Blow my fucking brains out" Jin said now grabbing ahold to the gun; egging his brother on. "I want my brains splattering all over you. So give me that wish you stupid little cunt"

Matt shrugged "fine"

I honest to god thought they were just kidding. I even made myself comfortable on the chair next to them watching everything. I expected everyone to start laughing and tell me "you fell for it!" But it was not until Matt pulled the trigger that set me to my feet. Jin did not even flinch. Quinn was just wailing her eyes off telling the brothers to stop. When no sound came out the gun I breathed a sigh of relief just for a second. "Looks like I have one bullet in here, let's see how many times I can pull this trigger before it blow your brains out"

"Alright stop! That's fucking enough" I said more then angry with Matt. This was not him. "You were really going to kill me?" Jin asked now stepping back clearly looking hurt. Matt didn't even blink when he responded "yeah"

That's when Jin grabbed his neck and repeated the question "you were going to kill me?!"

I grabbed a broom involuntarily and watched my brothers grab each other's neck threatening each other. Jin attempted to lift him up but Matt was quicker, he slapped him with the gun before grabbing his legs; making Jin fall on his back. Matt slithered on him and went to punch him, but was met by a headbutt from Jin. Quinn just stood there. Open mouthed. It was like someone pressed paused on here because she didn't move a muscle. I marched over to my fighting brothers and started swatting them like flies with the broom. "Stop it you two! Stop"

The hits with the broom had no control over the men. So I threw it on the ground and got into the brawl; I suffered two punches to the face and one leg kick on the belly just to separate the two. I was beyond livid. I was now shielding Matt away from raging Jin. His whole face was red. "You really were going to kill me?"

"What are you DEAF! I said yes! I was going to kill you for fucking my wife! MY WIFE!" Matt blurted out. He wiped his sweaty forehead and stated that Quinn cheated and for that he wanted to end Jin's life. Just like that? I mean if I was married and my wife cheated I'd be upset as well. But I wouldn't kill my brother over it.

Jin turned to Quinn who was still standing there. "Why didn't you tell me?"

Quinn shrank down more and slowly shrugged "because of this....I'm really sorry-

"So who do you want to be with me?" Jin asked now turning his full body towards her. Her body tensed up and she couldn't control her words that were slipping out her mouth. Even I didn't know what she was saying but all I know was that she wasn't answering the question. She finally gave up and just shrugged "I love you both...and I-

Jin got closer to her "you honestly can't tell me who you want to be with?"

"Jin, can we talk in private? I don't want to-

"To what?"

She started shaking; her legs were wobbly and her hands were doing some sort of Harlem shake. She was having a panic attack so I had to tell Jin to stop. But he continued "you allowed him to put his hands on you? On my kids? And now you're telling me that you don't know who you want to be with?"

Matt put his hands on them? Was that why her face looked like that? Jesus Christ. I gave Matt a disapproving look even though he couldn't see it. He totally lost his mind! This was not him, he's generally really sweet. He would not hurt a fly. Literally! The last time he went crazy was when he lost his parents, but that's about it. So I was very stunned that he would actually hurt a woman that he calms he loves.

"Jin I-

She tried to grab his hand but he flinched back "you know what? Go be with him. I'm sick and tired of looking stupid." Her face lost color and she tried to reach for him again but he jumped back and headed for one of the room. "Where are you going? you better not go inside my kids room"

"They aren't your kids!" Jin fired back grabbing on the the doorknob "legally they are. I will have your ass arrested for taking them with you. Get the hell out of this room"

Jin started walking towards us "come make me. I will make you blind, deaf and mute. Don't test me"

Okay I had enough. I grabbed both brothers by the shirts and dragged them out the suite and into the hallway. I made sure to tell Quinn that I'll try my best to fix this situation.

I honestly don't know what I'll say to make things better. But I'll try anything.

"You two are brothers. BROTHERS! Do you honestly think mom and dad would like this?"

