I walked away from her seeing her being quiet when I would ask a question, she would flinched as I stood up,and curled into her position. I knew I would never hurt her, it pained me seeing her in this state. I wanted to love her, show her there is love and hope someday and that whatever she went through i'd be there.

When Nixon found her in the woods had sent a ping to my heart. I asked the doctor why she wasn't speaking and asked him to be gentle with her and to inform my beta as I went on a pack duty. As much as I hated being away from her, I had to handle business. I had been gone from the pack for to long and I had to deal with my responsibilities as an alpha.

He shook his head down and respected my command. From there I left me and raven didn't feel great leaving our mate knowing she only woke up four hours ago we wanted answers and answers we were going to get no matter the cost.

I was curled in my ball while sobbing, I couldn't hear myself so I continued. Then I felt a tap on my shoulder and it was a doctor, I looked back at him and uncurled and proceeded to ask me a bunch of questions, which nothing I couldn't understand.

He had brought a horn that could hurt any wolfs ear and I didn't react, he jotted some notes down on a note pad then drew blood from me for more testing.

I wanted to die I felt so scared and numb in my life. All I wanted was to end my life at this point of my life,I didn't know who were these people. I felt rejected,confused, depressed and always cowering away.With that my mind wandered off into a blissful sleep trance.

Soooo what do you guys think so far... i will keep writing more but it is a difficult task and is very late right now.

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