(I think the more I start to write the more imma get used of writing again)

After breakfast we all sat down in the living room and decided to put a movie on for the kids while we all talked.

We all shared stories from when we were kids and how stupid we were, "I'm gonna get some water" I say as I stand up and walk to the kitchen to get some water.

I open up the cabinet and grab a glass and fill it up from the tap, I drink it all and wash my cup, I just stand there and zone out for a moment.

I hear footsteps and and than i see jack walk in, i smile at him and he smiles back, "are you okay honey?" I blink away the tears that want to fall out.

I sigh and look down "I'm sorry I never came back" i say with the guilt getting to me.

I look up with tears in my eyes, his expression softens and he gives me a smile indicating that it's okay even though I can see that he's hiding something.

I try to figure out what he's hiding and than I see tears fill his eyes too, I look away, "it was just so hard for me" i chock out before my sobs start, I try my best to keep them quiet so liz or the boys don't hear me and come in here.

I hear him step a little closer, "it was hard on me too, I lost a daughter to death and than lost the other one, I didn't even know if you were still ALIVE!" I jump not expecting him to yell at me, "YOU JUST FUCKING UP AND LEFT! YOU BLOCKED ME ON EVERYTHING AND DIDN'T EVER COME BACK!"

I start to sob so loudly not even being in control of calming myself down anymore, "please- don't- don't yell at m- me- the boys are going t- to get affraid" in all reality I was just scared, I was terrified of the truth, and hearing him yell and especially tell me how bad it affected him, I never tried to hurt him.

"I ENDED UP IN THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE I HAD TOO LITTLE BIT OF SLEEP, I SEARCHEED HIGH AND LOW FOR YOU!"

"Plea-" he cuts me off by slamming his hand on the table.

I hear Elizabeth's car starr up and I see her and the boys with grace drive off, after they left I decided to let loose, "I DIDN'T EVER MEAN TO HURT YOU!! IT WAS FUCKING TOO DAMN HARD FOR ME TO COME BACJ HERE! I COULDN'T LOOK AT THIS HOUSE ANYMORE! AND JUST SEING YOU MADE EVERYTHING WORSE, BELIEVE ME I STAYED UP A LOT TOO!" I start to yell back.

I look up and I see his tears streaming down his face so I take a deep breathe and relax a little, "Jack, I am truly sorry for the pain I caused, I wasn't thinking good, you and I both know that, and once I left I was too afraid to come back, I love you and it hurt me too to leave you, I just really needed some time, and I took more than what I needed, I see you as the dad I never had Jack, so please believe me when I tell you that it was a big mistake leaving"

I look back at him and see his face softened, "I'm sorry for yelling," I just nod, "I know it must've been hard, it was just so hard when you just dissapeared honey... if I'm being honest at point in time i didn't want you to come back, it was only for like a week, but than I realized it was only because I was scared too, I was scared that you'd come back and tell me you didnt want to ever see me again" his voice cracks at the last part.

I step closer and wrap my arms around him, "I'd never not want you to be in my life..." I hesitate for a second than just let it out..."dad" I feel his chest rise and fall and than his sobs start again, hearing him makes me start to cry too.

After he calms down he begins to speak again, "I forgot what it was like to be called that" he says, we just stay in silence as we hug each other.

After a long while we break apart, we both smile at each other and than both burst out laughing, we laugh and laugh until tears are forming in our eyes from laughing so much.

"Ally would've had a kick out of this" he says and I smile knowing that she would.

"She probably would've video'd us and kept it and say we have terrible mood swings for forever more" I say and we both start to laugh again.

After our laughter dies down he speaks again, "soo... Elizabeth.."

"What about her?"

"You love her don't you?"

"Yeah.."

He smiles at me, "I see the way you both look at eachother, its absolutely adorable"

I smile as a blush creeps up on me.

He starts poking me and laughing at me, "I'm so happy for you, she's a very sweet and beautiful woman"

"Thanks, I'm happy for you too" I smirk at him he looks at me and smiles all goofily.

"How serious are you two?"

"I wanna marry her" i say without hesitation.

His eyes grow wide and his mouth opens a little, "wow, that's AMAZING!" he jumps up from so much excitement.

I see liz slowly walk into the kitchen and we make eye contact, we both smile at eachother and she walks up to me, "hi there baby" she says as she wraps her arms around me.

"When did you guys come back?"

"Wait, let me just enjoy this moment" she says as she continues hugging me, she slowly kisses my shoulder.

I smile I see jack being all immature and making a heart with his hand and putting it in a position where in his view it looks like were in the heart.

"I love you" I whisper in liz's ear.

I hear her cute little giggle, "I love you" she says to me and than pulls away a little and connects our lips.

Word count: 1064

I was gonna make this one longer but I think the next one will just have to be longer.