What are you doing Quinn?"

I looked over from the sink and spotted my now husband. "What?"

He grabbed his suit collar and walked over to me. I lifted up my wedding dress once I saw some dirt stains on the bottom. Great just great. A girl can't put deodorant on her armpits without ruining her wedding dress. "I'm sweating like a pig" I told him as I stared at myself in the mirror. These past few years changed a lot. Well for starters as soon as I woke up from my coma, I had a huge scar and bald spot on the back of my head. Hair was not going to grow back, and the only solution I had was to cover it up with the rest of my hair. I have a lot of hair so it wasn't a problem. I gained weight also...but not bad weight. Happy weight. Almost at 350 pounds, I was happy.

I wanted to teach my kids that it was okay to be a little big or Small. As long as you're not dying, then it's okay. There will be someone out there that will love you no matter what. I had my twin girls months after that. They were healthy and happy little girls. Jin decided to name them; Zack and Dylan. The old me would have been totally against that, but now I feel like it was perfect for them. Dylan is a firecracker and Zack was the quiet one.

I told everyone about what Sophia has done. She snuck me from behind because she knew I would take her down. If Matt wasn't there to take the bullet for me, I would have been deceased. Jin already told me about Sophia's fate before I could even rant some more.

She ended up pleading guilty and now she's spending 70 years in prison. Good. She deserved it. She always called me weak, but she's clearly the weak one.

Jin asked me to marry him a few months ago, the ceremony was over and now everyone was partying while I was in the bathroom wiping my armpits. Even though I lost 50 pounds making me 300, I still sweated like a pig; I was still embarrassed that Jin was witnessing this. Took me back to when we were in high school.

He watched me wipe my armpits without my knowledge. Talk about mortifying. Now he's my husband and I was still embarrassed.

"We are human Quinn..we-

"I get it. Humans sweat" I said placing the paper towel down. He stared at me in admiration like I was the most beautiful girl in the world. "You look so amazing...and happy"

I smiled back. He slowly grabbed my arm and said "come, I brought cake for you, it's outside the door"

I flinched back "cake? Why?"

"Cause I know you love cake?"

Okay I don't think he understand how quick I can gain weight. I was on the journey to eat healthy and maintain a healthy weight and here he was trying to make me eat more.

There was a plate of cake right outside the bathroom door. He picked it up and offered me a portion on a fork. I shut my lips. His face fell "eat.the.cake. I can hear your stomach growling from here-

"Do you want me to get bigger?"

He nodded "I won't love you any less. But I still want you to eat something" he said shoving the cake inside my mouth. The warmth spongy delicious desert made my mouth water and craving for more. Oh who am I kidding. Fuck eating healthy. I grabbed the plate and woofed it down while my husband egged me on. He then took off his jacket and placed it around my shoulder before grabbing the empty plate "I'll get you more, but first, I want to dance"

I nodded and allowed him to lead me to the main room.

out of all places, we decided to get married at our old high school in the gym where we really started talking.

Talk about sweet huh?

The school allowed it since it was summer. I invited all the teachers including coach Neil. If he didn't force me to walk that mile, I wouldn't have talked to Jin. He let himself go though; literally. He was really big and the beer gut got bigger. He was dancing with my English teacher. The teacher that stood up for me who told me to call her "Chelsea"

Well she lost so much weight I didn't even recognize her. She was just dropping it low like she's done it her whole life.

"Hey Guys! Look at Taylor" my brother Jackson yelled out. He had his arms wrapped around Cindy while watching their two year old son dancing around them. Taylor was a perfect mix of both my brother and Cindy; he had my brothers eyes but he had Cindy's face. Literally. Everything about him looked like Cindy; blonde hair, pale skin, full smile; and he was quite bubbly as her. She was so in love with Taylor that she decided to get pregnant again. She was expecting a little girl in a few months.

