《If only I knew you (UNEDITED)》Chapter 25: Pregnant
Advertisement
"Congratulations Miss Roy...you are pregnant"
The words still played in my mind like a song being played on repeat. I was pregnant?...I was going to be a mother to a monster's child?. I cursed my life....I cursed myself. I leaned my head back as I touched my stomach. There was a baby living inside me....I was carrying a human inside me.
I should be happy, excited but I wasn't. I was scared, I was terrified. What if he harms my child?...what if he tries to take him or her away from me?...what...what if he doesn't accept it. My life would be ruined, people will call me characterless, they will call my child a bastard, how will I be able to live with that?.
I needed to talk to him. I got out of bed and left the room. I weakly walked to Eyshana's room and opened the door but stopped when I saw Sagar leaning his head on the side of her bed, his hand over her's as he slept. I smiled and wiped my tears away. He is here to protect her....by that time I will go and talk to him.
I left the hospital and drove towards his house. I called him but he declined my call, I called him again but he declined again. I sniffled my tears and called him one more time but this time he picked up. "WHAT?!" he yelled in the phone make me flinch. "S-s-sunny....I-I need t-to talk t-to you" I stuttered. I heard him growl "About what?" I could hear some shuffling in the background making me frown. "Sunny I-"
"You what?...why the fuck are you annoying me?" he spat making me bite my lip. "Sunny baby who is that?" an unfamiliar voice said making me cry out in pain. "No-one baby...I'll be back" he said as I heard a few more shuffles. "Why the fuck did you call?....you already know everything...now what do you want?" he hissed making me take a deep breath. "I love you" I muttered with sadness. I heard silence on his side until he scoffed, "so?....you expect me to say it back?" he laughed. I smiled sadly, "I don't know why you are doing this Sunny....I loved you with my whole heart...I don't know what went wrong but I just wanted to tell you I love you a lot" I smiled.
Advertisement
"I don't love you Riya....I only used you. Remember when your sister insulted me the day we met...I only wanted revenge from you....you were only a toy for me...I have no feelings for you now never contact me again" he snapped breaking my heart tiny pieces.
I sighed and smiled again, "okay" I muttered and disconnected the call. I exhaled and turned on the engine driving back to the hospital. I walked into Eyshana's room who was still sleeping but Sagar was nowhere in sight. I sat beside her and held her hand. "I don't know what we are being punished for sis?...maybe that's what happens to people who only want good for others" I chuckled. "I'm such a bad sister aren't I?.... falling for a guy who was involved with your pain....maybe that's why I am being punished" I wiped my tears.
"I love you a lot Eyshana, I can't see you in any more pain now, especially if it's for me. You chose to hide the truth about Sunny from me so that it doesn't hurt me?. Why did you do that?...why did you hurt me Eyshu?...I was with you right?...so why?....why do you always put other first before you?...why?" I sobbed as I leaned my head on the bed. "Forgive me for everything...I love you" I whispered.
I slowly opened my eyes only to be blinded by lights. "Eyshu" someone called me out but it seemed to come from a distance. I looked at my side to find Sagar looking at me with concern. "W-water" my voice croaked. He quickly filled a glass up with some water and helped me drink it. I coughed and laid back down. "E-eyshu...I" his voice trembled.
Advertisement
"Where...where is Riya?" I weakly asked not looking at him. "She texted me saying she went home" he said in a quiet tone. I nodded keeping my face blank. It wasn't a dream. It was all real, my life is finally destroyed. I mentally smiled, you won Ezhil Mital...you won...you finally shattered my dignity, my innocence and my self respect. "Take me home" I whispered with a blank tone. Sagar nodded and helped me get out of bed.
After 30 minutes due to the traffic we finally reached my apartment. I stepped out of the car and made my way to my door with Sagar following me with his head low. I frowned when I saw the door opened. I pushed the door open and entered my house but it felt really cold. I looked around my living room and it looked empty and abandoned. Riya....where was she?.
I walked upstairs to her room and tried to open it but it was locked. "Riya" I knocked on her door but there was no reply. I started to panic as I banged harder on the door, "Riya" I called out in fear and worry. "What happened Eyshu?" Sagar asked in worry. "S-s-agar she...she isn't opening the door" I breathed heavily feeling scared. "Riya...it's me Sagar open the door" he said loudly but no response. He looked at me with fear and started to push open the door by banging his arm into the door. He tried kicking the door open but it wouldn't open.
