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I stood in front of the mirror as I looked at my reflection, trying my best not to throw up in anticipation. I didn't know what was about to come.

I had no idea what Ace had in mind, but I didn't understand why the hell was I looking forward to it. I was scared. Shitless. But at the same time, I wanted whatever he was going to do to me.

I slid out of my coat and washed my face, just pacing in and out of the bathroom thinking what was going to happen.

As I decided to change into Ace's clothes and walked over into his closet, I felt him behind me. He gently wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his chest.

I saw him in the mirror when he put my hair on one side and started kissing my neck, his lips harsh against my skin. He sucked more passionately and turned me around.

He captured my lips and started kissing me roughly. My back was now against the cupboard and he was kissing me with every emotion he could possibly muster.

He placed his hands under my thighs and I wrapped my legs around him as he took me towards the bed. Placing me down, he started unbuttoning my shirt and I lay there panting heavily underneath him, getting more and more insane with each passing second.

"Ace I..." I started.

"What is it?" he asked, stopping and cautiously looking at me with hooded eyes.

"I haven't had...I um..."

"Are you...a virgin?" he said after a few moments of silence as his hands recoiled and he looked at me almost disbelief in his eyes.

"Yes."

"If you're not ready then I won't—

"No don't stop. I just wanted to let you know..." I trailed, embarrassed, and somewhat proud that I had saved myself all this time for the one person who was worth it all.

"Are you sure?" his expressions changed. His eyes were soft and he looked at me with adoration that made me want him even more.

"Yes," the words had just left my mouth and I found his lips on mine again as he pinned my hands above my head and kissed me with a new emotion that I was able to decipher while I kept losing myself deeper and deeper into him.

I had known that I wanted him. But I never knew that I wanted him this badly.

I pulled him down and took his lips in mine as my hands found their way to his pants and I started unbuckling his belt with him groaning inside my mouth.

He placed his hands on either side of my bare stomach and pulled me up into him while I pulled his pants down, both of us trying not to break the kiss.

"You're mine. Only mine," he groaned with his lips against mine as he pulled me out of my pants, leaving me with my undergarments in front of him.

His dark eyes penetrated through my soul and drank each and every inch of my body, as I shivered under his gaze, trying to figure out what was he thinking.

"You're so beautiful," he brought his head down to my chest and whispered against it. "And you're mine."

There it was, a weightless, seamless desire that ignited between us. I was familiar with the firmness of his embrace yet today, there was a newness to our union; like our bodies remembered and did not remember.

"I don't have a co—

"I'm on birth control," I panted, cutting his sentence and he smiled and nodded his head before coming down on me.

When he penetrated into me, we lost control. We were kissing each other and holding each other and rolling on and off each other, slowly then vigorously, like two too solid worlds trying to come into each other. We were moving purposefully, into and against each other.

And just like that, our bodies, our minds, and our souls united as we drove into insanity—together as one.

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We lay in bed, with my head on his chest and him lightly stroking my hair. To say that my world had turned upside down in the last hour was an understatement.

I never could have thought Ace would turn out to be that gentle while being passionate enough. I smiled and snuggled deeper into his chest.

We had finally done it. And suffice to say, it was better than how I had imagined it.

"Are you okay?" he asked, lifting my head to look at him in the eyes.

I couldn't wipe the smile off my face. I knew I looked like a stupid high school girl, but I couldn't help it. My first time turned out to be better than my dreams.

"More than okay," I said with a slight smile on my lips as I leaned down and kissed his neck.

"I hope I wasn't too rough I didn't mean to hur—" he lifted my head up again and I wanted to smack him in that very moment.

"Ace, you were perfect," I said and buried my head in his chest again as I felt him chuckle underneath me.

We lay like that for a while longer before something popped up in my head and I bit my lip in nervousness.

"Um...I'm sorry if I wasn't how you expected it. It was my firs—"

"Are you kidding me?" he said, lifting my head up to meet his eyes again.

"You were fucking incredible, Isabelle. It was the best sex of my life," his eyes shone and there was a satisfied glint of happiness in his expressions that made me smile even wider.

I blushed a dark shade of red and bit my lip as I tried to keep my emotions at bay.

"Hey..." he suddenly said after a moment.

"Yes?"

He sat up straight with his back against the headboard with me on his lap, "I'm sorry about earlier. I just...saw red when I saw you with Daniel. I didn't mean to be so harsh on you."

His voice was soft as he caressed my cheek and I gave him a reassuring smile.

"It's okay. It wasn't right of me to agree to spend time with him after everything..." I trailed and a satisfied smile made its way on his lips.

"Yes. Totally agreed," he nodded his head like a five-year-old and I smacked his chest playfully.

"Oh come on, don't be so cocky now," he chuckled and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him.

"Thank you, baby," he whispered.

"What for?"

"Everything. I love you," he said with such an intensity in his eyes that made me want to kiss him senseless all over again.

"I love you more."

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