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Since when am I so fucking bold?

It seems like the second his fingers touch my skin I forget about the whole, one time only thing I told myself before as I lean up helping him slip his hand into my shorts.

I let out a shaky exhale when I felt him push two fingers against my underwear. I knew I should have worn a matching set...But I guess the white and pink match, a bit.

He groans and leans down to whisper something in my ear, "you're fucking drenched" he murmurs as my hand slides up his torso to rest on his hard abs, slowly running my fingers along all the new tattoos he's gotten.

Be bold

But I don't-BE BOLD

"For you" I whisper, my eyes widening at my own words that I did not plan on saying. That was consy, someone had to do it.

His hand pulls out of my shorts and an unwanted whimper leaves my lips, I feel two hands on my hips before I'm being lifted up and my ass hits a cold counter.

Before I could say anything I feel his lips come crashing onto my neck with a grunt, my hands find the counter under me and my head falls back as my eyes slam shut when he sucks hard on that one sweet spot.

"And only me" his hands slide down my thighs before making their way back up, his touch sending fire down my body and skin as his tongue darts out while he sucks on my neck.

I bite down on my bottom lip containing the moans begging to leave my lips, "or else?" I challenge ignoring how my body betrays me and wetness floods my underwear once his teeth graze my skin.

"I'll fucking kill them" he answers without hesitation and I let a scoff leave my lips, "then, I'll fuck you, and this time I won't go easy" he grits, his hand slipping inside my shorts.

He was going soft then? What the fuck, there is no way he was going easy on me three years because fuck-I still remember how my legs ached, how I screamed his name. If that was going easy, I wonder what is him going hard.

I only get wetter thinking about it, his hand rests on my lower stomach as he says "can I touch you?"

I blush at how fast I nod, "words baby, say it" he presses as he kisses along my jaw. My mouth tilts open a bit and my eyebrows furrow as he kisses around my sweet spot "yes, please" I fucking whine.

He doesn't waste a second before his hand is slipping inside my underwear and his finger slides down my wet slit, my hands find his shoulders and he tenses for a second before pulling me to the edge of the counter.

Thanking god when he lets me touch him-don't bring god into this.

It seems like a wave of possessiveness flashes through him when the heel of his palm presses against my clit and his middle finger teases my entrance. "Mine" he whispers, his erection pressed against my inner thigh.

"Nope" I taunt him, with a small smile on my lips when he grinds the end of his palm against my clit. He's so easy to taunt it's funny.

"Don't make me spank that ass till it's blood red" he warns, the tip of his finger pushing into me and I groan trying to angle my hips up but he holds me down.

"Threatening me with a good time?" I ask, my moan echoing through his bathroom when his finger thrusts into me, his thumb pressing and applying pressure to my clit which is throbbing with need and greed.

"Want me to put that smart mouth to a good use?" he snaps, his free hand fisting my hair tightly forcing me to look at him, a moan of pain leaves my lips as my eyes meet his lust filled blue eyes.

My hands slide down his torso slowly, his eyes warning me as a smirk threatens my lips. His grip on my hair only tightens making me clench on his finger knuckles deep in me, "you couldn't handle it even if you tried, amant"

[lover]

If he wants to use nicknames we used before, then be my fucking guest.

The nickname I used to call him when I was teasing him or when he was pounding into me makes his eyes snap to me before his jaw locks and his fingers pull out before I feel two fingers slam into me.

"Mierda" my eyes slam shut with a loud moan, well I guess he might just put the dumb mouth you have to a good use.

I hope he does...

His hands grab the shirt I wear before he yanks it off with one hand, the same hand sliding to my back before he unhooked my bra with one hand, allowing it to fall off my shoulders.

Next is my shorts, I lift my hips a bit helping him pull both my bottoms off.

I pull the flimsy pink lace off before I feel his hand wrap around my neck, groaning when I feel the loss of his fingers inside me, my eyes open.

My breath hitches when I watch him bring his two fingers into his mouth, moaning at the taste of me before my hands grab the waistband of his sweats.

He takes a step back from me, "get on your knees, now" he demands and I smirk complying as I hop off the counter gladly.

His eyes narrow when he sees my smirk as I slowly sink down to my knees, my hands pulling down his sweatpants as I go and I lick my lips in anticipation when I see his hard erection in front of me.

He steps out of the grey sweatpants before his hand slowly finds my hair, I let out a shaky breath when he pulls my hair forcing my chin up to look up at him.

"Now open that smart mouth" he murmurs and I slowly part my lips for him, he tightly fists my hair and my moan is muffled when he thrusts into my mouth, my eyes rolling to the back of my head when a small sound of protest leaves my lips.

He's too big, my jaw is as stretched as it goes and I try breathing through my nose to adjust to him in my mouth for the first time. I open my eyes to see his head tilted back when my lips wrap around him.

He slowly starts pushing my head back and forth, pumping himself in and out of my lips. He groans when I slightly suck.

