...I committed a sin...I know but what did you do Ezhil?....you stooped even lower. You raped her?....you raped the girl you claimed to love?...you are so disgusting" she spat making my blood boil. I was going to raise my hand again until Sagar stopped me.
"Why are you slapping her?...you should slap your own self for doing the worst to her and you Aliya-" he threw my hand away. "You are such a disgusting bitch. I feel ashamed being friends with you...with all of you" he glared. "Being a girl yourself you didn't once feel bad for sharing a girl's nudes. How would you feel if everyone saw your nudes huh?...would you like it if your naked photos were stuck on the campus walls?" he glared at her with so much anger.
Aliya shook as she looked down in guilt, tears running down her eyes. I wanted to kill her...I wanted to shoot her right in the head for doing this to my beauty but what about me?...what did I do?...I raised my hand on her...I-I r-raped her?
"I hope you all have a very pleasant night" he spat at us and turned to walk away until I grabbed his arm. No...no he couldn't leave....he can't go before telling me about Eyshana.
"Sagar...how...how is she?, please I am dying to know about her...please tell me where she is" I pleaded but he just stood there unfazed. "I don't know" he muttered. I glared at him and harshly turned him around. "What do you mean you don't know.....I know you know where she is...p-please Sagar...I will die...I will die...tel me where she is" I cried but he just gave me a blank look. "Then die" he hissed making me speechless.
"Sagar...please listen to me...please tell us where she is?...we....we all made a huge mistake, we...we want to ask for f-forgiveness...pleas-"
"Oh just stop your fucking drama" he snapped at Sona making her cry even harder. "SAGAR....JUST FUCKING TELL ME DAMN IT"
"AND I SAID I DON'T KNOW FUCKING KNOW" he yelled back making me lose my energy as I fell to my knees. "Eyshana....Eyshana" I whispered her name as I closed my eyes tightly, her smiling face flashing in front of my eyes. "I'm so sorry...I'm s-so s-sorry" I cried with my hands over my face. "Ezhi" the boys came towards me bending down onto their knees. They all had tears in their eyes, their faces full of regret.
"What have I done?....I'm s-such a monster" I said to the boys while they looked down in tears. "No" Sagar added in, "not a monster...but a rapist" he hissed. I was taken aback. The boys whipped their heads at him with shock. "By the way I have a little gift for you Sunny...even though you don't deserve it, I hope you cherish it for life so it reminds you of your sins" he threw a bag towards him which landed in his lap.
"And before I go...I wish you all heard Eyshana that day when she begged for your help...maybe....just maybe she could have forgave you....but...." he stopped as he gave us a last look of disgust before turning around and leaving us all behind with regrets and pain. I shook my head furiously, he can't go...no..no..no.
I stood up weakly while the others shouted out for me. I ran after him and fell to the ground again, grabbing his leg. "PLEASE TELL ME WHERE SHE IS....I NEED HER...PLEASE SAGAR...I BEG YOU...I BEG YOU...TAKE ME TO HER....TAKE ME TO HER SAGAR PLEASE....PLEASE!" I cried and begged but he kicked my hand away and continued walking.
"SAGARRRRR" I shouted as I cried on the ground. I felt the others pull me back but I kept shouting for him to come back. "Ezhi...please...please stop...he has gone" Farhan said in a trembling voice. "SAGARRRRRR.....TAKE ME....TAKE ME WITH HER....SAGAR PLEASE....EYSHANA....EYSHANAAA" I shouted and cried falling flat on my back, screaming her name out.
"E-ezhil" Vicky cried as he placed my head over his lap. I closed my eyes as I hiccupped, crying for him to take me to her. "Eyshana" I whispered, the voices of my friends dying out as I smiled seeing my Eyshana opening her arms out for me.
"I'm coming to you....my Eyshana" I whispered before blacking out.
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