《If only I knew you (UNEDITED)》Chapter 19: Painful love
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Once my phone was fully charged, I called Ezhil back but he kept declining my calls. I was so worried. When I came back home from the library, Riya told me that Ezhil called her. What if something happened at the hospital?. I tried calling him again and decided to send him a voicemail. "Hey Ezhil...are you okay? Riya told me you called. I miss you a lot, please call me back, I don't why you are declining my calls"....love you" I spoke until the call beeped. I sighed and placed my phone back on my bed. I laid down and closed my eyes as I fell into darkness.
***
"Sis, have you seen any of the guys yet?, I haven't seen any of them today, not a single one of them" she said with a frown. I sighed sadly. I remember waking up to checking my phone for any miss calls or messages from Ezhil but I got nothing. "I'm not sure Riya, I just hope everything is fine" I uttered.
The bell rang and me and Riya made our way to class but my mind was still on Ezhil. I hope he is fine, why isn't he picking my calls?, why is he declining them?, is he mad at me for some reason?, but what did I do?.
Class was boring, I couldn't even concentrate on my subject because I was just thinking about Ezhil and the group. I tried calling Sona, Vicky, Sunny, Farhan and Sagar, heck I even tried to call Aliya but none of them picked up.
Once class was over me and Riya walked towards the canteen. We were both quiet today for some reason, maybe because the group was missing today. I kept walking and walking not realizing that Riya wasn't with me. I stopped and turned around only to see Riya standing there in shock, her lips apart. I walked back to her and shook her arm, "Riya what happened?, why are you standing there like you have seen a ghost?" I asked her in confusion.
"E-eyshu...let's go from here" she quickly said and started to pull me away. "but why...we need to get our food yet" I tried to stop her but she was being to stubborn. "We...we will get it from somewhere else but let's go" she said with worry. She kept glancing behind me for some reason, her body stiff as sweat ran down her temple. I snatched my hand back from her and was about to turn around until she held my shoulders firmly.
"Why are you being so stubborn sis, I told you we will eat somewhere else...now just please listen to me" she pleaded and was about to pull me away until I dodged her hold and turned around only to hear my heart crack into tiny pieces.
"E-e-eyshana" Riya stuttered weakly as I stood there in shock, my tears running down my face. I placed my hand over my mouth to silence my cry.
In the middle of the canteen, Ezhil had a girl in his lap and was sucking onto her lips like a hungry man. His hand were all over her as he sucked her lips with so much hunger. She tugged on his hair while he placed his hand under her shirt.
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Riya kept pulling me back but I was frozen in shock. I fisted my palms and threw my bag onto the ground. I stormed towards the two and harshly pulled the girl away from him making her fall to the ground. "You fucking bitch" she whined but my eyes were only on the man I loved. He scanned his eyes from my toes all the way to my eyes as he licked his lips making me feel disgusted.
"Why?" I asked him in hurt and disbelief. "WHY?" I shouted causing the whole canteen to go in silence. Was this it?...was I going to be used by a player?...were my predictions at the start right?...was this all fake? .
I glanced at the group at the back who looked at me in a bored manner except Sagar who was giving me a painful look. My eye sight became blurry because of my tears. Ezhil stood up and rolled my eyes. "Who are you?" he asked making me shocked. "What?" I asked him.
"I asked who are you?" he said with a serious tone. I just looked at him with disbelief. "You know exactly who I am", I snapped at him. He scoffed and helped that girl back up on her feet. He wrapped his arm around her waist and smirked at me. "Get out of my fucking way" he sneered at me.
I cried, "Why Ezhil?...why are you doing this?...what have I done to you...to you all?" I looked at the group and back at him. A bitter laugh left his lips. "You really want to know?" he asked me and I nodded. "Then meet me in room 304 at 1pm" he smirked and left with the girl in his arms.
I fell to the ground, clutching my chest in pain. It hurt....it hurt seeing him with another girl. I looked back at the group who gave me cold looks as they walked right past me. "Eyshana" Riya cried as she hugged me. "Eyshu" Sagar said as he helped me up on my feet. I cried for the pain I was feeling. He wiped my tears and hugged me to his chest. "Why Sargar....why did he do this to me?...why?" I cried. "Shhh" he comforted me as I clutched onto his shirt, crying until I had no tears in my body.
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It was exactly 1pm and I was standing in front of room 304. Riya nearly forced me not to go alone but I wanted answers, I wanted to know why he chose to cheat on me. Was I really like other girls to him?, were all his words fake?...was everything fake?...even my friendship with the others?.
