I heard her coming back... wait? I hear more than one pear of footsteps..

"Mommy, I'm hungry"

"I know alex, just go to your room and I'll make you something" she walked in with a little boy on her side and a even smaller boy in her arms playing with a toy, the one walking had blonde hair and he looked like such a sweet heart, he had blue eyes just like his mom, and the one in her arms had a little bit of darker blonde hair but still had blue eyes just like his mom as well, he seemed to be a couple years younger than the one walking, he still had baby fat which was so adorable.

"I'm sorry, he needed me to watch them for a hour, his boss told him they had a emergency down at his work"

"It's okay... uhm.. if you want I could go" I started to stand up and gather my stuff

"Or, you could just stay with me for the night and I'll pay you extra"

"Mommy, why are you gonna pay your friend?" The little kid who seems to be alex looked at me.

"Cause mommy just needed some help is all" I walked a little closer to them and smiled at the sight.

"Alex say hi to Alexa-"

"You could call me Lexa if you'd like" I kneeled down to his size.

"Your name is pretty" he smiled brightly

"Thank you, Your name is cool, how old are you?"

"I'm five" he showed me five fingers as he said his age.

"Well Alex, In that case can I have a high five?" I asked putting my hand up for him to give me a five, he giggled and gave me a high five "down low" I lowered my hand and he tried to smack it again but I moved my hand "too slow" I ruffled up his hair and he started to laugh.

"You're funny lexa!"

I stood up and grabbed the other ones hand. "And what's your name?"

"Win"

"Aaron!" Alex exclaimed seeming frustrated "I correct him everytime"

"Aaron? That's a very nice name Aaron" he showed me car that he was playing with "oh, cool car, so Aaron.. how old are you?"

"One!" I said showing me five fingers which made us all giggle at hke confident he seemed.

"Like this" I said putting four of them down.

"Oh" he said looking at his one finger which made me giggle.

"Alright stop stealing my friend and go watch tv while I make you food" my sugar mommy Elizabeth said shooing them off to their room.

"Okay, c'mon little brother" alex grabbed Aaron's hand and they went to their room, I just smiled at the sight while Elizabeth went to her kitchen.

"That was nice of you" she said raising her voice from the distance that we had between us.

"I love kids" was all I said as I walked over to her, but in reality I just missed my little nieces and nephews, I do love kids, but I love my little ones more than anything.

I walked into the kitchen and saw that she was cutting up some fruits, I walked in behind her and pressed my front onto her back and grabbed the knife and set it down so she don't hurt herself as I started to kiss her neck to find her sweet spot, as soon as she gasped I knew I found it so I focused on that.

"Daddy.." she let out a breathy moan, I smirked against her skin knowing she was still wanting something and making sure to keep her wanting more until her kids leave so I can give it all to her.

I turned her around and put her on the counter and got between her legs.

I grabbed her waist and pulled her closer to me unbuttoning her pants and putting my hand inside feeling her wetness already.

"Mmm baby, you are all wet for daddy already?" She slipped her hands inside my hair as I started to slowly rub her clit.

"Daddy" her moan sounded a little louder so I covered her mouth with my other hand, "please" she begged arching her back begging for more contact.

I took my hand out of her pants as I heard small footsteps coming close to the kitchen "not yet baby, here suck" I put my fingers in her mouth as she sucked her juices, I than took her off the counter and she buttoned up her pants.

"Mommy, is the food ready?" Alex asked walking in just as I fixed my hair and she began to cut up the fruit again.

"No alex, it's almost ready, how about we go watch something together wall mommy makes you two some fruit" I suggested

"I dont like fruit though" he made a disgusted face

"But fruit will give you all the vitamins you need to grow up big and strong to later take care of mommy and make sure no harm comes upon her" Elizabeth just smiled hearing it all and cutting up the fruit.

"Okay, c'mon" he started walking out.

"I'll be right there" I told him realizing Elizabeth grabbed my wrist so I wouldn't leave yet.

"Okay" I hear his footsteps running away to his room.

I looked at her and she stuck her tongue out showing that she still had her juices on it, so I crashed my lips against hers moving them at her pace and crashing my tongue against hers trying to get as much of her juices as I could, "don't think we're done here" I slapped her ass and walked away.

A half hour later we were all sitting down in the kids room watching paw patrol.

"Can you show me where the restroom is?"

"Yeah.." We walked out of the room and down the hall turned a right and kept walking "right here" she motioned to the right where there was a door, "thanks" I looked down and walked in and closed the door before she could say anything else.

I looked at myself in the mirror..

- Flashback -

I looked at myself in the mirror... "you'll be okay" I told myself, trying not to cry. "You'll be okay" my voice cracked "you'll be okay" my puffy eyes teared up "you'll be okay" my tears poured out of my eyes running down my cheeks and falling on the counter.

"You'll get through this" I told myself, "you didn't survive what you have for nothing" i didn't even believe myself anymore, i was giving up, constantly getting hate from my own mother has been really hard.

"Wexaaaaa" i heard my nephew crying for me from his bedroom.

I turned the water on washed my face and ran out to go see what he wanted, his parents went out and I stayed babysitting him for the night.

"Shhh, I'm right here handsome" I picked him up and rocked us.

"Wexa"

"What handsome?"

"I wove you" without even warning tears poured out of my eyes running down my cheeks.

"I love you too handsome" I layed back "I'll be okay" and we both fell asleep like that.

-End of Flashback -

Without realizing it tears were pouring out of my eyes.

Theres a slight knock at the door "Hey, you've been in there for like 10min, are you okay in there?" SHIT

Word count: 1235I have no idea where this book is even going, I'm kinda just basing some of it off of actual life experiences.

Anygays..... toodles horndogs✌🥴