Saturday night had been so much fun until I saw him. That stupid panty dropping smile, his stupid long blond hair and those blue eyes. Everything that made me want him for one night only that now just makes me angry. Isla has the exact same eyes as him, but she looks so beautiful with my dark skin and hair and his eyes.

"Ok what is going on? Was Saturday night really that bad?" Nat says poking me with her fork as we sit in the cafeteria

"Nothing I'm fine." I reply

"Bull. Shit. Bella told me you were crying when you got home. What happened? That blond guy didn't do anything did he?" She asks

"No, he did nothing." I reply coldly

"Good because I'm pretty sure Socket is my new fuck buddy so I may be around the club a little more. Saturday night was so awesome and when I told him I wanted more but that I hate relationships he was totally down." Nat says with a huge smile on her face, she's always thought the bikers were hot I figured it was a matter of time until she got to live out her fantasies

"Stay away from the bikers Nat. They can't be trusted." I reply

"It wasn't even a real biker that hurt you so I don't get why you have such a problem with them. I had to apologise to blondie for you being such a dick."

"Why the hell would you do that?" I snap and realise people are looking

"You've got to tell me what's going on Immy." She replies

"I'm being paged." I say as I stand up and run from the cafeteria. I manage to avoid Nat for the rest of my shift but she's blowing up my cell. I turn my cell off as I climb into my car and make my way to my moms.

"Hey mom, where's my princess?" I ask as I look around,

"Your sister has her in the kitchen." She replies

"Hey Bella." I smile as I walk in and see her holding Isla

"Hey princess." I say as I take her from Bella

"Natalie called me." Bella says and I groan

"You came home crying Saturday night, what's going on? Did something happen?" Bella asks

"Why is everyone trying to get in my business? Just leave me alone Isabella." I say as I walk out of the kitchen and begin loading Isla into her car seat

"Don't you full name me Imelda, we care about you and something is bothering you. We only want to help. What is going on?" Bella says as she walks up behind me

"Nothing, just all of you butt the hell out." I say as I pick up the car seat and Isla's bag before practically running for my car.

I get back to my crappy one bed apartment and get Isla down before crawling into bed and crying myself to sleep.

"Open up I brought breakfast." Nat calls as she bangs on my door. I open the door and she walks passed me into the kitchen

"Morning princess." She says to Isla in my arms, but she doesn't say anything else while she plates up breakfast and sets it on the small table

"You know I love you right?" She says as soon as we sit down

"I know, I love you too." I reply

"So you have to tell me why my best friend is so upset." She says as she reaches out and grabs my hand.

"Come on, we know everything about each other, I was your freaking birthing partner for god sake. Something is going on and I hate seeing you like this." She pleads and I can't hold back the sob that breaks loose

"I lied. I lied about everything." I cry as she comes around the table and pulls me into her arms

"What do you mean you lied?" She asks as I cry against her shoulder

"Ice, the blond guy who tried to dance with me, he's Isla's father. I was so humiliated I made up the whole Rider thing." I explain

"What did he do? I'll kick his ass!" She replies and I almost laugh

"He didn't do anything, he was my one night stand to help me get over douchebag and it was great. But the condom must've broke and I got pregnant. When I went to the clubhouse to tell him he had a girl all over him and wouldn't put her down to talk to me, going on about how he didn't do seconds but if I waited for him to finish with her he'd make an exception and help me out. He had his hand up her skirt the whole time, so I just ran away and told everyone that I couldn't find him."

"Mother fucker!" Nat growls before adding "he doesn't deserve you or Isla, fuck him."

"He didn't even recognise me Saturday night, I asked him and he had no idea he'd even seen me before never mind slept with me." I reply as I wipe my wet cheeks with my sleeve

"Well it's his loss, he's missing out on an amazing family. I can't believe you thought you had to lie to me, you shouldn't have bottled this up, I'm with you all the way." Nat says hugging me again.

"You wait til I see him next, I'll kill him." She growls and I laugh

"Thank you for being willing to kill for me, but just leave it. That was the first time I've seen him since so I doubt I'll run into him again." I shrug

"I'm mad at you for lying, but I still love you." Nat says

"You have to see it from my side though, I was alone, scared and pregnant. I didn't expect him to propose or hand over his money, I just thought he might want to be involved and instead he offers to 'help me out' whilst his hand is inside another girls panties. It was so embarrassing." I shudder

"I get it. An asshole like that isn't good enough to be a father to our princess." She replies.

"I can't believe I apologised to him, eugh, he's disgusting." Nat groans.