I was so shocked to see it was SANIA.. I got soo happy that I immediately hugged her.. I could clearly see that she froze but I did not care.. Her sweet smell was enough to make me crazy.

I tightened my hold on her waist and her fragile body felt so good against mine.. "Leave Rehan.." when she said, thats when I came back to reality..

She might be hating my touch and even presence and here I am hugging her as if I did not do anything wrong with her..

I immediately left her and then she told me that Sierra got in an accident..I could not stop my tears as I could not believe my own ears.. My daughter, my princess is in hospital...🥺🥺🥺

Sania assured me that she is fine but how could I calm my heart who is so worried for my princess..

She then requested me to meet a doctor and I could not deny her because now I want to live.. I want to live for my daughter and my Wife.. I then met the doctor and he talked to me and asked me the reason behind my depression and me punishing myself..

I told him everything how I did not trusted Sania, and also everything about Cindra. He told me to attend regular sessions and he will also teach me how I can win Sania back.. But for that first I have to ask for her forgiveness..

After meeting the doctor I insisted that I want to meet Sierra. And came to the hospital...

She was so happy to see me and was continuously talking. I was just listening her all the time.

In few minutes Rizwan came and took me to his home as he did not wanted to leave me alone.

I could not sleep the whole night the excitement of Sania's coming back, did not let me sleep..

Soon it was morning and we went to the hospital to discharge Sierra. I was still not having courage to look in her eyes. I feel as if her eyes are complaining me, about how wrong I was about her..

We completed the formalities and Sierra was in Sania's arms. She was clinging to her as honeybee sticks to honey..

Rizwan drove the car and Sierra slept on Sania's lap, Sania also closed her eyes as she must be tired

Soon we reached home. We got down and Sania was also carrying her suitcase and also sleeping Sierra, from one hand she was pushing the suitcase and in other hand was Sierra..

I took suitcase from her hand and went inside. I know she will not like me interfering in her work, but I could not see her struggling so much as the suitcase was quite heavy.

We all entered and Sania went up with Sierra to her room.

Rizwan told me to get ready as we were getting late for our session so I took a bath and accompanied him.

We left, but before leaving Rizwan was the one to inform Sania that we are going. I still dont have enough courage to talk to her. I am scared that she might even hate me more..

I did the first session and the psychiatrist told me how I should clear my mind and give chance to people in my life. I have to break the walls I have build around my heart...

I was feeling quite light after the session and went home happily, Rizwan said that he has some important work related to our company so he is going.

I was quite nervous to face Sania but still kept my cool and reached the house.

The door was slightly open so I directly went inside..

Sania was cooking in the kitchen and Sierra was holding her leg and was saying,

"Mumma, pwesh pway witeth Sieawa (Mumma please play with Sierra).." she said and was clinging to Sania's leg.

"Sierra Jaan, you are my good betu right..Mumma have to cook otherwise what I will serve your dadda.." she said trying to make Sierra understand..

I felt so nice looking at them, this house is looking like home since Sania has arrived.

What is a man's dream..? to come home and find his wife and kids, and I am soo happy to experience this happiness..

I was looking at them and smiling.

"Sierra Jaan please listen to Mumma.. I promise to play with you after I finish cooking.." she was telling Sierra but Sierra wanted Sania's attention..

"Shieawa bant Mumma (Sierra want Mumma)" she said making a pout..

Before Sania could reply I cleared my throat to make them aware of my presence..

I was trying my best to make Sierra understand but she was not at all listening..

She wanted my attention and was getting irritated when I was getting busy in cooking.

I was going to reply Sierra Jaan when I heard someone clear their throat. I immediately looked up and saw Rehan standing looking here and there..

I looked at him and said,"As salam un alaykum Rehan.." I know he does not reply. But it doesnt takes anything to try. What if Allah might be happy on me and Rehan may answer my Salam..

"Walekum as salam.." he said and looked hesitant.. I was so shocked..I was looking at him with wide eyes..

My...My first step towards success.. 💃💃💃

Wohoo.. Rehan is finally going to believe in Allah. I thought and smiled.

I nodded at him and took Sierra in my arms and filled a glass of water. I smiled so brightly and gave him water. To which he just took getting hesitant..

He drank water and went towards his room. I was so happy.. Finally after so many months of our marriage I succeeded in making Rehan answer my Salam..

I was so happy that I even lifted Sierra high and started dancing and circling her in excitement..

I called Rizwan and informed him to which he was so happy and even proud of me on my achievement..

This definately requires a celebration I thought and started making gulab jamun..

I finished making dinner and went up to call Rehan for dinner..

I saw that his rooms door was slightly open, so I peeked through it, and saw that Rehan was meditating and was continuously saying,"I can do it.. Yes I can do it.." he was chanting maybe to prepare his mind..

