"Wow," you exhale, taking in the view over Ilsan. "This is so beautiful." For your birthday, Namjoon brought you to a high rise restaurant overlooking the city a whopping 45 floors high.

"I've been wanting to take you here for a while," he grins against your ear, keeping you warm as he hugs you from behind. The restaurant has a gorgeous balcony but it's too cold to eat on in this weather so you've just stepped outside for a few minutes to take in the view. A light layer of snow covers the ground beneath you as more snowflakes sprinkle through the air.

"Thank you, baby," you smile, turning around to gently press your lips against his. "This is the best gift I could ask for."

"Oh this isn't your gift," he laughs, placing another kiss on your lips. "This is just a birthday date."

"You didn't get me a Bentley did you?" you ask in all seriousness with a brow raised. Namjoon has joked about buying you a luxury car a few times, but you told him you're perfectly happy with your little Hyundai Sonata that you hardly ever use.

"I didn't get you a Bentley," he chuckles, unwrapping your body to grab your hand. "Let's go inside to eat."

For today's all-day date, Namjoon first took you to his favorite museum and you spent a few hours walking around as he chatted your ear off about art you'll never understand. He'd asked you a hundred times what you wanted to do for your birthday but it's in January. It's freezing cold outside and there's not much to do, so you asked him to take you to a place that means a lot to him.

You don't care that much for art but you love seeing the sparkle in his eyes as he looks around.

The next stop was a movie theater he rented out entirely on a Saturday. You didn't even ask how much it cost. The two of you cuddled in the luxury reclining theater seats and cried over a sappy romantic comedy, and you're pretty sure Namjoon bawled even more than you did.

The last stop is this fancy ass seafood restaurant he knows you'd love. He's not really a seafood fan but they also have steaks and vegetarian options so he's just fine.

You really want crab legs but you're going to avoid them. Namjoon wouldn't say anything if you ate them but you know it would kill him on the inside.

"I'll take the bluefin tuna with rice," you say to the waitress as she scribbles down your order.

"And I'll have the pork chop," Namjoon smiles at her, making her visibly blush. "And bring a bottle of that Sauvignon Blanc." Namjoon points to the wine bottle on the shelf that reads $6,000.

"Namjoon," you gape. "We don't need that."

"Baby," he glares. "I'll give you a pass since it's your birthday, but that's not my name. Also, this wine is cheap compared to what I usually buy you."

"Wait..." you trail off, looking up to the ceiling as you think. "That bottle of my favorite you always have and buy every other week... how much is it?"

"You don't want to know," he grins, leaning back in his chair. "Just enjoy today and don't worry about the prices."

You pull out your phone and look up Namjoon's net worth.

Kim Namjoon of BTS net worth in 2022:

$20 million

"Jesus," you roll your eyes. He glances down at your screen and smirks.

"Don't worry, I don't spend all my money on wine," he chuckles. "I donate a lot of it. I don't need all that money. But you're the only person besides my parents that I want to splurge on so I'm going to."

Your cheeks flush as you take him in. He has a similar look from when he made his UN speech; slicked back dirty blonde hair and a crisp suit and tie — the only difference is that he has your favorite pair of glasses perched on his nose.

He bought you a glossy black satin dress with a draped front that hangs down from your shoulders with spaghetti straps. The dress only extends mid thigh but the thick and fuzzy white winter coat he's paired with it keeps you nice and toasty. The inside of the restaurant is heated nicely so Namjoon had them take your coats when you sat down.

"So I know you told me we're taking a trip to California next month but what are we going for?" you ask, taking a bite of your breadstick. "Aren't you guys on hiatus?"

"Technically yes, we still have another three months of hiatus," Namjoon says with a nervous look in his eyes. "But I have to go meet with a few artists that we have collabs lined up with."

"Why do you seem anxious about it?" you laugh, taking a sip of your wine. "Isn't that a good thing?"

"It is..." he looks away, biting into his cheek.

"Here are your meals," the cute waitress smiles, setting down your plates. "Do you need anything else?"

