I'm seeing stars that was the best fucking head I've ever gotten in my life! God she's fucking perfect! I would've returned the favour happily before Bolts pounded on the door I skipped into Kassi's room feeling like I was walking on clouds "hey sis how you feeling?" I practically sang to her she was lying out on her bed looking up at me "hey what's got you so happy?" She laughed trying to sit up "ah nothing" I shrugged "just happy you're feeling better"

"Something happened with you and Isabella didnt it?" She teased "ah yeah kinda she'll be down in a few I'm sure she'll fill you in" I stuck my tongue out at her "Doc says I should be able to move about tomorrow you know so I dont seize up" she lay back down onto the pillows "hey Joshua!" "Hey sis you doing ok?" Bolts sat at the other side of her bed I glanced around frowning slightly Isabella should have been down by now "hey sweetie how're you feeling?"

"I'm ok dad honest" Dad stood at the end of the bed "dad you seen Izzy?" He swallowed not making eye contact with any of us "she's gone. She said she's sorry it's not safe for us to be around her and she left with that Bear boy. I'm sorry son" I felt like I got punched in the stomach.

Running up to my room I saw her stuff was gone and she left a note on my bed with a trembling hand I picked it up to read it

Kallen, I'm so sorry to do this to you but this was all my fault if I hadn't taken the hit on their president they never would have went after Kassi simply knowing me put you all in danger. Bolts was right I am not normal I have returned to the compound with Bear. Please dont come looking for me Bear can be reasoned with but Beast will kill you on sight losing you like that would break me. I've only known you a short time but you have touched me more than anyone I've ever known you allowed me to feel again and for that I thank you. I wish we could have said a proper goodbye but I will never forget you. You will always be in my heart

Isabella x

Sinking to the floor I read the note again and again my heart shattering into a thousand tiny pieces "hey man you alright?" I looked up at Bolts rage boiling over inside me "this is your fault! She left because of you!" I spat lunging at him before he could even speak I had him pinned to the floor punching him repeatedly "what are you talking about?" He roared wrestling me to the ground we fell out my door into the hall still punching and wrestling each other "she left because of you! You said she wasn't normal! This is your fault you asshole I'll kill you" I head butted him pinning him to the floor my fist meeting his face "hey no one forced her to leave asshole maybe you scared her off with your cuddles" before I could hit him again we were pulled apart.

"ENOUGH" Jackson roared "what is going on?" I stuffed her note into my pocket pointing to my now bloodied and beaten brother struggling in Stone's strong hold "that asshole! Isabella is gone because he announced she wasn't normal" Jackson eyed Bolts "is this true? My daughter is gone because of you?" Bolts eyed me angrily "you didnt see what she did man her and that other dude you didnt see what they did at the warehouse Whippet is having nightmares!"

"I DONT CARE WE'VE ALL DONE MESSED UP SHIT" I roared at him "she left because of you and now I'm going to find her if anyone tries to stop me I will kill them HACKER" I stomped down the hall towards the main offices Hacker followed behind me.

Once inside his office he sat at his desk pulling out his laptop and tablet "I'll try and find her man but I cant promise anything ok?" I sank into the couch pulling out her note "you really care about her huh?"

"Just find her Hacker" I muttered storming out of the office slamming the door behind me.

****

Weeks went by Hacker couldn't find anything it's like they disappeared off of the face of the earth. A couple of days after she left I headed to my cabin locking myself away I couldn't face anyone couldn't focus on my job I barely functioned instead I just drank until I passed out. I was a moody fucker before she came along but she made me smile again feel things I'd never felt for anyone before, my mother always told me you just know when you've found the one. She was it. Isabella was the one there will be no other like her.

Dad had followed me out to the cabin but I ignored him he came out every couple of days to bring food and annoy me. I dont open the door to him just laying on the floor staring at the ceiling after a while he stopped coming then Kassi and Bolts would take turns I shot through the door when Bolts was outside he didnt come back after that.

I was in my usual spot of laying staring at the ceiling waiting for the daily knock on the door "Reaper!" I lifted my head off of the floor to see Hacker peaking through the window his hands cupping his eyes "Reaper open up I got something!" I leapt up off of the floor almost pulling the door off of the wall "what? What did you find?" My voice croaked "jesus Reaper you look like shit holy fuck when's the last time you took a shower?"

"Did you seriously come here just to question my hygiene? WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU FIND?" he took a step back clearly seeing I was unhinged.

"Ok ok calm buddy calm! That Bear guy went out on a job I spotted his bike on a traffic cam upstate so I followed it he disappears on a trail 20 miles from Fran Bay its about a 5 hour ride from here" I swear I almost kissed the guy "come on let's go back to the clubhouse I gotta shower and clean myself up" I locked up the cabin and sprinted to my bike.

Once we got back to the clubhouse I headed straight for my room jumping in the shower, I was getting dressed when Bolts knocked before letting himself in "Hacker said he found her?" I nodded to him silently "you're gonna go get her?" Nodded again "I wanna go with you" I stared at him "No"

"Reaper come on man you cant go alone and I want to help I feel bad about all this" he shuffled nervously stuffing his hands in his pockets.

I pulled a shirt on tucking my jeans into my boots "Reaper?" Spinning around I punched him clean into the jaw "ok I deserved that" he mumbled rubbing his jaw "you feel better?"

"Yeah a bit" I grinned "you think she'll wanna come back?"

He thumped me on the shoulder "yeah man why wouldn't she? You two are crazy about each other everyone could see that come on lets hit the road we got a long ride ahead of us" I followed him out to our bikes.

I'd go to the ends of the earth to bring her home to me.