I stared at Jin hoping to see a smile on his face, but he was too busy staring at Dream. Our little girl was almost thirteen, but she looked three years older. She developed early and she was surrounded by boys. "I'll be right back" he said but I grabbed his hand "hey let her have fun for a change."

His mouth was in a thin line as he grabbed some juice and handed it to me. I grabbed it while my eyes wandered for Junior. He was sitting by himself on the bleachers playing some video game. He was really tall for a six year old. And a lot bigger. That's the main reason why I wanted to stay how I was, but still wanted to eat healthy. He was getting bigger and bigger and I was the only one who he went to when he had problems in school.

Jin decided to put him in boxing to defend himself. And well...it worked. He got expelled for knocking a kids tooth out.

Well, at least the bullying stopped and his rapid weight gain was going down.

"Hey you two"

I turned my attention on Nick and his gorgeous wife. We haven't seen him for years so we thought inviting him to the wedding would have been a major fail, but he showed up. His wife was so beautiful, she kind of reminded me of a younger version of Roxy; blue eyed blonde with a baby face. She looked like she was in her teens even though she was almost thirty. Nick introduced her and we found out her name was Angel.

She sure looked like one.

"So how are you?" Jin asked. Nick went around that question and said "no how are you? Everyone heard about Sophia and ...you know..."

Jin faked laughed and took my cup of juice before gulping it down in anger. He was still livid about what Sophia did. He wanted her to get longer then 70 years when she showed no signs of remorse. The only thing she said was "you shouldn't have left me"

She's crazy

I hugged Nick and his wife "I'm so glad you guys came! do you know Jin named our daughter after your brother?"I said trying to change the subject. His frown turned upside down and he looked at his wife "really?"

I nodded trying to search for her.

"That's crazy, because we named our daughter after him too." Angel said also looking for her daughter. She started describing her kid as a small 6 year old with red hair and freckles. I immediately found her trying to make the moves on Junior. She plopped right next to him and he stared at her in disgust before moving away. She moved closer and started giggling. He got up and raced to us. "Well, looks like they will be future lovebirds sooner or later" I giggled as Junior sprinted in Jin's arms. His dad lifted him up and pecked him on the cheek "she's a girl, not a snake"

"I don't like both" Junior whispered back

He was also allergic to snakes

Nick and his wife started laughing. It was good to see him laugh. I mean he did lose his brother, I don't think he had fully recovered from that. Jin places Junior back on the ground when little red haired Zack got close. She begged Junior for a dance, but my son just shook his head and said "no" then he strutted off. Instead of crying, her smile got wider and she chased after him.

"Yeah, she's a feisty one I see" I said.

Angel nodded "she doesn't like the word no, she is very smitten with your son" she said

Nick now had her arms around Juniors shoulders forcing him to dance.

He finally gave in and started dancing with her.

That's my boy

We finally started talking about both Dylan and Zack; Jin's deceased best friends

Nick made us aware that he hasn't visited the graves yet. And Jin agreed hasn't either.

I understood.

The pain must be still fresh. I couldn't imagine if I lost Cindy.

And I'm glad she and Jackson got remarried making her my sister in law. It was the greatest feeling ever.

"Well, I don't mind going with you if you plan to anytime soon." Jin said before pausing "I miss them too" Nicks face screamed pain. He gave a very hard smile before whispering "yeah, sounds like a plan" he turned to me and said "you look very beautiful, and I'm glad you're happy, you deserve it"

I returned the compliment. I appreciated it a lot, even coming from him. Out of all my bullies, he was the only one that didn't go over the top. And his remorse was all over his face. So I was thankful

Once they left, I was now alone with my husband. He looked so good today; I loved him in a suit. I can't believe he was mine. If I could tell you how many surprised stares we get in public you wouldn't believe me.

Who would love a fat girl like me. Well Jin does. And that's the kind of love I hope all the deserving people get.

