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"Calm down." Jaxon said as I held his hand in both of mine, "It's no reason for you to be nervous."

"That's easy for you to say. You've been to one before."

I wasn't exactly nervous about the party, just how to act around everyone. Jaxon told me I didn't have to call the Dominants at the party Sir or Ma'am since I wasn't technically a submissive.

But the way he explained it, they all knew each other, were close, and I was an outsider. Hopefully they'll be other plus-one's that no one knows.

We pulled into the drive-way and he turned to look at me, "You're just observing really. We can leave if you don't like it."

I laughed, "I'm sure I'll like it. It's more of the fact that they don't know me."

"You're not the first stranger to come to a party Kyser." He pulled his hand out of mine to rest it on my thigh, "You'll be fine."

Getting out, he came around and opened my door helping me out before pinning me against the car, "I'm nervous."

My eyes widened in surprise. How did he just get done telling me there wasn't a reason for me to be nervous, only to tell me that he was?

"You just said there wasn't a reason to be."

"No." He corrected, "I said there wasn't a reason for you to be nervous."

"So why are you nervous?"

He paused as people walked past us quietly, the woman being lead by a leash attached to a collar, that was held by the man she was with.

Alrighty then.

Jaxon watched my face as I watched them, my eyes eventually returning to him.

"That's why I'm nervous. The look you just had right then."

"Were we looking at the same thing!?" I whisper shouted, "Who wouldn't look at them like that?"

Whatever makes you happy, do it, but damn.

"It's normal Kyser. You'll be seeing a lot of that tonight and it worries me that you'll believe that's what's waiting for you and you'll leave."

HIs voice dropped to barely above a whisper, "I don't want you to leave."

The petty side of me wondered how he didn't want to be in a relationship with me but also didn't want me to leave.

The rational side understood that he was being sensible by not rushing into a relationship.

"Jaxon I moved out, remember?" I asked while touching his face, "I don't have anywhere else to go."

He laughed and kissed my forehead, "Let's go."

I walked slightly behind him, wishing I had a drink or something to calm me down.

Once we entered the home, that was more so a mansion, I allowed my eyes to wander around the room, taking note of the people who were talking as if there weren't naked men and women walking around.

My eyes zeroed in on a woman kneeling on the floor next to her Dominant though there was more than enough room next to him for her to sit on the couch.

I stepped closer to Jaxon, "Why is she on the floor?" I murmured.

His voice was just as low when he responded, "Because that's where He wants her."

At least the floor was clean.

"Jaxon!" Came a voice from a black man who walked towards us, "I'm glad you made it."

"I always make it." He laughed while stepping forward to shake his hand. "Thank you for the invite."

So he was the host.

"Do I even need to invite you anymore? You're always here."

They continued to talk while I looked at the woman who stood behind him. She wasn't naked but she might as well have been as the lingerie she wore barely covered anything, yet she still looked elegant.

This is beyond me.

Her eyes remained trained on the floor, until Jaxon spoke to her, "Hello Raina."

"Hello Sir."

I was too busy watching their interaction to notice that the man whose name I didn't know was staring at me.

"Hello..." He trailed off waiting for me to tell him my name.

I looked at Jaxon who nodded slightly, and reached my hand out to shake his, "Kyser."

The man smiled at my gesture and stepped closer to us, "Have you not been teaching her?" He asked Jaxon.

Who the hell-

"We're still learning." He replied a smirk.

"So this is a demonstration then?"

That prospect seemed to make him happy, his face lighting up for a reason that was unknown to me.

"A demonstration would imply she'd be partaking in a scene." He paused and gave his friend a look, "Which she won't."

He laughed, "One can hope, right?"

"We're much more interested in watching you."

"I'll make sure to put on a good show for our guest then."

With that, they turned and left, going to mingle with other party guests.

Jaxon's lips were at my ear then, "You don't initiate a handshake with Dominants unless you've been told to."

All of these rules. Why can't we just wave and that's it?

Instead of saying that, I nodded and followed behind him, trying to pay attention to as much as possible.

Everything was so overwhelming, from the people with gas masks on, to the woman who had nipple clamps dangling as if she didn't feel them.

I was trying not to stare too hard but I ended up making eye contact with one of the Dommes who had her submissive on a leash like I'd seen earlier.

My eyes quickly moved away from her but not before she stood up and made her way over.

"Jaxon." She greeted with familiarity, "You brought a friend."

"I did." He replied nonchalantly.

"A very... nice friend." She said as her eyes lingered on my legs.

My self-confidence just went through the roof.

"Isn't she?" Jaxon asked while tilting my head up to look at him.

"Will she be playing tonight?"

His eyes stayed on mine as his thumb ran across my bottom lip, "No."

"Pity."

His friend from earlier walked by us then, announcing that he was going downstairs to begin.

Excitement flowed through me.

I was about to watch my first scene.

Before we followed the crowd downstairs, Jaxon pulled me in the bathroom, "You're still okay?"

"Yessss." I replied, dragging the 's', "Take me to the fun stuff."

Opening the door back, we walked to where a crowd had already gathered around the host who had restrained Raina to some sort of table.

😅

She was completely naked now, spread eagle and waiting for him.

It was intriguing.

I paid more attention to her than him, captivated by how graceful she looked with her arms restrained, her dark skin glistening with sweat.

It was all-consuming.

The way she was willing to submit to him, offer him her body to use however he wanted because she trusted that he would put her needs above his own.

It was beautiful.

I felt Jaxon watching me but my eyes were stuck on the display in front of me.

He ran his hands over her body, lightly pinching and tapping her skin occasionally.

"Warmup." Jaxon told me before I could ask.

I soon saw why she needed to be warmed up when he reached for a flogger, much like the one Jaxon had, and began striking her skin with it.

That looks painful, I thought.

The leather landed with a resounding slap each time his hand came back.

Raina was moaning through the gag either in pleasure or pain, I couldn't tell which.

The scene continued for a little longer, more people filling in to watch it play out.

I listened to her words, the way she responded to him when he asked her questions.

He currently had a vibrator pressed against her clit while she tried to not moan, per his instruction.

"Does my slave want me to fuck her?" He asked as he changed the setting to a higher speed.

"If it pleases you Master." Raina replied through clenched teeth.

I would've just said yes. Maybe this won't work out.

He unzipped the front of his pants, letting his dick fall out, "Doesn't it always?" He asked before putting the tip near her entrance.

I really didn't care to see them have sex since I knew what that was like and I was already aroused.

Looking up at Jaxon, I nodded my head towards the door, asking if we could leave.

Once outside, he looked at me questioningly, "Too much?"

"Can we leave? I wanna have sex."

He smiled, "Sure."

As we were walking out, I saw a couple having sex by the window. The type of carefree happiness I strive to have.

"Or." I began, stopping him from walking, "We can have sex here."

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author's note: i was not ab to photoshop that woman's skin 😂

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