It has been so many days since Sania left, but Sierra is not at all understanding. Everyday she asks me about Sania and I dont understand that how do I explain her.

Sierra is so small she is only two years old. It is obvious that she will need and miss her mother.

Rehan have been affected mentally alott.. He has locked himself in a room since the day he has came to know the truth.

He stopped going to the office and only stays in Sania's room and cries. He has been quite depressed and his brain does not respond to any emotions.. He is punishing himself and has built a wall against everyone.

Sierra is staying in my house as Rehan is himself not well. I many times told him to meet a psychiatrist, but he does not even look when someone goes to talk to him.

There is one scarf which Sania left in her room. He takes that scarf and sleeps keeping it by his side.

All the responsibilty of the company is on me and I take Sierra with me to the office to which, she is mostly crying as she does not like going there.

I talk to Sania, and she everyday asks about Sierra she is also missing Sierra alott as she really loves her.

'Let this Rehan get well than I am going to give him two tight slaps. He has really messed up everything...😠😠' I thought getting angry on him..

Today I decided to take Sierra to a park. As I know that Sania used to take her there, and she really enjoys playing there..

'I will take her there to divert her mind from all this..' I thought..

I went towards her and said, "Sierra.. Sierra" I called her but she was thinking something..

"Sierra baby what are you thinking..?" I asked her..

"Untle Shieawa shaw Mumma.. Mumma shaid she ish comining to twake Shieawa..(Uncle Sierra saw Mumma, mumma said she is comming to take Sierra..)"she said and started crying..

'She might have seen Sania in her dream..' I thought and chuckled sadly..

"Sierra baby dont cry.. Your Mumma will come soon.. She is busy in some work baby.." I said and picked her in my arms..

I felt like crying listening to her. 'Yaa Allah show some mercy on this little baby.. please make her meet her mother, Allah..🥺🥺' I prayed in my mind..

"Sierra do you remember Mumma used to take you to a park, Do you want uncle to take you there..?" I asked her in an excited tone..

"Untle Shieawa biel nkoy dio.. Mumma (Uncle Sierra will not go..Mumma).."she said and started crying remembering Sania..

"No baby dont cry.. your Mumma will get very sad when she will know that you were crying... And Mumma is coming soon you know.. So do you want Sania to get sad when she returns..?"

I lied to her, but what can I do I cannot leave a child crying for her mother. I will tell a lie if it makes her happy.

She nodded her head in a No, and then I took her with me for going in the park..

Soon we reached but Sierra was not at all excited nor happy..

I made Sierra sit on various swings and slides but was holding her from behind as she was still small and did not know how to balance on these types of things..

Sierra was again and again looking here and there as if searching for someone.

"Sierra baby who are you looking for..?" I asked her as she was continuously looking here and there..

"Untle Mumma shaid Shieawa, that ahe biel tome toadya (Uncle Mumma said Sierra, that she will come today).." she said and smiled brightly.

The smile which she did not give, even when she entered the park..

I did not feel like breaking her heart so I just nodded..

I again tried to engross her in playing but suddenly I got a call.

I moved a little forward as there was a lot of noise as so many kids were present in the park..

I started talking on the call it was from one of the board of directors of the company..

I almost finished talking when my eyes caught Sierra trying to walk and was going outside the park. I immediately finished my talk and cut the call.

I quickly started going towards her and then I heard that she was going behind a girl who was wearing hijab like Sania and was shouting "Mumma..Mumma.. Shieawa js heale..(Mumma Sierra is here).."

"Sierra dont go there..She is not your Mumma.." I shouted but she was very far away from me..

"Sierra dont go there Sierra.." I was continuously shouting..

And suddenly I saw... I saw...

I stopped running and saw Sierra lying on the road and blood oozing out from her head . While she was trying to run behind that woman, she got hit by a bike..

I ran faster and finally reached her.. "Sierra...Sierra dont close your eyes baby.." I tried to shake her and told her while crying..

She was loosing her consciousness but was still murmuring, "Mumma.. Mumma.."

I immediately carried her in my arms and took her towards the hospital.

I many times tried calling Rehan but he was not answering the call..

Soon I reached the hospital and they took her towards the ICU..

It has been few days and I am still not comfortable living alone. But I know that my relatives and even my husband does not need me. So I dont have any other choice but to lead my life like this..

And whenever I think about my Sierra Jaan I really become worried for her. She is a small baby and she needs a mother to take care of her. I miss my betu so much. I still cry alott of times missing her.

In these days Rizwan is talking to me almost everyday but not even once I talked to Sierra, because I know that I will break down after hearing her, and will no more be able to stay here far away from her..

I ask Rizwan about Sierra's health and he always says that, her health is affected a lott as she is not eating anything and again and again just calls my name. I did not even once asked for Rehan.

