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hey..

i don't know if you're awake or not

i just hope you came back safe and

you're doing well

i am sorry for what happened to you

please respond somin. please

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thanks for blocking me. i appreciate it so much

it wasn't me, it was hoseok dumbass.

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no one told me about this. i am so shocked.

you should rest. everything must feel so weird to you rn..

it really does. im just happy im away from him. it was so scary

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have you spoke to jungkook? he looked upset on the way back home.

nah i haven't yet.

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you should. he's probably up thinking about you right now.

i will eventually. i just need to process everything, you know?

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you're strong somin

thanks jimin

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thanks for unblocking me. it was hard not waking up to your morning texts

im sure it was 😂

you're lucky i unblocked you. i only did just cause you told me to in the car

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absolute lies.

but seriously somin. speak to jungkook.

don't worry i will

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don't keep him waiting. you know how impatient the boy is

trust me i know.

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good night somin. sleep well

good night jimin :)

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thank you

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for what?

saving me. i would still be there if it wasn't for you

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oh right

it's cool. are you okay?

im fine.

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good.

it's all my fault. im so sorry

i know

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i wasn't thinking straight that night. i should have ran to catch up with you. hoseok was too fast

it's okay

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stop saying it's okay when it's not. i put you through such hard times.

you did

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and what hoseok told you that night about me. im so sorry. i really am. i don't care about how hoseok thinks of me. that shouldn't put me off on my true feelings for you

mhm.

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what do i do.

what?

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for you to forgive me.

no you shouldn't. i ask you to forgive me so many times. im so fucked up. why do you still see me as someone you care about?

jungkook i don't know either. theres just something about you.

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did hoseok hurt you?

we don't need to speak about him, okay?

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so he did.

if he wasn't locked up right now i would kill him

jungkook it's okay..

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what did he do to you?

you shouldn't worry

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yes i should worry, it's my job

what do you mean?

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somin you mean so much to me. i don't think i can ever get enough of you. fuck i just love you so much.

you're constantly on my mind. you don't even know how fucked up i was when you were with hoseok.

jungkook

you shouldn't feel guilty. im away from him and that's all that matters. im safe now, thanks to you. be happy that you saved me. hoseok is the past and you shouldn't worry about him okay? thank you for everything. don't blame yourself jungkook. stop doing that.

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are you sure

im positive

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you're fine?

yes.

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then what did i do to make you leave without even talking to me.

you didn't do anything.

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don't lie, i must have done something

no you didn't.

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that hurt me. that whole night i was looking forward to be able to hold you and speak to you. comfort you.

you went to jimin

i needed to go home

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you could have at least talked to me

a wave would have been okay

i felt like shit jungkook. it's hard to explain. i was used by hoseok and i didn't feel right at the moment. you being there made me uneasy. you don't even know how much i wanted to go up to you and everything but i couldnt.

and jungkook, you shouldn't have let Hoseok's words manipulate you. i love you for who you are. don't look at yourself negatively like that. i like you a lot. i know what hoseok said made you think different. in my eyes, you're perfect for me. not everyone may agree with that but i do.

that was one of the reasons why i couldn't talk to you. i thought you didn't feel the same with me anymore. i was scared you did this just to get hoseok away from you

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my whole idea was to get you away from that hell.

and you did. be happy

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im happy only if you're happy

then im happy

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you need to rest somin

i know i do but it's hard to. everything is still stuck in me and i still feel shock

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you said you were fine. you should always tell me if you're not doing good.

but ill be fine when i sleep and wake up.

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do you think you'll even catch sleep tonight?

..

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i won't leave you until you fall asleep.

how about if you get tired?

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don't worry

let's leave all of the bad stuff aside for now.

what have you been up to while i was gone?

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i figured out how hard it is to get someone off your mind

so no overwatch?

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overwatch

lol funny

the only thing i played was hoseok

that was a good one you can't lie

somin?

idk whether you're ignoring my joke or you fell asleep..

this reminds me of the old times

good night beautiful