Alert:- smut,smut smut!!! If you guys are not comfortable with smut you can skip this chapter.

I know it's all happening so fast. I never thought I would fall in love with a mafia leader and will be confessing my feelings to him. But can I do this?? I took long breaths to calm myself. After gathering enough courage to do this, I left the room and closed it behind.

When I reached outside the closet, I can hear the shower running down, which means Alex is in shower. So, I reached the closet and changed myself into Crop top and PJs. And I sat on my side of the bed and started scrolling in my phone.

Soon the shower turned off and he walked into the closet with a towel hanging on his waist. He changed and came back in sweatpants without a shirt. This makes it even more difficult for me. Especially now!!

He didn't come near me but went into the balcony. He stood there looking into the woods. I reached behind him and laid my hand on his shoulder. He didn't flinch but tensed for a second but soon composed him.

"Are you mad at something??" I asked.

"What if I am!?"

"Why don't you speak about that so that may be we can change that??"

He now turned towards me. "I am mad at everything. I didn't like the plan you devised at all. Not even a bit!!" His managed his voice to be calm but anger is quite clear in his tone.

"But what's wrong in that??" I asked confused.

"You really want to know what's wrong!?" I nodded as I wanted to know what's bothering him.

"You!! I don't want you to be anywhere near John or any other man. Because you are....." He paused without completing the sentence.

"Because I am??" I am nervous as I don't know what his next words are going to be. He took a long breath before speaking again.

"Because you are MINE!! ONLY MINE!!!" He said looking straight into my eyes.

Wait what?? Did he just say that I am his??

Yes he did.He really said that.

I really don't want to know how he meant that but now I am more than ready to give myself to him. I don't know what came into me when I said the next few words.

"But you never claimed me yours!? "

"Because I swore not to take you without your consent." he said with pain and lust in his eyes.

"What if you have my consent!?" Now I really wanted this. I have never done before but I want to do this. And seeing him like this only in his sweatpants is not helping at all.

"What??" He asked looking confused.

"Listen, even before I change my mind, you better -" I was cut off as he smashed his lips against mine. This kiss was far better than yesterday. It's filled with lust and passion. He licked my lower lip to let his tongue in which I gladly let in and he dominated the kiss completely again with his tongue exploring each and every inch of my mouth.

He pulled me closer and closer until there is no gap left between us. My hands moved to his hair and the one behind his neck. We pulled away from each other as we ran out of breath. He kissed my forehead. "Are you sure you want to do this??" I simply nodded.

He lifted me up and I circled my legs around his waist. He kissed me again now softly and led us into the bedroom closing the door with his leg. He laid me on the bed gently and hovered over me. Now he attacked my neck and collarbone leaving wet kisses and he kissed on the crook of the neck while I moaned out louder.

Now he used his teeth and sucked in the skin which will definitely leave the mark. He continued his assault and removed my crop top and PJ now leaving me only in bra and panties. He reached my back and unhooked the bra exposing my breasts. I tried to cover myself immediately but he held both my hands in one hand.

"Don't hide yourself from me." He said sternly.

He now grabbed one of my breasts and squeezed it lightly. I couldn't control my moans anymore. His touch was enough to make me moan. He licked my nipples which are now erect and bit them.

"Alex..." I moaned from this pleasure he has been giving me.

"Yeah moan my name baby and I want you to scream my name when I make love to you!!" His words made me wet down there and I think my panties are soaked by now.

He gave equal attention to both my breasts and now descended kissing down my stomach. He now reached my panties tugging them and now looked at me. I nodded my head to let him continue. He tore it away. "Already wet for me??" He smirked .

He kissed in my inner thighs and now reached my female part. He kissed it gently which sent a wave of pleasure throughout my body. Now he got out of his sweat pants along with boxers. His organ sprang out and hard. I gasped at his length. It's definitely huge. I was now terrified at his size.I don't think it will fit in me!!

"It will fit" he said reading my mind. I gave him a small smile. He reached my lips again and kissed me. "It will hurt at first, Hold on to me if you want to. If you feel uncomfortable at any point of time, just ask me to stop and I will." He said looking into my eyes. With this I fell more for him. I nodded.

"Umm...Condom??" I asked as he placed his tip at my entrance.

"No!! I want you to feel me completely as much as I want to feel you." He said with lust in his eyes.

"Are you sure you are not infected with anything as you-" I couldn't complete even my sentence as he entered me breaking my hymen. I never thought that losing virginity would be this painful. Tears streamed down my face. He kissed my tears away.

"Shh...it's okay it's okay....last I checked I never fucked someone without a condom,So you are the first one." He tried to distract me but I couldn't. "I am not going in deeper until you say"

I took few seconds by taking in deep breathes. I looked at him and nodded him to continue. I held his biceps as he moved in more. He waited more before he moved in more. I looked at him shocked as I thought he was already completely inside me.

"I thought you are already inside me completely??"

"Not yet!!" he said with a smirk.

"There is still more??"I asked bewildered.

He thrusted more inside. "Now I am completely inside you."

"You are so big" I said as I can feel his dick inside me. And I tired to adjust myself against him.

"Naturally gifted."He chuckled "when you are comfortable enough I will move."

"You can move" I said as I adjusted myself.

He removed him out and thrusted him in again.I winced at sudden pain and he slowly started moving and slowly increased his pace. I gripped on to his shoulders. Soon after, the pain I felt is long gone and it converted completely into pleasure.

"Ahhhh there..." I said as he hit my g-spot. He started hitting my spot again and again. I am completely a moaning mess now. "Alex....faster..."He increased his pace and now thrusting into me hardly. But I loved every part of this.

"I love the way you scream for me love" he whispered in my ear.

"Alex.....I feel weird....down there...." I said trying to catch my breathe.

"Fuck" with that he increased his pace to inhumane speed and I couldn't control anymore. "Now come with me baby"

We both had our orgasm together and his warm liquid and my cum filled inside me. My legs were trembling due to this powerful orgasm. He laid his head in the crook of my neck with him still inside me.

After a while he slowly removed himself and reached the cabinet and took out some tissues and cleaned himself and me as both liquid is flowing down my thighs. He climbed on to other side and pulled me closer and drew the duvet over us. He turned off the lights and kissed my forehead.

"I love you!!" He whispered but loud enough for me to hear. He said those words which I wanted to say him. But I never expected them from him. I looked at him shocked and tears filled in my eyes. He looked into my eyes and looked concerned.

"You need not say it back. You can take your own time. It's just that I have never said this to anyone before." He said wiping my tears away.

"No!! I just felt emotional as I haven't expected you to say that."

"You mean you feel the same towards me??" He asked with hope in his eyes.

"I do.But I really haven't thought you will be saying that, I just thought you wanted to fuck me like you fucked the red head yesterday." I said what I felt.

"First, I didn't fuck you now, I wanted to and made love to you and second don't you dare compare yourself with others, they are just for our releasing purposes nothing more,nothing less. And you are the queen, Mia Regina." He said looking into my eyes. (My Queen)

Tears ran down my cheeks by his honest confession. "I love you, I love you so much Alex" I finally confessed.

"I love you too, mi amore!!" He pecked my lips and kissed on my forehead before pulling me into him. I laid my head on his chest and his heartbeat is like the best music I have ever heard. This is the best day of my life.