Rehan's pov

I made Sania sit in the car...She was sobbing and sniffing continously...

I could see from the corner of my eyes that she was still trembling in fear..I felt bad for her situation..I was the one who responsible...of her condition.

I did not asked her any question because i knew she will need some time... I thanked God for keeping her safe and sound..there were drunkards...if they would have spotted her..God knows what they might have done with her..Thinking that itself I was getting angry...If anything might have happened with her, I would feel disgusted to even look at myself..

But Alhamdulillah she was safe and sound... wait wait... did i just say that word...No no i should not go towards Allah again..as he takes everything from me...I will never repeat my mistake of trusting any woman and also Allah.

We reached home...And she directly went to her room..Even i went to my room and took hot shower..It was very much needed, after so much tension throughout the day..

I took hot showers.. As hot water was sliding through my body i could feel my clogged veins opening up..and I felt very much relaxed... I changed to my tshirt and tracks and then ordered some food online.. I was starving and i knew, even she might be hungry.

I came down and waited for her to come down...She came down and told me, " I am so sorry, because of me we dont have dinner to have...I will warm some milk so that we can drink that and go to sleep."

I did not wanted to shout at her so told her, as politely as possible, "I have already ordered food.. no need for feeling guilty.."

I said and left..before she could give me a reply...

Food arrived within few minutes, and we sat at dining table and started having.

All the time Sania was looking down... God knows what she found so interesting down there...

"What time did you leave the house..?"I enquired.. She kept playing with her spoon and nervously replied, "After namaz-e-Asr, maybe 6 pm".

Thats when i lost it and said,"Are you out of your mind, why did you had to leave the house so fuc**** late.."I yelled at her.

I could see that her eyes were getting blurry because of tears, but i wanted to know what was the reason behind her stupidity...She looked at me with teary eyes for a second...again looked down and said, " There was not even a single eatable to have for dinner...And I thought you would come home tired and hungry, so atleast you should have good food."

"And who the hell told you to care about me and my food..?" My eyes turned dark because of anger..and I shouted at her...

She flinched and then replied, "I know you dont consider me as your wife...But for me..you will always be my husband." She told and was hicupping because of continous crying..

I just said, "fuc***" and resumed my eating.. because of my sudden outburst she was again crying and was scared.. but i did not want to give her, and myself any hope that we can be together anytime. And pushing her away was the only option to this..

I was thinking all this when i saw she was only crying and playing with her spoon, and did not even complete half of her plate.. she was also trying to get up..I then shouted, "Dont you dare to waste all this food, otherwise i wont give you any, for two days.." she looked at me and said "please.. i just dont feel like having.."

I knew she was hungry but did not wanted to have food because of me. And thats when i used my last weapon. I said, "fuc**** EAT" i said with full venom, and i could see her flinching...but i did not care as she had to...otherwise after all this today's mess she would possibly fell sick the next morning.

She did not even looked at me and started eating very fast...She ate as if food was going to run away from her...

She was so scared of me that, because of me.. she ate so fast that, she also got chocked couple of times and started coughing...but drank water and again resumed ..once the whole plate was clean than only she stopped...

I looked at her astonished and wondered, 'Was i that scarry..?' But suddenly my stupied brain mocked 'what do you expect when your eyes change colour like 'Dracula' and you only spat angry words and curses at peoples face'.

As i came out of my lala land i found the entire dining room empty. She already left for her room...I sighed and kept the utensils, cleaned the table and then watched some tv.

I was watching tv but my whole mind was on her that she would cry as I being a complete jerk again shouted at her...'not that i have developed soft for her or something... but after todays incident i should'nt have shouted..' I consoled my inner voice saying that.

After like half an hour of watching tv with so much interest (note the sarcasm) I finally was going towards my room to sleep. But i got a sudden urge to check up on her.. I said in my brain.'It is not bad to check on someone who had a bad day... it is just an act of kindness' with this stupied reasoning I went and stood in front of her door.

Her room was not locked. I quickly opened it without making any noise, and entered.. only to find her sleeping peacefully in the middle of the bed. Her eyelashes were wet and cheeks were tear stained..She was looking so Angelic and Cute while sleeping..

Wait... now what did i just uttered... Cute and Angelic... I think i am going insane... Actually you know what...this girl is making me mad...because she is mad..

Whyyy..? I am talking totally rubbish today... i think i need brain doctor... yes that is only right..

I will go and meet doctor soon... And tell Sania also to visit...

Its better we both will go together only...

What the hell is wrong with me why am i taking her everywhere with me...

Ughhh..!! I think i need some good sleep... because I am taking nonsence..

With that i went to my room and soon fell asleep...

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