As we were talking with Veronica I see her look behind me and her eyes pop open.

"Little cousin" I hear Aiden behind me say I roll my eyes as I feel his hand shuffling my hair.

"Hey asshole not my hair" I say punching his arm away, I turn tuords Veronica and see her shocked face.

"Who is your friend here Willa" Said Jack sliding on my right.

"Your scaring her away Jack" I hear Enzo say as he sits next to Aiden.

"Exactly" I say nodding at Enzo.

"Guys, this is Veronica, Veronica this is my crazy cousin Aiden, with his crazy friend Jack and with a really scary friend Enzo" I say as she shakes Aidens and Jacks hand while she just nodded at Enzo without making eye contact.

"Nice to meet you beautiful" Said Jack making Veronica blush.

"So romantic" Said Aiden in a girls voice making me laugh.

Jack and Veronica started talking as Aiden played video games on his phone I turn tuords Enzo and see him already staring at me.

"Take a picture it will last longer" I smile at him as he smirks.

"Your to cheesy to be a girl" He said and I hit his leg.

"Fuck you Enzo" I say as he does the thing his mouth making my stomach go mad.

"No thanks Grace, your not woman enough" He smiles at me, litterly smiles at me revealing his perfect dimples around his cheeks.

"Did you just copy my words?"

"Did I?" He said smiling more.

"Yes you did" I roll my eyes as I hear someone coughing behind me.

I turn around and see Aiden choking over his own breath.

"Guys I think is time to go mom just texted me and besides that I am done being a fifth wheel" He said as my eyes wide open at what he said, he is not a fifth wheel, me and Enzo are not even friends.

"Hey!" I yell at him.

"What speaking facts here" He rolled his eyes almost falling backwards.

"Willa put your number in here" Said Veronica handing me her phone, I grab it and put my phone number in there so we can text about tomorrow.

"Here you go, see you tomorrow" I say getting up and giving her a hug, Jack said something to her as we all walk away.

We arrived at the cars and I get in at Aidens because thats where they told me to, I scroll through my phone and put some music on as I lay my head back on the seat relaxing in it.

'Take my mind and take my pain

Like an empty bottle takes the rain

And heal, heal

Heal me'

The song starts as my heart brakes immediately, a feeling of failure rushes over threatening me to cry.

'Take my past and take my sins

Like an empty sail takes the wind

And heal, heal

Heal me

And tell me some things last

And tell me some things last '

What did I ever do to the world that is punishing me so bad? Everyday of my life I have been trying and trying so hard but now? I wanna give up.

'Take my heart and take my hand

Like the ocean takes the dirty sands

And heal, heal

Heal me

Take my mind and take my pain

Like an empty bottle takes the rain

And heal, heal

Heal me'

I sob out covering my face with my hands not able to hold my tears anymore, today was going perfect but now that I am alone my own self bullies me spitting out true things.

'And tell me some things last

And tell me some things last

And tell me some things last

And tell me some things last'

The song slows down as my tears fall down, I bring my legs up on the seat and put my face in them trying not to make a sound as I cry loudly, I dont want Aiden to notice I dont want anyone to because I am fine and I know that.

The door of the car opens as I feel Aiden put the keys in.

"Hey Willa" He said in a calm voice as I try to sniff by not making a sound.

"Willa?" He says again but this time it sounded more like a question, I dont reply to him hoping that he will leave this and just drive home.

But luck says otherwise when I feel Aidens hand grab my face forcing me to look up and I do.

My swollen red eyes look at Aidens blue ones, they looked calm like there was no regrets on them.

"What happened?" He asks not removing his hand from my face even though I try so hard.

"Willa!" He Said again but now more harshly making my tears roll down even more.

"Leave me alone Aiden it's nothing" I answer him.

"Your not okay Willa"

"I am fine damn it, leave me the fuck alone" I say removing his hand from my face, I turn around and lean my head to the side of the seat closing my eyes as Aiden starts driving home.

After a while I feel the car parking and I look up to see that we were at aunts house, I grab my bag and get out of the car as fast as possible.

I get inside the house and storm upstairs to the guest room making sure that the door is locked as I break down pouring all of my feelings out.

I try to stop myself, I really try but my mind goes back to a few years ago when I used to cope with cutting myself wishing that one of them will go really deep so I can never wake up again.

But it never did it was always cut and wake up with a little blood loss and we are all fine, no one noticed, no one cared, im sure no one would mind now would they?

I hug myself tightly instead, I have been years clean, for the butterfly that my own self drew I dont wanna do it.

I dont wanna kill the butterfly that I spent years saving.

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