"I think we're good," Namjoon says, flashing his dimple smile at her again. "Thank you."

She blushes furiously again and nods, giving you a small smile that seems almost apologetic.

"She's too cute," you giggle, poking your fork into your fish. "Stop smiling like that, you're going to send her into cardiac arrest."

"Am I supposed to be rude?" he scoffs, but a small smile plays on his lips. "You're the only one I care about blushing around me anyways."

"Stop that," you glare, pointing your fork at him. "You can sweet talk me later tonight once this dress comes off."

That comment has him blushing this time before he tilts his head back in a laugh. "Fine," he grins. "I'll save it for later, but I think I'd like to fuck you with the dress still on."

You roll your eyes to hide your blush and dig into your dish.

The two of you chat casually over your delicious dinner, laughing and enjoying each other's presence. The staff brought out a small cupcake with a candle as a birthday gift. Luckily they didn't sing to you or you would've died from embarrassment.

"Are you on a diet right now?" you ask him, cutting the cupcake in half. "Actually, I don't care if you are. It's my birthday and you're going to eat half of this."

"Deal," he chuckles. "My diet doesn't start for another two weeks."

"Oh yeah, we got sidetracked," you say, taking a bite of the vanilla cupcake. "Why do you seem nervous about going to LA? Are you afraid you're going to run into your girlfriend Bella?"

He glares at you with his tongue pressed against his cheek which doesn't intimidate you, it just turns you on.

God, I love making him angry.

"No," he rolls his eyes, choosing not to get mad since it's your birthday. "I'm nervous because of why I have to go."

"Why do you have to go?"

His eyes bore into yours as he purses his lips together.

"Joon," you say sternly, sitting up a little straighter. "You're making me nervous. Just tell me."

"We have a world tour being announced in May."

You blink at him with the cupcake stuffed into your face like a chipmunk. "A what?"

"We're going on tour and it'll take a year at minimum."

Your stomach drops and you look down at your plate. You knew they'd have to go on tour eventually, but you chose not to think much about it. Sure you could fly to see him some but you two would be doing long distance for that whole year. Not to mention how little he'd be able to talk to you.

You're glad he waited until after dinner to tell you because you wouldn't have been able to stomach anything. You force the bite in your mouth down and push your plate away.

"I think it's great you get to tour again," you smile softly up at him. "I know that's what you love to do."

Of course you're devastated but you also know this is what he was born to do. It's what he loves to do. And you're not about to hold him back or make him feel bad for it.

His eyes are glued to your face, trying to search for any sign of how you're actually feeling.

You glance down to your lap, trying to swallow the lump in your throat.

We still have him for another three months, it's okay. Breathe.

"[Y/N]," he says softly, holding his hand out on the table. You slowly reach out to grab it but keep your eyes down. You don't want to cry.

"Come with me."

Your watery eyes snap up to his and your heart squeezes when you see his anxious gaze.

"I know traveling all over is a lot of work," he frowns, looking down at your hand in his. "It can be really stressful, and there will be times we'll have to pretend we're just coworkers."

A single tear falls down your cheek as he babbles about how difficult it would be for you to follow him around the globe. He's so nervous about you becoming bitter like Hae-Ran. It's not that he thinks you'd ever do anything to hurt him like she did, but he's so scared of doing anything to upset you. Scared of doing anything that could even potentially break you two up. But he also knows he can't be apart from you for that long.

"And I know it might suck not sleeping in our own bed," he continues, "and maybe you'll get tired of-"

"Of course I'll go," you cut off his anxious babbling. "I'll go anywhere with you."

This time it's his watery eyes that snap up to meet yours.

"My home is wherever you are," you smile, squeezing his hand. "It doesn't matter the type of work or if it's a different bed, as long as you're there that's where I want to be."

He has to break your gaze and look away to blink back his tears. After taking a few shaky deep breaths his shoulders relax and his eyes meet yours again.

"Are you sure?" he asks. "You can take some time to think about it."

"I'm already sure," you laugh. "I don't know if Mr. Lim will like it though."