"The best use to that mouth" he murmurs before groaning, his words making me wetter as I such him harder, take him as deep I can without gagging. I have a gag reflex but it's a bit harder to trigger.

With each suck I take him further and further letting his tip slam against the back of my throat and I pull away a bit quickly before I could gag.

The taste of his pre-cum against my tongue makes me moan, my moan vibrating around him and I hear curses in Spanish leave his lips.

His hand on me is losing grip when he has to lean forward and grab the counter in front of us. I suck harder licking the underside of the head with the one motive of making him lose the control he craves.

My hand comes up to pump the front where I can't fit in my mouth and I hum in approval when I hear a whimper leave his lips, just like I like it.

I look up at him through my lashes to see his two hands placed firmly on the counter and his head leaning between his shoulders, his eyes slammed shut tightly.

His adam's apple bobbing up and down with a harsh swallow and inhale of air, my tongue swirling around his wet tip and his eyes finding mine when they snap open.

I only give him an arrogant wink showing him I have just as much control over his body as he has over mine.

"Touch yourself" he demands, his hand latching into my hair pushing my head down further.

The erotic sounds that leave his lips make it feel like I'm fucking dripping, my hand slides down my body and I let out a small moan when my own finger slides down my wet pussy.

I slowly push one of my fingers imagining it's one of his, using my thumb to rub my clit like he does as my finger starts pumping in and out of me slowly.

If it's even possible he gets even harder then he was before and his hand in my hair forces me to go faster, as if me finger fucking myself is turning him on too.

The sinful sounds of his groans and moans and my wetness is all you can hear in the bathroom as I pull back giving the head of his dick more attention.

The taste of him hits me hard making me clench around my fingers, sucking hard at the tip causing a tortured quiet moan to leave his lips.

But we both freeze when his phone that lays on the counter starts ringing it, "ignore it" he whispers and I look up at him as my hand slides up his torso.

Ignoring it as he said but I groan around him when it rings again, I push him out of my mouth wincing a bit from the pain in my jaw, "just pick up" I glare stopping my hand.

He glares back and I give an innocent look, "I won't do anything" I assure him and he gives me a look as he cautiously picks up the phone call from Ares.

"What" he snaps and I roll my eyes, running my thumb against my bottom lip.

Biting my lip as I thrust my fingers into me, I give him a smirk before leaning forward and using my free hand to palm the base of his hard erection.

His eyes snap to mine as he glares hard at me, I ignore his glare and warning looks before placing a small kiss on the side of his dick.

Running my tongue along the underside as I take him into my mouth slowly, my jaw sore from being stretched that much yet again as I hear Ares talk through the phone.

"Can I call you back?" Seb's grits out calmly as he grabs my hair in a tight fist and forces me to take him deeper into my mouth, my fingers pull out of me and I play with my clit remembering how he does.

"For fucks sake, kill him, I don't care right now" he snaps the second I suck hard.

"I'm busy" is all he says and I roll my eyes, only for them to roll to the back of my head when he forces himself deeper allowing his tip to hit the back of my throat.

His jaw clenches, all his muscles are tense as his eyes flutter shut and he tries not making any sound. "Ares" he closes his mouth quickly when my lips wrap tighter around his erection.

Oh how I love seeing him so tortured.

He doesn't speak as I pump what I can't reach with my mouth quickly, "I'll call you later" he says, out of breath before hanging up and glaring at me.

He goes to say something but when I pull my fingers out of me and bring my hand up he grabs my wrist bringing my fingers into his mouth and feeling his teeth graze my skin makes me suck him harder.

I said damn bitch

My eyes flutter shut when I he fists my hair tighter, "if you don't stop I'm going to fucking cum" he grits out and my hand slides up his body, feeling his muscles tense under my touch.

Maybe it was my moan, but I don't even think of pulling away-instead I take him deeper and suck harder, swirling my tongue around his tip and that's when I feel his cum shoot down my throat.

He lets out a shaky dark moan as he pulls away from me and I sink down so my ass is pressing against the heels of my feet as I swallow, the rest I couldn't swallow slides down my bare tits.

I take a deep breath, both of us breathless as he leans down and helps me stand due to my shaky legs.

His hands rest on my hips, "shower?" is all he asks and I smile, closing my eyes and leaning my head back with a nod.

He hums and I feel him step away as the sound of the shower starting fills my ears, I hear the door's lock clank shut.

"Come here" he mutters, opening the glass door of the shower and we both step in.

My eyes roll when the water is only warm, I lean forward and turn it to be hotter. He groans and steps behind me, "crazy" he says when the water hits him and I scoff.

"Stop being a baby" I turn around as the water hits my tits, washing everything away and his arms slowly wrap around my waist.

His dick is already hard and pressing against my ass, "seriously?" I ask and he turns me as his hands grip my ass.

"I'm a guy, there is a naked woman in my shower. What did you expect?" he rolls his eyes, stepping back a bit and hisses under his breath when the hot water touches him.

I sigh when the water wets my hair and my arms wrap around his shoulders, he grabs his shampoo and pours some onto his hand.