I opened the door only to see the full group there except Aliya and Sagar. "Ah finally the drama queen has come" Vicky said with scoff as he rolled his eyes. I looked at him with hurt. Why was he acting this way?..what on earth happened to all of them?.
"Why are all of you acting this way?" I asked with tears. "Oh just stop those tears you bitch, you know exactly what you did. You think we would never find out about your dirty little game" Sona spat at me. I was shocked and confused. "What game?" I asked.
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An echo of claps were heard making me look at Ezhil. He laughed as he clapped his hands. "And the best actress award goes to Miss Eyshana Roy" he mocked. "How much more will you act Eyshana....how long were you going to fool me....fool all of us?" he scowled. My eyes widened, "What are you talking about?...I have no idea what you are on about" I said as I wiped a tear from my cheek.
"Where were you yesterday at 12pm?" he asked me. "I...I was at the library"
"LIE" he suddenly shouted making me jump. "You fucking liar" he throw a file at me which landed on my chest. I opened the file in confusion, "That's your car right?" he asked and I nodded, "and that's you next to your car right?" and I nodded again.
"why?" he asked me.
I shook my head, "I don't know what-"
"STOP SAYING THAT....JUST STOP" he shouted making me flinch.
"Why did you try and hurt my sister?...what did she do to you huh?....you fucking murderer" he insulted me making me shocked.
Murderer?
He stormed towards me and held my jaw tightly making me wince in pain. "My sister is my fucking world and you nearly killed her, why?...because of your fucking dirty parents" he snapped making me shake in fear.
"please...you can say anything to me but please don't curse my dead parents" I pleaded but he only laughed. "It's good that they are dead, you know why?" he leaned his lips towards my ear, "because if they were alive, I would have killed them with my own hands and would have made you watch them die" he sneered making me choke on my spit.
He wiped my tear and flicked it with his fingers, "No need for these crocodile tears, you don't need to act anymore" he smirked at me. I stumbled on my feet as I watched him and the rest give me cold looks. They all looked like strangers to me, especially the man who I love, the man who I gave my heart to.
His smirk then died down to a straight line. He now looked emotionless. He fisted my hair making me hiss as he leaned his face into mine. "but instead of your parents I can use you now" he said in a dark tone. I pushed him away and slapped him across the face. "How dare you....how dare you insult my parents?" I said in anger. He laughed and tilted his head at me, "Your dad is a bastard, your mum is a fucking slut who fucked all your dad's business partners....how about that?" I slapped him again in anger. I felt disgusted by him...his words....they were so disgusting.
"You are so disgusting...I feel ashamed for loving a guy like you. I don't know what I ever did to you or what my parents did to you but you have no right to disrespect them like that without knowing anything about them" I hissed at him.
He glared at me making me flinch. "I'll tell you what your fucking parents did. Did you know your father was the reason behind my dad's death. Your father and my dad were good business partners until your fucking dead father betrayed him and ran away with his money. That night my dad got a heart attack and left his wife and two children to live on their own without any shelter. Do you know how hard my mum worked for us, but then....then your fucking parents had to come and take my mum away from me this time. The night your parents lost their life's was the night my mum lost her's because of your fucking dad's car" he cried as he snapped at me with anger.
I looked at him with shock. No....my dad was a loving man, he was simple, loving and very strong but he would never betray anyone, especially for money. He taught us the value of money, I don't believe him. "I don't believe you....my dad would never do that...never" I muttered with tears.
"Ha, obviously you won't believe me because you are just like them. Your parents took away my parents and now you tried to take away my sister, my only family. I will not spare you for that" he said in a very dark tone that caused my body to shake in fear.
"I didn't do anything to your sister....I don't even know her...why would I do anything like this" I pleaded but he only laughed. "STOP LYING YOU FUCKING WHORE" he yelled at me.
'whore?'
He squeezed my cheeks causing them to hurt. I grabbed his hand trying to take it off but he was way to strong. My cheeks were now hurting in pain as he squeezed them more making me cry. "Everything was a lie right?....I'm sure you are not even a virgin....you probably fucked guys behind my back and then acted like such a little goodie two shoes but little did everyone know what a little slut you are" he pushed me away making me sob.
His words were stinging my heart, he was tearing my heart into pieces without even touching it, that's how strong his words were. "I....I thought you loved me" I said in a weak tone as I stared at the ground with tears.
He threw his head back and laughed. "You really think I would fall in love with a weak and filthy girl like you?.... You think my standards are so low that I would fall for some ugly trash like you?" he smirked.
and that's when I knew I had lost him
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