I pull away and stand up, moving away from Coral.

"I'm so sorry," I say.

I shouldn't have done that. No matter how much I want her, I can't do that to her. I would never use her like Ash did and I just wanted to prove I can give her what she wants.

I can.

I love the fact that she clearly likes it, but now isn't the time to be doing that with her. Even if she wants to have sex, she's still innocent and I can't take that away.

She leans up on her elbows and looks at me, her face flushed. "I-it's okay," she whispers, her beautiful brown eyes are wide as she watches me.

She smiles at me and, in the moment, it feels like my heart just exploded. What happened just now was way too fast, and I need to take it slow to show her it's real.

She's the first person that I have ever loved.

I know what I feel is real, even though I'm trying to push it away and forget. I was right not to love before, because even if she hasn't really hurt me, not being with her is torture.

I want to be able to kiss her whenever I want, but I can't. I want to call her my girl, but I can't. I want to hold her against me as she falls asleep in my arms, but I can't. I want to love her, but I can't.

"Wyatt," she sits up slowly, and moves to the edge of the bed. "Did you just use me? Is that what you were trying to do? That's why you told me all of this? So you could get me? That's why you changed me too, isn't it? What the fuck!" her eyes widen in realization and I step back, shocked that she would think that.

I stare at her, silently.

She really thinks I would just use her for that. I know it was out of place of me to kiss her and all that but me using her?

"You're serious?" I ask, frowning.

She looks away and stands up, "Well, I'm probably right."

"No. I would never. I didn't want you getting hurt, that's why I wanted to tell you. I changed you because you were in jeans, and jeans are never comfortable to sleep in so I thought you liked my hoodies and..." I trail off, realizing what she's thinking.

"You think I'm going to do what Ash did?" I ask and she doesn't reply. "I kissed you because you were telling me how badly you wanted a guy who fucking used you! What did you want me to do? I like you! I just wanted to prove that I'm good enough."

"I'm sorry," I whisper again, shaking my head. I was wrong.

I shouldn't have even tried to kiss her, this is my fault. I can't do it again.

"I need air," she states and then walks out the room, shutting the door behind her.

I bring a finger up to my lips, already missing the feeling of her against me.

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I lean against the wall next to the door, closing my eyes.

I have to admit that it was really hot, but if Ash hurt me then that means that Wyatt can hurt me even more. I just can't let that happen.

That's because you love Wyatt.

I shake my head, shutting my eyes even tighter. That's impossible.

Wyatt opens the door and I look up at him, wanting to cry. "Wyatt, just leave me alone."

He nods pulls me into a hug. "I will, but I just need you to know how sorry I am. I didn't think about how you would feel through any of this. I swear to God, I will never hurt you," he whispers and I wrap my arms around him.

After a few seconds I hear the steps of someone else walking down the hall, and I turn to see who it is.

It's Ash's girlfriend.

I turn to look at Wyatt and he quickly kisses me on the nose before walking away.

Turning back to the girl, my eyes narrow, "No girls allowed here."

Instead of the 'you are a girl' comeback that I expected, she smiles at me, "I know, I broke up with him yesterday. I just forgot my bag and it's Hermes, so there is no way I'm leaving it here," she explains.

"Oh," I say. Of course she broke up with him, he was cheating after all.

"So, who is the cute guy that was all over you?" she asks and winks at me.

"All over me?" I repeat, and frown. She's obviously talking about Wyatt but he was just hugging me.

"Yeah, I mean the way he looks at you," she swoons and knocks on Ash's door, "I could only wish a boy would look at me like that."

I go silent, not really sure how to reply to her statement. He looks at me like a normal person does.

"No, he looks at you like you're the only girl in the world," she tells me. I blush when I realize I said my thoughts aloud. "I'll buy him, if that's legal," she says and her laughter fills the corridor.

I chuckle, but I still deny her words. Only girl in the world? No, more like only girl in the school. Just like a lot of guys, he probably just wants sex.

"I'm sorry Ash did that to you, by the way, and I know how you feel. If you want we can make lasagna or whatever, like that vine," she laughs again, but it's cut short by Ash, who opens the door.

I purse my lips to stop myself from smiling, and I quickly turn away and head back into my dorm room.

Great, now I feel for lasagna.

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