"Mr. Lim is already working on hiring an entirely new team," Namjoon smirks.

"An entirely new team?" you ask in confusion.

"Nanami, Boram, and Jeffrey have already agreed to come too."

Your jaw almost comes unhinged. "What? All of them?"

"Yep," he chuckles, releasing your hand to sit back in his chair. "Jimin definitely isn't going anywhere without Nanami after what happened. Jungkook's only been dating Boram for two months and he's already jokingly mentioning engagement rings. And Taehyung threw a fit saying he wanted to bring someone since the other maknaes get to bring someone."

You blink at him in disbelief. He laughs and takes another bite of his cupcake, giving you time to process everything.

A huge wave of relief crashes over your body and you slump back into your seat. "Good god," you say shakily, tears brimming in your eyes. "I really thought I'd have to go a year of long distance with you and that scared the hell out of me."

"You and me both," he smiles softly, setting his fork down. "I know you're nothing like her..." Namjoon doesn't even use Hae-Ran's name anymore, "...but I need you to tell me if it becomes too much for you. Please communicate with me if you start having a hard time, okay?"

You can see the nervousness and anxiety in his eyes. It was pure hell for him the last time he took a romantic partner on tour but he wants to put all his faith in your relationship.

"I will, Joon," you grin with tears still in your eyes. "I promise to talk with you about everything."

"I love you, [Y/N]," he smiles, taking your hand in his again.

"I love you too," you say warmly. "Now this is the best birthday gift I could've asked for."

"Ah, there's one more gift," he smiles shyly. "You told me I couldn't get you a Bentley."

You nod and lift a brow as his eyes nervously avoid your gaze.

"So I got you a Ferrari."

"Why are we going to a hotel?" you giggle. "Your parents' place is only ten minutes from here."

"I said I wanted to fuck you with that dress still on."

"Your mom clearly doesn't care if we have sex in her house," you laugh as he drags you behind him.

"She doesn't, and neither do I," he smirks. "But you will and I don't want you holding back your moans."

Your face flushes as he pulls you through the lobby.

"Joon, don't we need to cover your face?" you ask nervously, looking around at all the stares from everyone around you.

"No," he smiles smugly as he presses the elevator button. "Every guest here is under a non-disclosure, that's the type of hotel this is."

"Ah," you nod, stepping into the shaft with him. Your jaw slacks as he presses the button for the 37th floor. "Do we stay in a penthouse every time?"

"Of course we do," he laughs, grabbing your chin to press his lips against yours. "Only the best for my baby."

Your cheeks flush again, remembering it was just nine months ago when Namjoon was refusing to admit his feelings and telling you you're just an employee to him.

"Come on," he laughs, dragging you out of the elevator like he knows what you're thinking.

As soon as you're through that hotel room door his lips are crashing against yours, swallowing you into his embrace. As usual, that familiar electricity shoots through you as he slips his tongue between your lips, making you shiver as his hands run down your back.

You start to slip your spaghetti strap off when he grabs your wrist.

"I told you," he glares lustfully into your eyes. "The dress stays on. The heels too."

You tremble in excitement as Namjoon proceeds to maul you like a hungry lion, making you moan and scream out his name over and over again. Tonight he's rough and passionate, fucking you good and raw, just the way you wanted him to.

"Fuck," you both moan as you climax at the same time. He releases your shaky legs and slips out of you, finally letting you take off the dress so you can shower and clean up.

You return back to a freshly fucked boyfriend with a big grin on his face as he waits for you to crawl in bed next to him. After slipping on his white button down, you jump onto the mattress and nestle yourself into his side.

"I love you, baby," he smiles, placing a gentle kiss against your temple. "Thanks for being the one to save me that day. I'm so glad I asked you to sleep with me."

"Me too," you giggle, wrapping your arms around his waist.

"Happy birthday," he says softly as his eyes start to get droopy.

"Sleep," you chuckle, pressing your lips to his cheek as you feel the fatigue come over you as well.

"Goodnight, baby."

"Goodnight, Joon."

The End :)

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