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Yn laid her head to other side of bed, looking at window. Neither stars nor moon was shining. It was dark and cloudy. It's so cold from past few days but their houses have heater in them so don't feel cold while staying inside.

Y/n suddenly feel so distressed. Her eyes were filled with tears, some must have flow down her pillow like a river.

Jungkook came out of bathroom and he laid on his side. He stayed quiet and didn't utter a word.

" Jungkook, " she called his name.

" Hmm. "

" Are you mad at me?"

"No, why?"

"Because I couldn't satisfy you as a wife, like I should." She softly spoke.

"No baby, what are you saying?"

His hands slides on to y/n's arm.

" Look at me." He demanded.

She didn't turned around. She wiped her tears so he couldn't notice her teared eyes but it was useless. Her eyes were pink and swollen from all those tears. Her eyelashes were shining.

"What is going on inside your head, love?" He support himself on his elbow and pulled her closer to him. Her face hides in pillow as soon she turned around.

" Baby, you are not supposed to satisfy. I mean it's not necessary. "

" But my cast always ruined mood whenever we are about to do something. I mean I am not perfect for you."

"Y/n.... what are you thinking, love? You are important to me and you are perfect for me. These little things does not weigh our love, baby....And your cast does not ruin anything. It's me, I should have been careful." He stated softly caressing her face.

"But I always feel like I ruined our moment. I mean aren't you frustrated or mad at me?"

" I can never get mad at you for this reason. I am really really all right. I don't feel mad about it. " He assured her as much he could. He don't understand why y/n is feeling like that. He thinks he really go overboard with his actions and he should control himself because whenever he do something or stops in between he hurts you.

" But what if you got tired of me or leave me. I'm always scared you will go back to Sara. She is still your past." She mumbled and finally her eyes met Jungkook's ones.

"I won't get tired of you, I won't leave you. You don't trust me. You think I am some teenage boy who is filled with lust and only want to do things. I am a man and these are not my needs. Trust me, i love you. When I love someone I give all of myself to that one person and I want you to do that too. "

" But I want you to promise me one thing?" Jungkook continued and she nodded her head before listening to his statement.

" I want you to honest with me. I want you to share everything with me even if it's a sad or happy thing. I want you to tell me each and everything. Will you do that?" He hold her hand and intertwined his fingers with her.

" I will try to. I mean I will do it but I always have trust issues so it will take time. " She truthfully let out her feelings.

" Thank you. I will tell you everything too. I don't want a barrier in our relationship. We are married and we haven't lived like married couples yet. "

" Yeah... but aren't we living like married couples? " y/n confusingly looked at him.

" No we aren't. We didn't get to enjoy our honeymoon yet." He smiled at her.

" Oh yeah. Let's do it next month. I'm going to get rid of my cast, finally." Y/n smiled at him too.

1 month later,

"Finally I am free." I happily said as I saw my empty arm. I clenched and unclenched them feeling free.

" are you ready for shopping? Or you want to go home and rest?" He asked.

We don't have time to rest.

" I think we should shop. We short on time."

" true, let's go, then ." He agreed with me and drove to kids store.

Apparently it's junwoo 7th birthday. And we have have to buy gift for him because it's tonight. We didn't decided anything because Jungkook want to gift him car, not a toy car but a real car and I think it's not really a good idea.

I mean he is still a kid what he will do with that. I know he is rich and all but gifting 7 year old boy a car is too much.

We walk around one aisle to another but nothing catches Jungkook's eyed. He is stuck on point that he want to give him car.

But then my eyes caught a figure. " Look you can buy this." I showed his spiderman figure.

" only this? I always spoiled him with lot of stuff. " He mentioned which is true this figure is small and not even real like it look like and copy of real one.

"You can get lot of spiderman stuff, like this liquid Web, costume, gloves, shirt and there are lot more... look they also have a cupboard. " I showed him everything that have spiderman because Junwoo like spiderman.

" What about buying gift together? If it's so many it won't really matter because it will be from both of us." He throw an idea and I liked it.

" Okay, let's but spiderman things because he like it and useful thing." I mentioned. I don't want him to buy a car with spiderman poster on back. We never know Jungkook can do anything.

"Excuse me, this figure is not useful."

" It's okay he like it." I pouted to make him agreed to me.

" fine, whatever." He carefully put it in our cart.

After shopping we got our self juices to keep ourselves hydrated and then we had our lunch in a really good restaurant.

" this looks prestigious. " I spoke lowly.

" it is and can you see that building? "

"Yeah, it's standing tall and high. Anyone can notice it from above here."