"I don't give a fuck about what dad thinks" Matt shrugged biting his lip. No matter what our dad did to us, he was still our dad. He wasn't the best dad but my love for him didn't change. Even though Jin and Matt despised him, didn't mean I do. He took away his life and my mother's life...hating him would ruin my life. I forgave him a long time ago.

"Look" I said pointing at Matt "you tried to kill Jin today. He fought for our country-

"And he also had sex with my wife." He said now getting angry " I'm suppose to show sympathy because he overcame death? A lot of soldiers died for this country alright?-

"So what? You wanted me to die? You didn't want me to overcome that coma did you? You just wanted to live a happily ever after with Quinn and my kids?" Jin said now calm. He wasn't angry anymore, but looked more concern.

I looked over at Matt hoping that he would say positive things but all he said was "those aren't your kids anymore"

I felt that sting. Even those Dream and Junior aren't mines, I honestly felt bad for Jin. He was never really good at showing emotions but right now, he looked like he was about to burst into tears. I slapped Matt on the shoulder "he's your brother. And you know what you're saying is wrong. You can't take his kids away from him-

"So I don't deserve to be happy Jason?" He said now quivering "I slowly fell in love with Quinn and the kids. I tried so hard not to, I even tried to get her close to Jin so they can reconnect. Hell I even tried to make him go see his fucking daughter! I wanted him to be that father I always wished for. But he didn't want it! He didn't want Dream! So why is that I marry her that I'm the bad guy? Am I suppose to divorce Quinn and give the kids back to Jin? Everything was okay until he came out that coma, now I feel like, I'll go back to being lonely" He fell back on the wall finally. His voice started to calm now and he placed both hands over his face "who wants a blind kid? Quinn accepts me for who I am...and now you want me to give her back to Jin like that's easy." He then started crying. This is the first time I really saw him cry ever since our parents died. "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry"

I looked over at Jin, and he refused to stare at his crying brother. All he said was "you hit her didn't you. Her and the kids...right?"

I looked over at Matt and he sank down to the floor. His face confirmed it. "Jesus Christ! Mom would be so disappointed in you!" I said totally disgusted he would do that harm to Quinns face. I couldn't imagine how terrified the kids were. "You need help Matt....and I will not allow you to see Quinn or the kids until you get that help...alright?"

"I didn't mean to hurt anyone..." he said wiping his face "Why am I wrong for loving her? I love her too much to let her go" Then he looked up and stared directly at Jin "I love her so much I'm willing to forgive her for sleeping with you"

I sighed "listen, you both can't force her to choose right now so I-

"No, I'm done with her" Jin said before raising his voice "you're my brother and I love you" was all he said before walking away. Shocked I chased after him "Where are you going?"

"Back home. I can't handle all this. I need time to think" he whispered

How was he going to go home right now? Who was going to take him? What about the kids? What about the stuff? And then I remembered how he used to be so depressed because he thought Quinn committed suicide. The first thing on my mind was that he was going to go home and hurt himself.

I grabbed his arm; halting him. "I agree you need time to think but don't do anything stupid"

"Honestly..the only stupid thing I did was come out of that coma"

"Don't say that"

"The only stupid thing I did was that stupid dare back in high school. If I hadn't done that maybe It would have saved my heart from this. Maybe Matt wouldn't be like this. And maybe I wouldn't be a father"

I frowned disapproving if that statement. "Stop"

He yanked free and frowned "I need time. Just please give it to me."

"What about the kids?" I asked

"I'll always be there for the kids. Listen I have to go" he said now turning his back on me again and literally speed walking away. I didn't move until he disappeared around the corner.

When I walked back to where Matt was, he was still in the same position I left him at. "I hope you're honestly proud of yourself-

"Am I wrong? please tell me that Jason. Am I wrong?"

"You're wrong for hitting Quinn and the kids, you're wrong for threatening your brother, your wrong for trying to kill him and take everything he loves away. Mom never raised you like this! What the hell are you on right now?"