I cried as I yelled out for her "RIYA....RIYA OPEN THE DOOR" but it was dead silence on her side. "Eyshu stand back" he said causing me to move back. He moved back and kicked the door with full force breaking the door open. I rushed into the room only to find the room in an absolute mess.
What on earth happened?
"RIYA" I shouted.
Suddenly I heard the water rushing out inside the bathroom making me snap my head towards it. No...no...no, I shook my head furiously as I ran and slammed opened the door. I screamed placing my hands over my mouth at the scene in front of me. "RIYAAA!!!" I screamed as I ran towards her lifeless body.
"Shit...Riya" Sagar called out. I held her unconscious body which was drowned under the bath, the colour of the water now stained with her blood. I looked at her wounded wrists and cried, shaking her to wake her up. "Riya please....please don't....don't leave me....Sagar....Sagar help me....RIYA" I cried as I shook her, hugging her to my chest..."RIYAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!"
Hope you enjoyed this chapter
Please feel free to vote and comment down below
Stay tuned for more Chapters
Thank you for reading
xxx
Advertisement
- In Serial14 Chapters
Heiress of the Blood Throne
"You are a VonMerlyn, Pandora. And the last of your bloodline.” What's a girl to do when she finds out not only is she not as human as she thought she was, but that she is actually the sole heir of a supernatural kingdom? Pandora (formally Dove), just shy of her twenty-fifth birthday, is pulled into a world she's known nothing about and has just a few short months to learn everything she can about leading a kingdom. As if that weren't difficult enough, she also has to contend with a Wizard who would very much like to remain on the throne, and navigate her sudden relationship to her arranged fiance, an Elf named Caspian. Too much has changed far too quickly and Pandora isn't sure she has what it takes to be Queen. Regardless, she will soon learn she will not have a choice if she wants to keep her newfound kingdom in the family.
8 81 - In Serial38 Chapters
Mr. Right? ✔
[BXB] in which a boy leaves his love letters in the wrong person's locker.↬Kairo Alden has been pining for fellow classmate Alexandria Miller for as long as he can remember. Finally, with some persuasion from his friends, he decides to step out of his comfort zone and leave love letters in her locker. Only problem? He ends up leaving them in Alexander Rhodes' locker instead.milestones:6/25/20 - #3 in bxb7/03/20 - #3 in QUESTIONING7/06/20 - #3 in LGBTQ7/06/20 - #2 in QUESTIONING
8 154 - In Serial26 Chapters
Mated to my bully
When Maria's bully is her soon to be alpha She has no other choice but to respect him. Though she tries her best to avoid him at all times, when her 16th birthday arrives she is faced with the reality of love,hurt and Betrayal. What will happen when a girl that goes unnoticed and a boy who is so popular and respected is paired up by the moon goddess? Will it work or will it end in sadness.~~~~~~~~~~There is some foul language within this book, if you do not like what you are reading, please... simply leave. Thank you. ❤️
8 239 - In Serial51 Chapters
Books, Tattoos & Other Inky Things
When aspiring writer Nella has a wild night, her hook-up with the sexy and tattooed Baz turns into a wild goose chase when she realizes she lent her only handwritten copy of her first novel to him - and it's gone missing. ******Grad student Nella has always been overly cautious, but after meeting the charismatic tattoo artist Baz, she can't resist hopping into bed with him for a night of passion. The next morning, she's shocked to remember she loaned him the manuscript of her first novel, forcing them to reconnect so she can get it back. There's just one problem: Baz tells her the manuscript has gone missing. Forced to team up with Baz to investigate who took it, she soon finds herself catching feels instead of culprits. Can Nella trust the mysterious Baz, who remains guarded about his past? Will they be able to recover what was lost, and turn their tension into something more? Or is she living in a fantasy just as magical as her manuscript?2021 Wattys Winner--RomanceContent warning: This story contains mature sexual content and themes of alcohol abuse and emotionally manipulative relationships.
8 550 - In Serial122 Chapters
August Nights
STORY 5I'd pick your thunder, I'd pick your rain: over anyone's sunshine any day.
8 211 - In Serial40 Chapters
The Second Chance (GirlXGirl)
~COMPLETED~Dying young was never Rachel Kidder's plan, especially on the night of graduation. She had just laid everything on the table with her bestfriend, Devon, and after a horrible rejection she faces the fatality of drunk driving. Getting a second chance at life, Rachel does not remember who she used to be, because she isn't Rachel anymore. Getting a second chance is well worth it, but will Rachel's past memories resurface? Along with the undying love for her bestfriend?
8 79

