My head hurts as I can feel the shade of brown forming in the end of my eyes, it hurt from crying for hours, all I want is to stay down here on the floor in quietness.

But I dont, instead I get up and look for my bag, when I find it I pull out my black pen and draw a little butterfly in my left middle finger, just like I did fist time when I found out about them.

As I put the pen back in the bag I hear a soft knock coming from the door.

"Yeah?" I shout so they can hear me from the closed door.

"Willa honey are you coming down to eat dinner?" I hear my aunts worried but calm voice say.

"I'll be down in a minute"I say again as I heat aunt walking away, I put the hoodie on my head and unlock the door, I walk past Aidens bedroom and take a right to the bathroom, I lock the door and take the hoodie off of my head .

In front of me was the same girl that sood up years ago, broken, without friends, without anyone's support, helpless with blood in her wrists, her eyes swollen almost blood coming out.

I shake my head and wash my face, I let my hair down so aunt wont nodice my eyes, I unlock the door and get out.

Making my way downstairs I hear Jack laughing, dont they have a home?

I go in and the room falls silent, I smile at them brightly and take a seat next to Jack, next to Jack was Aiden and in my left was aunt making Enzo directly in front of me.

"Didn't see you since you came back from school" Said aunt as I smile at her.

"Mom I told you her head was hurting" Said Aiden as my eyes go tuords him as he glared at me with an unknown expression on his face.

Sometimes Aiden is the best cousin ever but some other times he freaks the shit out of me.

"Yeah okay" Says Aunt nodding her head as everyone starts talking.

In my plate were some fries with a slice of pizza and salad, I dont feel like eating,thinking that im gonna put something in my mouth makes me throw up.

"I like your butterfly" Said Jack as I turn my head towards him and smile, I hope no one knows what it means but than again only Jack was talking to me.

"Yeah I was doing art and I drew it" I say as he just smiles at me before turning his head towards Aiden and joining the conversation.

My eyes travel around the table and I make eye contact with Enzo, his green shiny eyes staring directly at mine making my legs shake from fear even though I was sitting, I don't break eye contact neither does he, everything around us became distant as only keeping eye contact was important.

"Willa your medicine" Says aunt passing me the orange bottle, I break eye contact and grab one of the pills putting it in my mouth and swallowing without water.

"Willa you damn whater!" Yelled aunt getting up and grabbing me some water from the refrigerator.

"Leave it, I already drank it" I say leaning on the chair and closing my eyes calmly.

"Why aren't you eating?" I hear Enzos deep husky voice ask as I open my eyes and see that everyones attention was me.

"Not hungry" I shrug as I see Aiden narrowing his eyes at me.

"Eat!"Said Aiden damagingly as I stare at him with confusion, what is his problem.

"Your not my father" I answer him.

"Willa im not gonna repeat myself" He Said again as my eyes search for aunt but she's nowhere to be seen.

"I dont care" I say again as he gets up and comes tuords me grabbing my face roughly.

"Aiden!"I hear Enzo yell at him.

"Fucking let me go!" I also yell at him as he grabs some fries and shoves them in my mouth making me choke.

Enzo get up and grabs Aiden by his shirt and throws him down on the floor, I fall down from the chair coughing trying the best to breath.

"What is going on?!" I hear aunt yell as she looks around the room.

"Your son tried to feed her harshly!" Said Jack as he was helping me as best as he could.

After a while everything calmed down, I was a crying mess as aunt was trying her best to try to talk to me but I kept pushing her away, the mother she is.

Aiden ended up with a broken nose by Enzo, we all were sitting down on the living room as my eyes were focused on the little butterfly on my finger.

"Why did you do that?" Asked aunt as Aidens eyes look at her annoyingly.

"Because she was starving herself!" Yelled Aiden.

"So you choked me?" I ask glaring at him.

"I did not!" He yelled.

"Yes you fucking did!"I yell back at him, this was the good cousin that my mom was talking about.

"Even If I did I will do it again!" He yelled back getting up on his feet as I go silent, no one talks, no one makes a move.

"Willa I-"

"I wanna go home" I say interrupting aunt.

"You know you cant" She says as I just get up.

"Watch me"

"And fix your mental son first than talk to me" I say storming upstairs to grab my bag, I grab it and run downstairs and out of the house, I slam the door shut as I sit on the door step putting my shoes on.

I tie them and get up, I start walking out of there when I hear the door open and close, I roll my eyes knowing that it was aunt trying to apologise.

"Grace" Said Enzo making me turn around, I wasn't expecting him.

"Enzo I dont have time for this" I say rubbing my face tiredly.

"Come one im sending you home" He said as I look at him shocked.

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