Something started tickling my toes. I shrieked before catching my daughter giggling up at me. Little Dylan. Jin picked her up before tickling her. She was so goofy and so smart. Her and Zack are fraternal twins but they looked so identical it was crazy. Sometimes I couldn't tell them apart; same large green eyes, curly hair and white skin like Dream. "Where's your sister?" Jin asked her.

She stopped laughing to place her hand above her eyes. She searched the crowd before pointing "she's with her dad"

Right in the middle, there was little Zack with her dad; Matt. They were both at a table helping themselves to strawberries.

I had twins with two different fathers. I didn't know how that was possible but it happened. I grabbed Dylan before excusing myself to go say hi. As I walked over there, Detective Williams who told me to call her Ruby, picked up little Dylan from my arms. She stared at my daughter as if she was a toy. "Oh my god Jason look! Isn't she cute!" She said showing off my daughter to Jason; he nodded "yep, too bad I don't want kids"

Ruby's face fell and she pouted "but why? They are so cute"

he shrugged and stuffed his mouth with some cake "then have some of your own then"

Her face brightened "yeah? Now?"

He smiled "when I'm dead"

I giggled and grabbed my daughter from her before giving her to Jason. "Oh come on. You guys should probably have babies. Remember Jin didn't want kids, and now look at him"

Jason picked up Dylan and smiled "well..she is cute"

Ruby smiled.

They were only dating for three months before Jason asked her to marry him. I liked her, she was very blunt but not crazy. She is very beautiful too. I never seen a blasian woman before but god, they were so gorgeous.

Suddenly Dylan threw up all over him...

...and he had his mouth open.

Freaked out I grabbed her from him. "Oops" She said looking embarrassed "I don't feel too good"

Jason looked up before squinting his eyes "no kids and I mean it"

He and Ruby ended up having a triplets a year later.

I placed Dylan down and told her to go to Jin to get her some medicine. She obediently followed my order and ran back to her dad. As Ruby helped Jason, I went to Matt.

Zack was telling him where all the fruits were when I got there. "The oranges are to your left and the bananas are to your right"

Matt nodded and said "give me a banana" Zack nodded before following directions. She was a very timid, shy little girl. But whenever she was around her dad, she was very hyper. "Hi you two!" I said pulling up a chair next to Matt. Zack jumped into my lap as Matt kissed my cheek. "Thank you"

"For?"

"Giving me the most beautiful and smart kid. Even though I can't see, I know she's gorgeous. I don't know what my life would be without her-

"Matt-

"Even though I can't remember us actually making her, I'm still happy that it happened. She's my life" he said tickling our daughter. I smiled happy. I was kind of glad he lost his memory, the emotions he was fighting before would have led him to hurt himself. And now since he can't remember anything, it brought him to how he was in the past; sweet, caring and very easy to talk to.

And Zack adored him so much. Heck all my kids adored him.

He is a great father and step father. "So how's everything? Are you okay?"

He nodded before taking his shades off. He found my eyes and whispered "yeah, I visited the graves of my parents-

"I heard...how was it?"

"Well, I finally had the closure and asked for forgiveness...."He frowned before picking at some of the fruits. I tried to make him feel better "Hey you were a kid. You didn't know better and I'm pretty sure you parents forgive you...don't be too down"

I don't know anything about his parents or what really happened. But I was glad he got the closure he needed. Zack crawled out my lap and got on Matt's. "Don't be sad" she said clutching on to his neck. "You have me"

Matt smiled before tickling her once more. I kinda wish he put himself out there so he can finally love someone as much as he used to love me.

"Is this seat taken?"

We all looked up to spot Roxy.

Jin was the one that wanted her at the our wedding. I haven't seen her since boot camp but boy did she change. She shed off all the weight and she looked pretty much the same minus the weight. Now she was y'all and skim; wearing a white dress and heels. "Yeah it's taken" Matt said

I jokingly laughed "he's kidding, have a seat" I urged

She sat right next to Matt's other side before congratulating me on the wedding. I smiled "I'm glad you came"

Matt got up with our daughter "I'll let you two talk"

In the past Matt didn't really fancy Sophia and Roxy. He thought they were just bullies. So he wasn't as happy as I was to see her. I encouraged Roxy to stop him. She tried to but ended up almost running into him. She jumped back and said "do you want to dance?" She nervously asked

"You want to dance with me?"