He didn't say anything except "I'm sorry"

I grabbed his arm and pulled him up "talk to

Me. What's really going on?"

I know there's something deeper he isn't telling me. There has to be. He isn't like this.

He finally stared up. He usually meets my eyes without any problems but now he was staring at the wall "I will get that help. I will not force Quinn to choose-

"And you will tell me what's going on right?" I said before shaking him to hurry up and answer the question. He finally sighed and said "you won't hate me when I tell you?"

My heart dropped and I nodded and said "I'll never hate you. You're my brother"

"Let me get that help first. I want to be in a good state of mind before I tell you everything"

I don't know how long I could wait for that. I was already thinking of the worst things he could tell me. "Does it have anything to do with Quinn or the kids? Maybe Jin?"

He shook his head "no"

Okay it's probably nothing bad then.

"It's far worst"

I silently screamed before faking a calm voice. "Come on, lets go back inside, I'll try to get ahold of Jin. But I know Quinn needs us more then ever now"

~~~~

I spammed Jin's phone. He ignored all my texts. I was beyond furious! Jackson and I drove all the way to Florida for nothing! Matt, Quinn and the kids weren't even there! I knew this was Matt's doing! I knew he had something to do with this! He wanted me to be far so I wouldn't tell Jin anything. I had texted Jin ever since I got threatened with a gun but I got mother form him.

Jackson didn't even believe me when I told him about everything. He just laughed and said "there's always two sides of a story"

"He threatened me with a gun Jackson!" I replied back

"You were probably annoying him. You know how you are"

I mean yeah, Matt never liked me. That's not a question but fuck I changed. After serving my time at war, I've see a lot of things. Made me appreciate a lot of things. That's why I tried to do the right thing and help Jin find Quinn. Tell her everything. Make everything right again. But now I feel like I'm getting played with.

Jackson and I went straight to a hotel in Florida. We spent a few days there; relaxing and talking like old times.

He didn't mention Cindy or anything of that matter. We couldn't reach Quinn or Jin or even Jason. I was getting a bit paranoid. Cindy was ignoring all of Jackson texts and phone calls so we couldn't reach her either.

Why is everyone going crazy??

"I'm sure it's nothing."

"You're so gullible" I said now getting annoyed. How can he just sit on the ouch all relaxed when his sister was clearly in trouble. Matt was insane! After Jin told me that Matt and Quinn got married, I couldn't believe it.

So many unanswered questions. I needed to see Jin. Like now.

"Matt is a good guy, I'm sure everything will be resolved once we get back to North Carolina" he said now sipping his juice. I slapped his cup away "we need to leave now"

"What?" He said still in his comfortable position

I didn't care how hot he looked right now, or how bad I wanted to jump on his body. I seriously couldn't go another night without seeing Jin. "Let's go" I said pulling his arm.

He rolled his eyes "you made me spend all this money on this stupid hotel and waste it like that?"

"Look I'll pay you back"

"And I'll grow a tail" he hissed before grabbing his keys.

~~~~

We drove another twelve hours back home. It was seven in the morning once he pulled up at Jin's apartment. I didn't see his car so I was a bit skeptical he was home. "Want me to wait just in case he isn't home?" a sleepy Jackson exclaimed yawning.

I shook my head and pushed open the door. "Thank you, for everything" I said smiling. He stopped yawning and grinned "you're welcome. I appreciate how concerned you are of my sister and everyone. Shows that maybe you're cold heart is getting a little warmer.

I frowned not liking his stupid joke. I slammed the door shut and told him to go fuck himself. He pulled down the car window and yelled back "Can I at least go inside and see Jin? I want to see how he's doing. I drove all this way remember?"

I giggled and crossed my arms "go see Cindy first. I'm sure she's dying to see you" I said remembering her face once she realized I was in the car with her ex-husband. Jackson smiled "alright. I'll see him tomorrow, give him that message for me"

I waved at him as he pulled away

Oh Jackson. He's such an airhead. But I love that about him.

