"Sarah??"

Sarah couldn't feel her legs anymore. She thought she could faint any second now. She was not prepared to meet him. And she didn't even want to meet him soon. But here he is, all in his glory standing in front of her.

Alex was out of words. He still thinks he was day dreaming. He saw her. He saw his Sarah!! She is standing right in front of him.He wanted to make sure she was real.He started slowly walking towards her.

His heart was beating like crazy. He was feeling all those emotions he left behind. How can someone break all the walls he created in these years?? Only she can. His woman has this power to do.

When he reached her she is looking into his eyes and when he cupped her face, his breath hitched. She is real!! She is not his imagination. He couldn't believe that. The woman whom he loves more than anything was here.

"How!?" He asked confused as how was she alive and here when everyone thought she was gone in the flames.

Sarah came out of her trance and realised he was so close to her. The words she heard two years ago flooded back to her. She moved away from him to maintain distance between them.

"My Lord!! I am sorry to say this but it would be better if we both stay away from each other." Sarah spoke looking at her feet. She knew if she looks into his eyes again, she would get lost in them.

"Sarah??" Alex stepped towards her while she backed away. Everyone came out from inside and stood there confused. They have never seen Sarah this reluctant to Alex.

"Mamma!!" Ric called for her and came out of the pool.

"Mamma??" Alex asked confused.

"Yes My Lord!! He is my-you-our son." Sarah spoke void of emotions. Alex has never seen her like this.

"Our son??" Alex was more than confused now.

"Ric!!" Sarah bent to her son's level. "You always wanted to meet Dada right??" Sarah asked and Ric nodded "He is your Dada!!" Sarah said pointing towards Alex.

"Really!?"Ric asked his mother excitedly. Sarah nodded and Ric turned to Alex tugged on to his pants and signalled Alex to bend down.

Alex involuntarily bent down and was dumbstruck as he took in the kid's face completely. He looks exactly like him. His eyes, his nose, his hair, everything. No doubt he is his son.

"Dada??" Alex's heart took a jump when he heard the word Dada coming from this little boy's mouth. He simply nodded his head.

"Dada!!" Ric squealed happily and jumped into Alex's arms. This is the first time others saw him smiling. Sarah is happy seeing Ric smiling this happily. He always either half smiled or smiled normally. But now he is smiling displaying all this teeth.

"My son!!" Alex hugged back and he seemed so tiny in his huge arms. "MY SON!!" Alex spoke loudly as if he announced it to the whole world and everyone was happy enjoying Dad-son's moment. Sarah then realised no matter how hard she tried, her son would always return back to his father, Today or some other day.

"Sarah??" Alex turned to his love who was standing far from him with her eyes cold.

"Dad!! Take care of Ric and please ask him to stay away from me. I just can't stand his presence" Sarah said and moved in ignoring Alex. He couldn't understand what she just said and when he took in her words his heart broke again which was just trying to warm up.

She hurriedly went inside her bathroom and shut the door behind. She undressed and sat in the bathtub without water. Her fingers reached her private part which was completely wet. She already knew that as she saw her panties soaked.

She felt like she didn't have any control over her while Alex made her wet and all horny just by his simple touch. Now her core is aching with desire. She inserted her fingers inside her but the memories flooded back in front of her.

Flashback

Alex was busy with his work while Sarah was horny. This pregnancy heightened all her emotions even her lust. Sarah never in her life thought that she would become like this after meeting and falling in love with Alex.

She slowly reached Alex's office door and silently went in to see Alex working on some documents. She walked towards him but Alex was too engrossed that he didn't sense her coming. She reached him and sat in his lap startling him.

Alex looked confused at her actions. Sarah laid her face in his crook and started kissing nibbling and sucking his neck. "I want you Alex" she whispered in his ear and instantly he started to get hard.

"Can you just wait for a few minutes?? I am about to finish this" Alex said controlling himself as that was the file taking him so long to deal and it was about to complete. It took every ounce of control in him to say those words.

Sarah was annoyed at his denial. She huffed and moved away from him and Nikolai entered the room at the same time. A mischievous idea clicked Sarah and she smirked and ran and hugged Nikolai. Alex lifted his head to see Sarah hugging his brother while he looked confused.

"Play along Nik." Sarah whispered in Nikolai's ears and soon he understood what she is doing. Now he is stuck in between his fratello and his sister. He couldn't help but hug her back even if it pisses his brother off.

"Awww!!! Nik I missed you so much!!!" Sarah exaggerated her words earning a growl from behind and she smirked as her plan was working.

"You are going to get me killed." Nikolai hissed low enough for Sarah to hear. Even before she could react she was pulled harshly into a very familiar hard chest. Soon her feet was off the ground and Alex started carrying her to their room.

Smut!! Warning!!! I will notice you when it's over.

He placed her gently on the bed and removed her clothing. She was excited for this. Sarah knew that he will be at his best whenever he is angry or jealous.

She gasped as his three large fingers were thrusted into her with force. "Being horny, Aren't you??" Alex whispered in her ear before kissing on back of the ear earning a moan from her.

He kept on thrusting inside her with his fingers and Sarah closed her eyes taking in this pleasure and moaning his name. As soon as he sensed that she was near, he withdraw his fingers and Sarah opened her eyes in confusion.

"Do you really think that I will let you come so easily after trying to flirt with my brother right in front of me!?" Alex said smirking and went to the other side of the bed and took off his clothes except his boxers. He simply laid down watching her. She slowly inserted her finger inside her and soon her hand was snatched away by him.

"What??" She growled as she was frustrated as she couldn't get her release.

"What do you think you are doing!?" Alex asked licking her finger which she just inserted.

"If you are not going to make me come, then I am going to do it myself."

"Don't you dare to do that!!" Alex said in a warning tone."This belongs only to me. And only I can touch that." He said rubbing her clit. "Not even you!!"

"But I need to release" Sarah said annoyed.

"This is what you get for what you did." Alex said coldly.

"But you were the one who denied me in your office" Sarah started to cry. "I just...wanted.... to get your.... attention" she said sniffing.

Alex instantly wrapped his hands around her. "Shhh...it's okay...But will you do that again!?" He asked now softly. Sarah shook her head in his chest. He made her sit in his lap so that her back was touching his chest and spread her legs.

He started thrusting in with his fingers again. "Now come for me baby!!" He said and she was panting heavily after a powerful orgasm. She laid her head on his chest and soon drifted off to sleep.

Smut over!!!

Present

She sighed in frustration as she withdrew her fingers. She just couldn't do it. Whenever she tried to do it before, his words kept on flashing in her mind.

"Don't you dare to do that!!This belongs only to me. And only I can touch that.Not even you!!"

Even after two years of staying away from him, she wonder how he had so much affect on her. She couldn't even kiss a men let alone have sex with them in these two years. Whenever she tried to move on and was about to kiss someone, Alex's lips comes into her mind.

His luscious lips which can do wonders on her. His mouth alone was capable of making her toes curl in pure euphoria. She immediately moves back from her kiss and awkwardness makes her date a disaster.

When she saw him after so long, She couldn't help but stare and take in features. He looked older than before.He has dark circles under his eyes. His beard was thick and his hair was long and he tied it back on his back. His body looked even more fit. But she felt as if he was just a breathing machine but not a lively soul she used to know. It broke her to see him like that.

Why does he seem like he actually loved her?? She thought he would move on and find someone else as he married her just for her money and power. He would have obviously got them after her fake death. Then why is looking like a life less soul??

She closed her eyes to relax herself and get her mind away from his thoughts.

"Seems like you are horny babygirl??"