She nodded "oh come on. I may have been a bitch before but people change." She pauses when Matt didn't say anything "your daughter is a cutie, how old is she?" She gushed shaking Zack's tiny hands. The little girl giggled and said "she's so pretty daddy"

"I'll pass on the dance" he said trying to walk around her. And she visually looked disappointed "Okay I understand"

Roxy looked like she was about to cry. I literally had to beg Matt to just give her a chance. She wasn't the same Roxy, I wish he had that little memory back so he could remember how sweet she was at camp. Zack and I were in his ear to give Roxy a try. He finally agreed and danced with her for literally two minutes.

They stopped before having a long conversation. I witnessed him give her a smile. I've never seen him smile that wide ever since our marriage.

This was a start of something new I believe.

"Do you think they would ever be a thing?" I turned to see Jackson. He plopped down next to me before leaning on his chair. His arms were still not functioning well ever since he stopped Matt and Jin from falling to their deaths. It's crazy how Matt healed faster then him. He wasn't a gym freak like he used to be. He finished school after changing majors several times. Now he's firefighter.

I don't understand why he didn't choose something that wasn't deadly.

I stared back at Matt and Roxy. And now they were laughing. "Yeah, they would, what do you think Zack?" I said kissing my daughter. She nodded and gushed at how she was going to have two moms.

"Did you see mom and dad?" Jackson asked pointing them out.

They were both on the dance floor; slow dancing. I was pretty stunned. When they first saw each other my mom literally said "where's your girlfriend?"

My dad scowled

My mom replied back with a "it's probably past her bedtime huh?"

They had been arguing after that. Their looks didn't change a bit, but their insults did. They were more aggressive and hurtful. I was really on the edge of kicking them out to talk, but now I see them dancing like lovers again

"The love is still there, anyone can see it" Jackson cheesed. "Do you think they are going to get back together?" He shrugged "I mean they are both single so who knows" he now said getting up to join Cindy.

"Here"

I looked up to find Jin holding onto a book. Curious I asked about it. "The book you wrote about me, remember?"

I shuddered. I never got a chance to finish that book. I left it on the counter in my room for years. I was surprised it was in good condition after all this time. I slowly took it and asked how he got it. He placed his daughter on his lap and scooted close to me "I asked your brother for it"

"Why?"

He couldn't hide the smile for the life of him. "I finished it for you"

Stunned I started flipping the pages. All I saw was hand written words everywhere, even the ending. I had to ask "how does it end?"

Jin stood up and joined the dance floor with his daughter not answering my question. I sat alone flipping the pages trying hard not to spoil myself. I looked up just in time to see my husband dancing with all of our kids; Dream, the twins and Junior. I always dreamed of having a family, but who would have thought I would have it with Jin

If someone would have told me I would marry Jin in the future, I would probably laugh.

We went through so many obstacles...and yet, we are stronger then ever.

I flipped all the way to the end of the book and paused at one picture.

Years ago I drew an image of Jin and I, instead of being fat, I drew myself tall and skinny...and beautiful.

But Jin erased it, and drew me...as I was. Big but beautiful. I can't believe I've fallen in love with the image, rolls and everything. I was happy.

"Hey mom!"

I looked up to find Dream gesturing me to join them.

I hugged the book one last time before placing it aside.

I walked over to my husband and kids. Jin grabbed my arm and light flashes around us. Even with so much scuffle around us, he didn't leave my eyes "if my mom was alive right now, she would be smiling as hard as I am" he whispered.

"Something tells me she already is" I responded back snuggling in his arms.