"It takes me my heart to say this but I'm sorry sir your daughter wont make it past twenty" Says the doctor in front of us, mom dropped to the floor sobbing as dad slowly picked her up getting out of the room leaving me with Summer.

Yesterday my lungs were closed for a few seconds and opened again, the doctor found a hole in my lungs that if they tried to close it or change my lungs I would be dead immediately.

I didn't know how to react

This is what I wanted in the first place right?

Now death finally came for me, only three more years for me to live.

"Are you feeling okay Wills?" Asks Summer coming close to me and I just nod my head putting the blankets up to my neck.

I don't feel like talking, all I can think about right now is how to spend my three last years.

"Do you want anything?" She asks again but I just shake my head no and she nods crying silently as she gets out.

I had a tube around my nose allowing it for me to breathe more easily, my skin was white just like a paper, and my body was cold, like a stone.

Maybe I got what I deserved, I am a bad person, and bad people don't deserve to live, some of them have chances, maybe I have too, but than again the doctor confirmed it, I am dead either way.

My family regrets one thing, yesterday all their attention was on Summers wedding, while today they were focused on their dying daughter who won't go out to see the real world that's waiting for her, the real life that everyone should have and go through at least once in their life time.

A knock comes through the door but I don't say anything, I am feeling really down right now, it will take me time to recover, I mean how would you feel is someone told me you have three or less years to live.

"Grace" I hear the familiar dark voice say from a few inches away, I dont look up, I dont bother to reply.

"Why didn't you call?" He questions as I feel a hand go around my shoulders to my waist, I slowly look up and come face to face with Enzo's eyes, they weren't shining anymore, they were darkened, no sight of life in them.

"How was I supposed to call Enzo?" I question him getting up as finally my sadness takes over me and I start to sob, he hugs me sitting on the bed, I don't wanna hurt him.

He has lost lots of loved ones, I don't wanna brake his heart to a throw my promise away, I wanna take him to infinity just like the song that we slow danced to said.

"Shhh its okay, you will be okay" He says as I shake my head sobbing more, I cant be okay, I am never going to be okay.

"No Enzo, this is it for me, I am dying, im alive right now just because of this tube around my nose that is giving me fake air "I say pulling away, his eyes become watery as I see tears threatening to fall.

"You are not dying Willa, you are gonna stay with me forever and we are gonna live happy, we are gonna get married one day and have kids, I promised you and I take promises seriously" He says grabbing my face in his hands, I look at his eyes, hope all over, I would love to marry him but that will never be possible.

I am gonna be dead and he wont even notice it, he deserves to find someone else, someone who will love him forever and after.

"I'm sorry Enzo" I whisper as he looks at me confused.

"No, what do you mean?" He asks as tears fall out of my eyes, I love him, I love him so much, but I have to let him go before its to late.

"W-We are over Enzo" I managed to get out as a tear slowly slips his eyes, he shakes his head not believing what I just said, months with him and this is the first time he broke in front of me,I wish no one sees him like this ever again, I wish no one hurts him again.

He slowly gets up and I hear him sniffing, the boy with the mixed cologne and cigarette smells gets out as my heart brakes into pieces.

I lay back down crying and sobbing but I get interrupted by Aiden, Jack and Veronica entering and all rushing to hug me.

Veronica had a red nose from crying while guilt was written all over Jacks face, and Aiden stared at me like he was the last time he will see me.

"Hey guys" I say smiling as they all chuckle taking seats.

"Hey little cousin" Says Aiden.

"You are really strong, I swear to god" Chokes out Veronica who was filled with tears.

"Oh please" I say like I already knew that, the best thing right now was to act strong, even though my heart was broken I have to be strong, for everyone.

"I would of shited myself honestly" Laughed Jack as we all burst out laughing too.

We talk about random things and than a doctor with mom came in, mom held a tray with food while the doctor held a bag with medicine.

"Let her eat food first than give her these pills, you can rest after and then you will be free but you have to wear the oxygen bag with you most of the time" He says as mom nods at him grabbing the medicine bottles and placing them next to my bed.

I start eating food while all the others say bye to me and get out.

After I finish I take the pills that they gave me and put it in my mouth, I drink water after and lay down.

"Night sweetie" Says my mom kissing the top of my head and turning the lights off.

"Good night mom"

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