My eyebrows furrow when I remember Ares called, "what did assface want?" I ask, we all call him that behind his back ever since the whole Molly situation and Ivy started calling him names.

"Needed me to get answers from someone" he answers and I smile when his hands carefully slide into my hair, rubbing the shampoo on my head.

"From?" I might be pushing it with the questions, but then I also remember this is probably the closest we've been both physically and emotionally in a while. I mean considering we're taking a shower together and he's giving me a head massage.

"No idea, but I think it's someone who attacked the house a couple weeks ago" he says, his hands massaging my head and my eyes fluttering shut with a hum, woah that feels good.

My hands slide down his torso and then back up, "do you guys have a clue about who did it?" I ask lightly, as the smell of coconuts and shea butter fill the bathroom.

When he takes another step forward forcing me to take one back he forces the water to start hitting my hair, washing the soap out slowly. "We don't know for sure"

Feeling his hands run through my hair makes my body relax, my eyes open and I see him concentrated on washing my hair, just like before his tongue poking out against the corner of his lips when he is concentrating on doing something.

Our bodies are pressed together and his warmth radiates off to me, "but I really think that Regina's family is in on it" he mutters, snapping me out of my sappy and smiley thoughts.

"What? Why? I thought you all had an alliance with them" I ask confused and he sighs, his eyes finally meet mine.

"We do, but when Regina wants something she's used to getting it. Her parents know if anything happens to the American mafia, that I will end the alliance with them too along with Dominico, so they wouldn't take the risk" he starts explaining and my jaw clenches.

'When she wants something she's used to getting it' his words echo through my head as he explains.

"But that doesn't mean that her parents won't try getting her what she wants" he says lightly, his hands being gentle with me as he speaks.

"She wants you, doesn't she?" I interrupt him and he stops talking before nodding, this time the wave of possessiveness washes through me and I take a step closer to him, circling my arms around his torso.

He sighs, "and she knows I only have eyes for one person" he adds, I pull him closer, if he doesn't say my name I am going to jump off the CN tower and kill myself.

"Do you really think they were targeting Ivy?" His question catches me off guard and I don't even get to speak when his hands slide to my cheeks, forcing me to look at him.

"That spoiled bitch knows who else was in that car, she knew the only person I'd ever have feelings for was also in the car" he says and I open my mouth to speak but nothing seems to come out.

"Ares and Dominico are trying to find proof that it was them, but we all know no one else would dare step close to you or Ivy" he whispers, his thumb pushing my curtain bangs away from my face.

"The whole mafia world knows, Abby Ximena Madden is where I draw my limit"

Fuck, his words make my heart swell, he didn't lose feelings-oh thank god.

"But-" he hushes me when he leans down and places a small kiss on the corner of my lips, "-I killed the whole Korean mafia when they said they'd hurt you" he mumbles against my skin and my eyes flutter shut.

That should not make me want to kiss him...

"You're crazy" I breathe out, his lips curve against my skin and it's not a smirk. It's fucking smile, "for you mi vida" he says only to place another kiss on my temple.

I let out a soft chuckle when my eyes get glossy, "me or my boobs?" I ask sarcastically and he pulls away with his old grin on his lips, this is the Seb I remember falling for.

"I have to choose?" he gasps and I weakly punch his chest, "asshole" I mumble going up on my toes to wrap my arms around his neck, his arms snake around my waist.

I feel a soft kiss being pressed to my jaw, "Can you let me make this right?" he asks quietly, running his hands up and down my lower back when I feel a tear slip down my cheek.

Nuzzling my face into the crook of his neck, "I should have never left, I should have talked to you, I'm so fucking sorry hermosa." he admits

"I should have never said it was a mistake" I also admit and he chuckles, "yeah, kinda broke my heart" he murmurs.

"Are we really going to have this talk in the shower?" I ask

He shrugs, "want to grab a coffee later?" he asks, pulling back a bit and the smile doesn't think of leaving his lips.

His contagious smile makes me smile as I nod, his eyes fall to my cheeks and his smile widens "pretty dimples" he leans forward and kisses each dimple I hate on my cheeks.

"Now what?" I ask, we're still in the shower.

He looks at me with an unimpressed look, "I didn't massage your head for you not to do mine". He grabs the shampoo and hands it to me before I roll my eyes but my smile seems like it's stuck on my lips.

I turn us so he's under the water and glare at him when he goes to turn it colder, he sighs, grabbing my hips and pulling me closer. I start pouring the shampoo onto my hand.

"Watch it" I warn when his hand trails down to my upper thigh, he flashes me a cocky look before his hand is between my legs.

Amusement flashing in his eyes, I suck in a sharp breath when his finger swirls up my wetness to my clit and he rubs his thumb. "Hair massage, Ximena" he reminds me and I hum, a small moan leaving my lips.

My hands latch into his hair as he pushes a finger into me, I glare at him and he shrugs but I can't help but lean up for him to keep going.

I mean...Go for it