'But what was he preparing himself for... People prepare like this when they go for a War.. 😂😂😂' Sania what is wrong with you.. stop having stupied thoughts..

I knocked on the door and he opened his eyes. He looked so much in terror as if I caught him doing something illegal red handed,"Rehan I came to call you for dinner.." I said not understanding his expression.

He just nodded and followed me down..

He sat on the table with Sierra in his arms and I placed the dishes on the table.

I made dal, rice, paneer sabzi, roti and gulab jamun..

I served Rehan and he immediately started eating.. I took Sierra from him and started feeding her roti with some dal..

In few minutes he asked for more, I was amazed.. He was really hungry and was eating as if got food after so many days.

But I was happy that he was finally eating as Rizwan said that he was not eating properly since so many days..

Earlier when I used to live with him he used to do eat very less as he was very much conscious for his body and diet..

But now he has become so lean that he needs to eat otherwise he is looking very weak...

I fed Sierra and then ate myself. Rehan finished eating and kept the dishes in the basin and went and sat on the sofa in the living room.

I was busy in the kitchen washing the plates when I heard voice from behind,"Sania can you please come with me. I want to talk to you something.." he said still looking down.

I nodded and at him and immediately cleaned the last few dishes and followed him.

He gestured me with his hand to sit on the sofa in the living room and I did as he said, He sat down near my legs and kept his hands on my lap..

I was so confused that why was he behaving like this, but he was looking very nervous..

"Sania, I am not understanding from where should I start..Since the day you came in this house I was nothing but a total jerk to you..

I shouted on you, I taunted you, and never accepted you as my wife. But believe me when that day I slapped you I felt so ashamed of myself that is why I even apologized to you.

I promised myself that day that will never raise my hand on you put I still did the same thing that night and pushed you on the ground.." He said and his voice was cracking because he was crying..

Even I could not control my tears listening to him and remembering that night..

"Sania, I was not like this. I was very obedient child of my dad. But when he died and I saw the real face of my mother and Cindra's betrayal made me like this.

Earlier I used to respect woman so much but these incidents made me loose that respects for them. The things I did that night was totally wrong, I should have listened to you Sania.. I regret not believing you. And you know I got to know the truth on the next day itself..

Since that day I have become like this.. I know that I dont deserve you forgiveness and you probably might be hating me for my deeds..

But please Sania please forgive me, I will not be able to live with so much burden on my heart. You are the only one other than Rizwan who have seen me in such a miserable state because I usually dont open up to outsiders..

I also know that you are here for Sierra but just because you pitty me so you talk to me casually. And I am not at all objecting it as I know that you have all rights to hate me. But still Sania, I dont want you to live with me by pitying me.

I want you to live with me by your choice and please try to forgive me for that night.. You dont know what all punishments I have given myself for behaving like that with you..

" he said and started crying louder hugging my waist..

I kept my hand on my mouth and cried, he seriously thinks that I am here just because I pity and why will I hate him..

I let him cry for sometime as he really needed it. It was very important for him to release his emotions to come out of that depression..

After few seconds I took hold on his face and made him look at me.."Shh.. Rehan stop crying...I dont like to see you like this.." I said and wiped his tears.

I could feel him leaning on my touch, I smiled at him and said,"Rehan I am not here because I pity you, I am here because you are my husband and I cannot leave you in such a condition. And yes also for Sierra because I know that she needs me..

And Rehan you have to be strong, just because Cindra made a plan you cant just sit in a place and leave your career. She wants this only that you stop your baba's business. And her company becomes number one..

Rehan you are letting her succeed in her evil plans. Instead polish yourself and try to be more better than yesterday. And prove her wrong because she thinks that she has broken and destroyed you..

Rehan please dont think that I hate you.. I can never hate you because I know that it was not totally your fault. Yeah I was angry on you because you did not even gave me a chance to explain but I swear, I never ever hated you..

And regarding me forgiving you...I will not lie but I was very much hurt and broken when you kicked me out.. That night has a deep wound in my heart. But slowly slowly as the time will pass I will eventually forget but for now I do forgive you.." I said and he smiled while crying..

"Thankyou, thankyou so much Sania.. I promise to never hurt you again"..he said smiling in between his tears..

I smiled brightly and was getting up to go when he caught my wrist and and got up from the ground.

He looked down and said,"Sania I know you will not be comfortable, .." he said and his gaze not leaving the floor..

"Rehan.." I said as I was not sure if I could really hug him.

".." he said looking down and tear fell from his eyes..

Thats it.. I could control my emotions anymore..I did not waste a second and hugged him soo tight..

He hugged me back and placed his head in my neck.. I could still feel him crying, but his warmth was making me feel so safe..

He had clutched my top so tight just like how Sierra does when she hugs me.. he mumbled something like,"I missed your..." something but I could not hear him as he said very softly..