"Now this is a party." Harry smirks.

And he was right. I've never seen a party like this before it was ridiculous. Flashing lights filled the huge mansion where dancing bodies where jumping up and down and dancing in every form and shape that was possible. Screaming at the top of their lungs to the song everyone with drinks in their hand. Confetti somehow fell from the roof in an endless rain and I think my heart started to race ( I wasn't quite sure the music was blasting so loud).

I see Ryan's mouth move smiling big holding her boyfriend's hand and I move closer to her to hear her. She leaned in and even screaming it was hard to hear her, but I think she said, "Let loose! Just have fun!" She walked off with Trip and my jaw dropped along with my heart into my stomach. She's leaving me again!

I looked around to see more people coming into the all ready crowded mansion and I gulp.

I knew this was a bad idea.

Suddenly someone from behind me takes my hand and i jump turning to see, "Ben?" He leans in pointing to his ear mouthing that he couldn't hear me. I lean into his ear and blush at the closeness, "What are you doing here?" we switch places and he speaks into my ear. "Don't worry I'm not here to make things harder. I just want to be friends." He smiles and I smile back glad for his understanding nature.

He leans over again and squeezes my hand, "Dance with me?" he smiles and I bite my lip and look around. I spot Trip and Ryan mixed in the crowd downstairs jumping up and down like maniacs screaming the lyrcs of the song. Bain is no where to be seen.... I feel stupid for thinking he would be here with me.

"Let's dance." I replied in Ben's ear and he grins leading me down the stairs to the crowd of dancing bodies. The smell of cologne, perfume, sweat, and alcohol hit me all at once and my senses spike from the intensity of it all.

Suddenly Ben stops and takes my hands bringing us closer and at first I'm incredibly awkward. I'm not a party person in the first place and also with Ben?

But then I spotted Bain.

Standing swap-gum-make-out- close with a girl in a tight very short black dress. His face was straight blank and he didn't kiss her or touch her in any way, but he didn't back away from her when she wrapped her arms around his neck.

Then he looked up at the dance floor and met eyes with me. I snapped my gaze away and looked at Ben. I gulped and closed my eyes taking a deep breathe.

I deserve to forget about him. To have some fun.

Suddenly I was feeling it. The music and I was dancing and jumping with the crowd and I put my hands on Ben's shoulder hanging onto him as the crowd got tighter and the music got faster. I sang, clapped, danced, and moved my body in ways i didn't know I could. I laughed and just let Ben and the music control me. Suddenly the crowd was alive and aware of each other so we all got into two long lines and people on the end danced down the aisle between people. The strobe lights bathing all of us in all colors of the rainbow. Somehow a drink showed up in my hand, and usually I would care and worry how and what was in the cup, but before i knew it I had already swallowed the sour drink and threw the drink behind me.

The atmosphere of the party seemed just to get more and more hype by the second to the point there were times I thought we would blow the roof off this place. The room got hotter and my vision got blurrier, but I didn't care. I kept on dancing and moving around and when I opened my eyes there were a blur of dancing bodies around me.

"Ben?" I slurred and squint my eyes to look for him, but couldn't find him. Hell, i couldn't recognize any face here or body in this party i can't even see my hands.

Suddenly I felt light headed turning in circles trying to find Ben and I stumbled between bodies trying to find my way out of the crowd. I turned every way and passed every body, but couldn't find my way out. My mind was fuzzy and i couldn't gain control of my legs. Suddenly I couldn't go any farther and dropped to the ground the music getting quieter and quieter until I faded with it into darkness.

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"Ugh, " I moaned and grabbed my head. Except when I went to grab my head I couldn't move my arms. "What the?" I opened my eyes a little already painful to do even if the room was almost pitch black. I saw my hands were tied with something, a tie? to a chair and gasped trying to move. My heart woke up and started to race the realization hitting me like a ton of bricks.

Wild party.

Ben.

Dancing.

Mystery drink.

"Shit!" I said disappointed - no - furious with myself. How could I have been so stupid, reckless, and careless?

Okay, okay, breathe Ash. Think. Where are we?

I opened my eyes again and looked around pleading with my vision to focus. Everything is still a little hazy and my body feels like it's still asleep. Looking around attempting to see in the dark I finally realize I'm in a room.

Holy cow balls i'm still at the party!

I can hear the sound of the music pounding against the walls now, but not so loud anymore since the room and the closed door is blocking off most of the noise. I open my mouth to yell for help, but end up making some gargling raspy noise that made my throat feel like i was swallowing knife blades.

Jesus what did I drink?

Suddenly the door opened and I shut my eyes tight from the pain of lights pouring into the room. "Aw look boys our little princess is awake."

My heart speeds when I open my eyes and see three guys i don't recognize, tall muscular college looking guys and I swallow hard in fear.

The one with black hair and cold grey eyes smirks menacingly and shuts the door as the other two came into the room. They turned on the light and the one with blond spiky hair starts to untie my wrists.

Terrifyingly, the one with black hair starts to unbutton his shirt and pants.

"Yo Jacob what the hell are you doing?" The third boy with black hair as well. I sigh in relief until, "I said I wanted to go first this time."

"No I told you, I always go first. Bain had his rounds with her," The black haired guy or er, Jacob smirked at me and my heart dropped to my stomach for the second time today. "Now its my turn." He walks towards me taking off his shirt and pushes me back onto a bed that was in the room. I whimper tears rolling down my cheeks as he kisses down my neck. My body is paralyzed I can't move. They must have given me that drink, they must have slipped something in it.

I already feel worthless. I feel like dirt and like the scum of the earth when he starts to unzip my dress and kiss my shoulders to my chest. "Go wait outside. I want her to myself." Jacob says continuing to touch me and grope me in places I will burn later to make sure I get his dirty hand print off later.

The boys walk outside and Jacob groans making me sick to my stomach. I want to kick him with the sun don't shin and hit him the head hard with a frying pan Rapunzel style. I close my eyes and will for god to make me pass out again, so i don't have to be awake when i get raped. I let out a sob and Jacob shushes me like a baby and bites my lip making me want to vomit. "Shh baby girl your going to love it, I promise."

I sob again and the door slams open hitting the far wall hard. Bain storms in his eyes so dark green they're black. He breathes heavy with anger. His shoulders lifting and lowering with every furious breath glaring death at the half naked boy on top of me.

"Hey man! What the fu-," before he could even finish the sentence Bain slammed him into the wall bashing his head against it and punched him so hard he bled furiously through his mouth and nose.

"DON'T YOU EVER, EVER FUCKING TOUCH HER AGAIN! DO YOU HEAR ME YOU SICK SON OF A BITCH? NEVER. TOUCH. HER. AGAIN." He punches Jacob again and I flinch. "And you can spread the word to your friends passed out outside." He throws Jacob out into the hall and he slams the door closed and leans against the wall breathing hard.

"I'm going to go find, Ryan." He says so low and small it makes my eyes tear up. "She's going to help you get dressed."

He sighs, "Just please, please tell me that he didn't..." He couldn't say it. He couldn't finish the sentence.

I gulped and choked out, "No."

He sighs and leaves the room off to look for Ryan.