Because I am angry with him.. be did not even once tried to contact me or tried to know about me. I wonder if he still knows the truth or not. Or he still thinks of me as a culprit..?

I came out of my thoughts and got ready for my work. I work in a caffe. I wore a top with black jeans and tied my hijab.

I then left for my work..

My whole day went with me working here and there and I did made a good relations with my colleagues. They treat me so well and help me in my work as I am a new employee..

I try to stay away from men because though my husband left me but I am still in his Nikah and those mens are not Mehram for me.

I was going for my other work which is in a library when I got a call from Rizwan..

I frowned because, 'he knows that these are my working hours and he always calls me at night..' I thought but still decided to answer the call..

"Sania...San..Sania.." His voice came as soon as I answered the call..

"Rizwan what happened..?" I asked getting scared because he was sounding very terrified..

"Sania..." he said and started crying..

I got scared.. all negative thought started coming in my mind..

"Rizwan you are scarring me, Please tell me what happened..?" I asked irritated because he was not at all answering..

"" he said and cried louder..

"Rizwan do you even know what you are saying. Please dont joke with me..I will not take any jokes on Sierra Jaan.." I said getting angry on him.

'How could he even say such a thing for my betu.. Nothing has happened to my Sierra Jaan..' I thought..

"Sania why would I joke on such a serious topic.. I am not lying Sania.. Sierra has met with an accident and she is constantly calling for you.." He tried his best to explain me..

I started crying..as I could not believe my own ears..

"Rizwan how did she got into an accident..?" I asked him crying..

"Sania I will tell you everything.. But first you tell me.. Will you please come here.." He asked hesitantly..

"Yes, Rizwan.. Whatever happened that night it was Rehan's mistake.. And it has nothing to do with my Sierra Jaan..

How can I leave her in such a situation..?" I told him..

"Okey then Sania, board the first flight and come fast.. The doctors might take her for an operation.." He said again crying..

"Yes dont worry, I will reach as soon as possible..But Rizwan please take care of my daughter.." I said and bursted out crying..

I immediately started packing my bags and booked the flight tickets online. I have to board the flight in 5 hours..

I finished packing and immediately ran to give the keys of the house to owner.. She was a nice lady and understood my situation.. She even did not take rent from me of this month, as it was just the starting of the month..

I quickly took shower and changed my clothes..

I checked everything one last time and wore my hijab and coat as it was snowing alott as November has already started.

It was good that I did not buy fridge and all.. Otherwise where I would have kept them. As I was living alone I used to only make food for one person so I did not really needed a fridge.. And I was not even having so much money to buy all that..

I took a cab and directly reached airport.

I had to wait for an hour for my flight so I was sitting in waiting area and was praying.."Yaa Allah please keep my betu safe. I dont have anyone else other than her.. Allah she is so small she did not even lived her life properly.. please dont let anything happen to her.." I continuously kept praying...

Soon I boarded the flight and In like 2 hours I reached Germany airport..

I immediately called Rizwan to know in which hospital Sierra was admitted.

The people around me were looking at me as if I am some mad woman because I was running behind the cab to get one soon..

I reached the hospital and ran towards the floor he said and there I saw Rizwan sitting outside the operation theatre..

"Rizwan.." I called him out and he looked at me.

I ran and stood in front of him, "What happened to my Sierra..Where is she..?" I said trying to control my breath as I was running to reach fast..

"She is in the operation theatre, doctors are operating her as she got injured on her head.." he said..

I immediately went to look for her through the round mirror which is there on the door. But as the doctors were working I could not see her small figure..

"How did she met with an accident..?" I asked him getting worried...

"Actually Sania she was missing you alott.. When in the morning she woke up, She said that she saw you and you told her that you are coming to take her..

She saw a dream but thought that she saw you in reality...

Whole day she was sad so I decided to take her to the park in which you used to take her.. She played for sometime, but was not happy and was again again telling that you are coming to take her...

Suddenly I got a call related to the company and I went a little far. Because there were a lot of kids playing around..

And when I turned towards Sierra I saw that she was running on the road behind a woman who was wearing a hijab like you..

I ran towards her and she was trying her best to reach that woman and was even shouting, "Mumma, Mumma Sierra is here" thinking that woman is you..

I was shouting at her not to go there but she did not hear as she was far from me.. And in a second or two a bike hit her and she fell on the ground..." He completed and I started crying..

"Rehan I dont deserve to be called a mother..My daughter there was calling for me and I was not even knowing anything.." I said and cried louder...

"No Sania..It is not your fault.. we all know how much you love Sierra.. And it had been in your absence so dont blame yourself.." He tried to calmed me down and made me drink water..

But only I knew how eagerly I wanted Sierra to wake up and talk to her Mumma..😭😭

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