《If only I knew you (UNEDITED)》Chapter 11: Ignore
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I was walking with Sunny heading to class until my eyes stopped on Eyshana. My heart started to beat rapidly just by the sight of her. "Sunny you go ahead, I'll be right behind you" I said to him not taking my eyes away from her who was walking alone, carrying a pile of books in her arms. "But-" I started to walk ahead ignoring what Sunny was about to say.
I then started to jog until I reached closer to her. Her scent was ever so relaxing as her long hair blew on my face, causing me to close my eyes in relaxation and peace?. I snapped my eyes open and shook my head. I tapped on her shoulder making her jump. She stopped and hugging her books tightly making me chuckle at her cuteness. "Sorry didn't mean to scare you" I smiled at her. She gulped and continued looking down making me frown.
"Hey Eyshana, are you okay?" I asked her in concern as I bent down to look at her face but she just looked away making me clench my jaw. I hated being ignored but her....she is my peace. "Ey-"
"I will talk later...I'm getting late for class" she said with a quiet tone and continued walking away from me. I just stood there watching her retreating form in anger and confusion. "What are you doing here Ezhi....come let's go to class" Aliya suddenly appeared and started to pull me towards our class while my eyes lingered on Eyshana's form until she took a turn and disappeared from my sight.
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"Eyshana" I called out when I saw her walking towards her sister in the canteen. I had enough of her childish attitude now. I tried speaking to her a few times after class but she would just walk away like she didn't hear me. I felt like she was ignoring me, was it because of yesterday's event?. Fuck....I will kill that bitch for kissing me but....it was my fault as well. Instead of seeing that whore's face, I saw Eyshana and got lost in lust.
"Dude....what happened? and why are the sisters sitting on another table?" Vicky asked while chewing on his chips. I ignored his words and stormed towards her table.
'That's it'
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I stood in front of her while she ignored me and continued talking to Riya. "Eyshana" I called out calmly. Riya gave me a worried look and then looked back at Eyshana who was now hiding her face in her textbook. I fisted my palms trying to control my anger. I noticed how the canteen had now gone quiet. "Eyshana" I called out again this time raising my voice a little loud but she still ignored me. My chest moved up and down really fast as rage spread though my body. I have never felt this insulted in my life and if it was someone else in her place then he would be in the hospital at this time. I gripped the textbook from her hands and ripped it into pieces causing people to gasp. I threw the textbook on the ground and grabbed her wrist pulling her up on her feet.
She flinched, her body shivering as she looked at me with fear, tears forming in her eyes. I didn't like seeing her in fear but this is her fault for ignoring me. "Don't test my patience Eyshana....when I fucking call you...I expect you to answer me back.....do.you.understand?" I gritted out. She just stood there shivering but after a few seconds she nodded as I continued to glare at her.
"Riya....pack yours and Eyshana's bags and come to my table....FAST!" I commanded not taking my eye away from Eyshana who now had tears rolling down her cheeks. I pulled her harshly away from her table and dragged her towards mine with Riya not far behind.
"Sit" I ordered and she obeyed sitting at the seat opposite to mine with Riya taking a seat next to hers. I glared at the students who were watching us like we are some tv serial. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU STARING AT?, YOU THINK THIS IS SOME FUCKING SHOW FOR YOU TO ENJOY?" I shouted making everyone jump as they quickly looked away.
I sighed and sat down, glaring at the girl in front of me. I felt Aliya stroking my arm to calm me down but it was not helping at all. "Ezhil...chill my bro....chill out" Farhan said with wide eyes filled with shock. I took a deep breath and ran my hand through my hair. I gave the girl, who just drove me mad a last glare and stormed out of the canteen in anger.
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I stopped at the end of the hallway and punched the wall in anger. "Why....why does she fucking affect me?....why did it hurt when she ignored me?...why? punch why? punch fucking why?".
I was about to land a last punch onto the wall until I stopped when I heard a gasp. "E-ezhil" a beautiful voice called out making my stomach flutter. I turned my head towards the voice. She ran towards me and grabbed my hand inspecting it. Tears rolling down her eyes as she looked at my wounded knuckles in pain.
Why?....why did it hurt her seeing me like this?
Just who the hell am I to her?
I snatched my hand away from her in anger and turned to leave until she held my arm making me stop. "Ezhil....please listen to me" she pleaded. I glared at the ground and turned towards her, now giving a glare to her. "Were you listening to me when I called you out so many times huh?....so why should I listen to you now?" I snapped at her making her flinch.
She then moved her eyes from the ground to my face. She wiped her tears and sighed. "I'm sorry Ezhil...I....I didn't mean to hurt you....It wasn't my intention...I-" she stopped talking as she looked down in guilt.
"Was it because of yesterday's incident?" I asked her. I wanted to know....I wanted to know if it affected her.....if this was the reason why she chose to ignore me. She looked down in silence not replying to my question. Her silence was my answer.
"I-"
"I understand" I cut her off.
I looked straight into her eyes. If I wanted her to be a part of my life, a part of me then she needs to know who I am...or who I was. "I'm not going to lie to you Eyshana, I'm going to be honest with you. Yes I am player, I have slept around with many girls in and out of this college" I confessed causing her eyes to widen.
I felt disgusted confessing this to her. What if she breaks our friendship?
"I'm not proud of what I have done and I understand if you do not want to be my friend but...but-" I ran my hand through my hair again. "I don't want to lose you Eyshana" I whispered. " I....I don't know what it is about you....since you have came into my life I feel....I feel more alive....I like...I like being around you....I like talking to you...I-" I sighed "I like you" I confessed feeling nervous.
I looked at her face which was now looking at me with shock. Yes....I like her....I like her a lot. "I like you Eyshana....you are not like other girls I have been with so I would understand if you don't want to be-"
I was cut off when a body slammed into mine making me freeze. I looked down at the beauty who had her arms wrapped around my waist. I stood there for a few seconds in shock until I wrapped my arms around her back, loving the warmth that was coming from her. "I...I like you too" she said in shyness, hiding her face in my chest. My eyes widened in shock.
She liked me?
She.....she really liked me?
She liked a messed up guy like me?
I couldn't believe my ears. My lips then lifted up, forming a wide smile on my face with happiness. She broke the hug and gave me a shy look making my heart skip a beat, her cheeks flushing with crimson red, making my lips crave for them. "You really like me?" I asked not believing this. She nodded and gave me a small shy smile.
I just stared at her with so many emotions that I didn't know I had in me. I was so wrong....I was wrong about what I had thought in the beginning. This girl made me realize I had a heart that beats.....beats for her.
No I will not fuck and throw this beauty away....no way. I will imprison her in my arms, marry her her, make love to her and live happily ever after because this girl is now mine....mine alone.
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