~Kenzie~

I burrowed myself into the bed that feels like a cloud.

Wait a minute!! I don't have a bed.

I opened my eyes and everywhere was blurry. I blinked rapidly to get rid of the blurriness. I looked around and froze at what I saw. I was in a room. A big room. It was black in color. I looked at the bed I was lying on and it was a king sized bed covered with a black duvet. This room looks very beautiful and expensive. What am I doing here?.

I'm not meant to be here. I look around to see if anyone was here and no one was. Not even BFG. I need to find him to know if he's okay. My parents told me that he is but I need to see it with my own eyes.

I was about to sit up and get out of here when someone barged into the room. He was huge, like he was very huge.

Madison started jumping and was shouting over and over again.

I have a mate?

Luna and Amber has always told me that I can never have a mate and I believed them.

Who would want to mate a murderer?

I think He was the one that spoke to me when I was sleeping. He was the one with that beautiful voice. From the pheromones that he was oozing I knew that he was an Alpha.

Alpha's are mean.

They don't like omegas like me.

Madison's excitement and the fact that i just figured out that an Alpha is my mate is making me dizzy. I held my head and stayed frigid to know if the dizziness will ease up a bit or even stop.

When I felt okay to move again I felt someone holding my head and asking if I was alright. I froze when I looked up. The Alpha was holding me. In the cause of trying to stop the dizziness, I didn't notice the Alpha coming closer to me or even holding my head.

I quickly removed his hands from my face and ran to a corner in the room. If I'm far away he won't hurt me.

I stood in the corner cowering in fear and muttering 'Sorry' over and over again. Maybe he will see that I didn't mean to be dizzy and make him worry about me.

My heart started beating fast and my head started calculating different scenarios as to what could happen. My already aching head gets worse and my brain starts working on overdrive, trying desperately to find the ideal outcome.

I flinched and moved back as he tried to touch me.

Alpha's are bad.

They get angry easily.

They will punish you if you do something wrong.

And clearly I did something wrong.

I kept repeating it to myself as he stood in my front staring at me with what looked like confusion on his face.

He raised his hand and I flinched using my hands to block my head. I prepared myself for the pain that is to come. I waited for about a minute and felt nothing. Why is he not hitting me.

Have he changed his mind on using his hand and is opting for a belt or a whip?

My heart was beating wildly and I could feel a panic attack surfacing.

I need BFG to get me out of here. He said he would save me from bad people. I need him to save me from him.

I started repeating BFG over and over again maybe he will hear me and come rescue me.

I felt the Alpha move and I flinched when I felt something hit the wall. I looked up to see the Alpha hitting The wall repeatedly and shouting "Fuck".

"What the fuck is a BFG?" He bellowed. I flinched again at his voice and covered my face with my hands. I didn't mean to make him mad. I just wanted to see BFG.

" BFG is m-my m-my...." I didn't get to finish when someone barged in. I looked up to see a guy. I remember his face. He was the one that told me and BFG to shift. He came in and bowed to the Alpha.

"Alpha I heard your voice. What's wrong?".

He asked with worry in his tone.

" She needs a BFG. What the fuck is a BFG". He said with anger in his tone.

I didn't mean to make him mad. I'm sorry.

"I dont know,Alpha. Maybe Caleb will know what that is". He said to the Alpha.

" Then go get him. Don't fucking stand there staring at me,and Andrew also get a doctor". The Alpha ordered.

The Andrew guy bowed and left the room immediately.

I made him angry and now he's rude to other people. When they find out that it's my fault they'll hit me too. The Panic attack hit me with a full force to the point that I can't breathe.

Andrew went to get BFG. BFG will get me out of here. I'll be safe with BFG.

I looked up when Andrew came in and when I saw BFG come in after him I stood up and ran to him embracing him tightly.

BFG hugged me to his chest and held my head to his chest. I listened to his heartbeat and brought my hands to his chest tapping to the rhythm of his heartbeat. My breathing returned to normal but I didn't leave BFG alone instead i hugged him tighter.

I heard them whispering and I knew that they where talking about me. I paid no attention to them even though I really wanted to know what they were saying about me.

I heard a growl and I knew it came from the Alpha. He was still angry. He can't possibly hurt me in front of BFG right?.

My heart started beating wildly again and I knew BFG felt it because he started running his hands through my hair trying to soothe me.

I heard a growl again when BFG picked me up and started moving somewhere. I ignored it and wrapped my legs round BFG. I have to trust him because he will save me from the Alpha.

I heard the sound of a door's lock clicking and felt myself being kept on something like a counter. I removed my head from BFG's neck and saw that we were in a bathroom. It was then that I relaxed my tense body.

I looked at BFG closely for the first time since..... Since the day I went into coma. I looked at him and scanned his body with my eyes to see if he injured anywhere. When he noticed what I was doing he rolled his eyes and turned his back for me to continue my inspection. When I deemed him okay I tapped his shoulder for him to face me. I was relieved when I found no injuries on him. Immediately he faced me I hugged him tightly. I've missed him dearly.

"Are you okay?". I asked worriedly. I knew he had no injuries but I needed him to confirm that he was okay.

He nodded his head at me and I let out a breath of relieve.

He brought out a pen and a notepad from his pocket and started writing.

I looked at him confused. I thought I was only out for a few hours or so.

" How long was I out for?". I asked him.

I gasped. I didn't think it was that long. He must have been really worried.