" My brother owned it, he wanted to grow my dad's business." He pointed at a tall building.

" cool, that's why there are so many people with pant coat like they came directly from work." I mentioned.

" Yes, even though it's is expensive but it is so popular among them."

"Food tastes so good, so it's acceptable if its expensive." He agreed with me and we continued our lunch.

We got home and after just playing around for a while we got ready for birthday party. I put all his gifts in Jungkook's car.

It was a cold breezy night. So I was wearing coat over my dress.

I was wearing my beige bodycon. It was covering my knees. So it was long and warm. It have full sleeves with scoop neckline. To give a little flashy look to my outfit, I wore a little flashy white jacket that was till my waist. For my accessories, I wore a thin silver chain on my neck and then a long necklace following it. Long necklace has a attached circle which was made of resin and there were small sunflowers painted on it. It is my favourite necklace. I wore silver rings because I love to and of course my wedding ring.

For earrings I go for simple ring shaped earrings with white pearls on it. They were little bit long and they look perfect for my dress. And I wore shiny white ankle strap heels.

I started car and waited for Jungkook patiently. He quickly came and sit on driver seat.

" It's cold today, " he looked at me and checked ny belt. He fasten his own belt and we moved towards Jungkook's parents house.

House was decorated really beautifully. It was simple yet classy. It wasn't a big birthday party, it was a simple birthday party for friends and family. I helped Jungkook to put all gifts on table on lounge where others have put their gifts. We packed Junwoo gifts when we came back home from shopping and we added little cards with it.

After greeting guest we met our family members and apparently Jungkook's father was the only one who noticed we are wearing matching outfits. We didn't even knew that.

Jungkook was wearing beige pants and white shirt. Something that is really hard to find in his closet.

" Yeah, we didn't realised. " that was what Jungkook said.

We had really fun birthday with pictures here and there. After fun filled birthday party. Jungkook close family was in lounge enjoying after party because apparently we couldn't eat fully when guest were here.

" we should go now," Jungkook spoke at his mother.

" Maybe you can stay. You have your spare clothes here." His mother suggested.

He looked at me and I told him it's up to him. He is going to decide. But then he was so stubborn to go back home and his mom want him to stay. So his father intervene their conversation.

" I know you want to spend time with your wife but maybe spending time with your family will also be good. "

When his father said that he had to agree with him. Even if he like it or not. He made a sour face and sit back on couch, I was sitting on, right next to me.

" You both had enough fun this afternoon. Why you want to go home so bad?" His brother asked looking at both of you. Jungkook looked at him with questioning eyes.

" You both were at restaurant today being all lovey covey. I was with my workers and I don't know how they knew about both of you." He mentioned. We both shyly chuckled.

What we are supposed to do? We are new in love, when we started our relationship we were on bad terms. We used to hate each other and wanted to be away from each other and now table are totally turned upside down we are in love with each other and don't want to be away from each other we want to spend more time together.

Later everyone went to bed except his parents and us.

His mother glanced at us twice and we couldn't unnoticed that stare.

" Everything good?" Jungkook asked.

" Did you think about family planning? U mean if you feel like then both of you should. " his mother said.

" for now eomma, we are planning for honeymoon. "

" That's great news. "

...

" with whom you are planning to go to honeymoon? " I asked as we entered room.

" with you of course."

"You mentioned 'we are planning. ' and I didn't even knew our plan." I chuckled taking off my jewellery.

" well, now you know." He back hugged me.

I hummed and continued taking off my jewellery.

" You were looking pretty today."

"Glad you noticed."

" I noticed but was waiting for right moment to tell you."

" So right moment is when party is over?" I tease him

"Right moment is when we are alone." He whispered near my ear. Still back hugging. His lips ghost around my neck and place soft kisses there.

When I take off all my jewellery. I pushed him away.

" What? " He pouted looking at me with puppy eyes.

" I need to change." I chuckled and take off my jacket.

" Let me help you, we can quickly change and get in shower."

" Excuse me?"

" I'm going to change and get in shower by myself." I added.

" No, let's save water and time. Come on." He took my hand towards closet area and I chuckled at him.

He is very obvious,

And kind, helpful and always caring for me. Maybe that's what made me fall for him.

And now I am fallen so hard so there is no way back.

" Hey, what are you thinking?" I snapped out of my thoughts.

" Nothing, I love you." I whispered last part.

These words meant so much to me. It was so hard for me to say this to him.

"I love you too." he placed a peck on my nose.

(When I wrote unclenched my phone autocorrect turned it to uncle cheddar 😂).