Jin's apartment was left unlocked. I tiredly walked in hoping to see him in the living room or kitchen. But nope. So I went straight to his bedroom. Like I expected I found him on the bed. He was laying on his back looking up at the ceiling.

I threw my phone at him. It hit the side of his face. But he didn't let out a cry of pain. He didn't even move. "Do you know how many times I called you!? You ignored everything. Do you know how many hours of driving Jackson and I did?" I said shutting the door behind me.

Still nothing.

I frowned.

I walked closer and almost gasped when I spotted a gun in his hands. He kept it hidden in between his legs. "What are you doing?" I said opening his legs to see it. That's when my eyes darted to see his face. All you saw was dry tears and a red face. I sat on the edge of the bed "Jin..what's wrong?"

He grabbed my hand and placed it on his heart. I instantly felt how fast it was racing. "What?" I whispered

"My heart hurts"

I frowned and grabbed for the gun. He wouldn't let it go. "Don't tell me you were going to kill yourself-

"I lost everything"

"What?"

He sighed and allowed me to take the small gun away. "I lost my kids, my brother.....Quinn.."

I fell silent. I didn't want to start asking questions. I didn't want to make things worse. So I placed my hand on his "You didn't lose everything...stop saying that."

He shrugged and turned his face away from me. Tears steamed one of his eyes. "I don't want to live-

"Don't say that. You have Dream and Junior" I said remembering what Jackson told me about Quinn having Jin's son while he was at war. "You're a great person. Think about what they would think. Don't think this of yourself. They love you." He still didn't move. "...I love you"

His eyes shot up and searched my face. My heart started to race. "I never stopped loving you. And it hurts me that you're going through whatever you're going through. I'm sure everything will be okay. You fight for so many people, saved so many lives...

He started playing with my shirt. I wasn't sure if he was listening or not. It's just, I've never seen him cry before. And it hurt my heart seeing him like this. What the hell happened?? "Whatever happened with you and Quinn, I'm sure it can be fixed"

He frowned and stopped playing with my shirt "no, no it can't"

"But-

"Stop talking about Quinn" he calmly said now sitting up.

Petrified I apologized. And we just stood there staring into each others eyes. For a moment, I saw him smile.

I tried to fight the desire rising inside me as the desperate flame of utterly opposite attraction flared like a match inside my love-struck insides. His hands started pulling my sweater up over my head and instantly my arms rose in submission. Jin's hands touched my body as I involuntarily unbuttoned his shirt. I started to get desperate once I felt him unclip my bra.

He motioned me off the bed all of a sudden and began to ease my jeans to the floor. He then squatted down, kissing my nylon panties, teasing me instantly that it immediately got excited. He made me suffer as he started using his tongue. I couldn't take it anymore so I slid my panties down so he could gain more access. He kissed his way through it, his tongue flickering over her nub, tasting my wetness and enjoying every moan. Then he slipped in a finger to follow his tongue, circling me, feeling me on the edge of cumming and then pulling out, leaving me hanging and needing him, as he stood up. Sliding out of his silk boxers, the flood of shock broke through my lust-glazed eyes as eight dark, fat inches of manhood soared and stretched toward me. His reached out and brought his cock to my lips; I opened it and sank in exploring the mushroom head. I knew wanted to cum just by his fast breathing. And I wanted him to release all his stress inside me.

But he suddenly had the strength to slip free and pulled me to my feet. I suddenly came back to reality and realized what was going on. I was about to apologize but he suddenly bent me over. I didn't know what he was doing back there but I whispered "is this what you really want?"

"I want you"

"Do you?"

"Let me show you" He said as he gently flexed forward so that his tan cockhead slid inside me, just barely. He held me there, and my moan of fear rose to the edge of a cry. "Look at me" he demanded. I struggled but I finally caught his lust filled eyes.Then with a sigh of triumph, he stroked deep inside me.