"Omg! BFG I'm so sorry. You must have been really worried". I said with a meek tone.

I looked at him confused. Who else is worried about me?. I don't know anyone from here.

I think BFG saw the question on my face because he started writing again.

I froze. The Alpha was worried. The Alpha that was angry at me and would have beaten me to a pulp if Andrew had not intervened and saved my life. I'll have to remember to bake a cake for Andrew for saving my life.

"No.... Its not true. He wanted to beat me earlier,BFG. You know what my uncle did to me". I said while tensing up. The thought of my uncle always makes me feel bad.

BFG spent a lot of time writing on the notepad and when he finished writing and gave it to me I saw the very long thing he had written. I raised my eyebrows at him and pointed at the notepad. He just smirked at me and pointed at the book for me to read it.

I looked up at him and shook my head. He can never be wicked. He is my big teddy bear.

I scoffed at that one. I don't think so yet.

Yet.

I looked at him to see him trying to imitate the puppy dog face and laughed at that. I don't know if I'll be able to do what BFG is asking of me but I'll try. For my happiness and for BFG.

"I'll try". I said and saw BFG's eyes light up and If he wasn't mute he would've squealed.....manly." But, there's a but. I don't know if it'd work out". I added.

He quickly picked up his notepad and started scribbling very fast.

I nodded my head in confirmation. I might look okay on the outside but I was very scared inside. I don't know if this thing I'm about to do is right but I trust BFG with my life. He never did anything to hurt me so I do trust him.

I felt a tap on my knee and looked up. BFG gave me the notepad.

I shook my head rapidly. I might have agreed to give him a chance but I never said it'd start now.

He gave me a pointed look and pointed at the door.

" BFG he's angry with me. I can't go out there ". He just rolled eyes and started writing.

Oh

" So he's not really angry with me?" I ask just to be sure.

When BFG nodded I let out a sigh of relief. I'll try and get to know him. For BFG.

BFG brought me down from the counter and Led me to were my mate was.

Wait a minute. I don't know his name.

I quickly grabbed BFG's elbow and brought him to a halt.

"Quick question. What's his name?". BFG laughed silently and brought out his notepad.

Jason huh! I love it.

Madison scoffed. You were rejecting the idea of him earlier and now you love his name. Make up your mind Kenzie.

I ignored her and followed BFG to see my ma... I mean Jason.

I didn't expect what I saw when I got into the room. Jason was sitting on the bed with both hands on his head and he was staring at his feet.

At the sound of our footsteps, he turned his head and stood up and OMG the guy is massive. I always thought BFG was tall but this guy is huge.

I didn't expect the look on his face when he saw us enter the room. He looked...... Worried and his hair looked Like he ran his hands through them multiple times. His face looked drained along with the tired look in his eyes.

BFG gave me a side hug which I returned before he left the room.

I stood tense and stared at my feet. I felt him stand but he made no move of coming closer to me and I was grateful for it.

I looked up at him to see him restless as if he was.....nervous. I decided to take the bull by the horns to put us out of our misery.

" Hi A-alpha, my n-name i-is Kenzie". I said nervously, looking at his chest. He waited for close to two minutes and I was about to give up thinking he would not answer.

"Look at me Kenzie.". I felt myself shiver at his voice. Oh my gosh!!!

His voice is..... I can't really explain it.

I looked up at him and his hazel eyes were beautiful, they looked worried and at the same time they looked sad.

Why was he sad?

" My name is Jason. I'm really sorry about your past ". I flinched at that. Did BFG tell him?. Why would he do that. He'll make Jason to see me as a freak or start to pity me.

" I'm so sorry that he did that to you but I don't want you to be scared of me because I'll never hurt you. I'll understand if you don't trust me. I don't expect you to trust me..... Yet. But please try not to be scared of me, it breaks my heart".

I don't know what to tell him. My uncle made me this way. But I want to try for him. I want to try for myself too.

Listening to him say this made me realize that not all Alpha's are like my Uncle. I was able to get along with BFG because he didn't want to become an Alpha. I realized that I hurt Jason by thinking he was bad without knowing him but I couldn't help myself. My uncle made me this way.

"I'm s-o s-sorry that you feel t-this way be-because of me. I can't promise anything t-to you yet but I'll try".

He nodded his head and said, "I don't expect you to get used to me immediately. It's a gradual process kitten. I'm just saying that you should try and get to know me, okay?". I nodded my head in confirmation. I can do that.

Kitten?

Why would he call me that?

I'd like to view myself as the ferocious wolf I am.

We stood still looking at ourselves before Jason's eyes became blank and his back tense.

What's going on?

He nodded his head at something. I looked around to check if anyone was there but there was none.

He's mindlinking someone dummy- Madison said.

Oh! that explains it. I just made a fool out of myself and I hope he doesn't notice it. Its not my fault though I've never used one before.

"The doctor is coming in now to check on you okay?". He asked.

I know I said I'd like to know him more but everything that happened today is taking a toll on me. I just need to rest and my aching head is not helping me at all.

" Lie on the bed and rest. Let me get Daniel. I want you to recover fully Kenzie ". He said with concern laced in his tone.

Too tired to speak I just did as he said and laid down on the bed.

" That's good "He said while nodding his head. He started moving towards the door and when he was about to reach the door ,he paused and turned to face me.

" Quick question. What's a BFG?" He asked.

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#5th August, 2020.