My eyes snapped open as i felt someone enter my room ..

"N-no Tae-."

"Shh." He quickly came to my side and shut me up by placing his hand on my mouth.

I frantically looked beside me to find Oppa , but he was nowhere to be found.

Jungkook was discharged , both Yoongi - shi and him went home since my brother decided to stay with me.

Help me , someone..

I tried to remove his hand but i didnt have enough energy.

"Shh , y/n please listen to me first." He spoke as he stared deeply in my eyes as i tried to move away.

"I am sorry , just listen to me.please." He was persistent

After he saw me calming down , he slowly removed his hand over my mouth.

"I didnt want to do this ..I-."

"Why?" A frail voice made its way out of my mouth

"I-."

"I -thought you w-were my f-friend , t-then w-why." Tears started to roll down my cheeks as my vision got blurry.

"No , please y/n dont cry." His voice cracked as he continued "i-i didnt mean to-." I could see his eyes glistening with tears

"But , you -."

"I know - i know , i don't deserve to be your friend, but t-the moment I thought about y-you not being i-in this world an-anymore , my h-heart broke." The tears finally escaped his eyes as he held my hand.

"As soon as I received the text that you needed b-blood , i came r-running here , please forgive me y/n , i L- i -L."

"I- dont want to listen to this , i want to know the r-reason ta-taehyung?." My voice was weak.

"I - ."

"also tell me - who is the o-other person with y-you?"

"I- cant tell you that, i am s-sorry." He gulped

"Why not?"

"I just c-cant ." He looked down as his grip on my hand tighten.

He was protecting someone.

"How do i trust you then ? How would i know that you or your partner wouldnt come and try to kill me again?" I was frustrated.

"I know , y-you won't forgive me again , but just g-give me one more c-chance , please y/n, just one more and I swear i ll make things better for you." He held my hand close to his mouth as he closed his eyes.

Just then the door opened and in came my brother.

"Why are you here again?" He asked him as taehyung let go off my hand.

"I-."

"Its late , go home." Oppa said as he motioned him to leave.

Without any complaint Taehyung got up , gave me a one last glance and left.

After he left oppa came and sat by my side.

"So do you like him?"

"Who?" I asked confused

He is definitely misunderstanding something.

"He seems sincere to you , he is worried for you and he even saved your life , i can tell that he loves You alot , do you love him back? ."

"Oppa I-."

"If it is this way then tell me , i ll break off your engagement with yoongi and marry you to him instead."

"No- oppa its not what you think."

"Look , i am sorry , i know i was forceful, i forced you to engage to yoongi , but now I realise that i am wrong and so i want you to tell me who is in your heart honestly."

A familiar face popped in my mind at his words.

Whats wrong y/n? Have you started to feel for him too?

Do you really like him or is it just the same longing and wanting to be his friend again.

What is this?

Mind: accept it already

Me: what?

Mind: about whom i am thinking right now

Me: huh

Heart: jungkook ofcourse

Me: what? "Jungkook?"

"Jungkook ?" Oppa asked confused

Shit , i didn't realise that i said it out loud.

"Ah - no , i mean ."

"What ? You like Jungkook?"

"No! No its not that er I -."

"I cant let you marry him , HELL I WONT."

My heart sank at his words , not that i was going to marry him in first place but still.

"Oppa listen to me first! There is nothing like that , i dont like him and neither do i like Jungkook, Jungkook is my past and i have left him there , he is not my present and neither he is going to be there in future." Having said that , i ended the conversation and turned to the other side , Oppa seemed to get a hint as he didnt say anything further after that.

To be honest , my heart hurt after saying that.

-

I paced briskly as worry for y/n increased over me.

"Jungkook you should rest." Yoongi Hyung interrupted me.

"No i cant-."

"Listen, HOSEOK is there for her , so now go and rest , you need to rest too, dont worry."

"But hyung i-."

"I know you worry for her the most , she is fine , don't worry." He gave me an assuring look and then started to make his way towards his room .

"Hyung wait." I stopped him

"What?" He turned and asked

"You are very well aware of my feelings arent you?" I asked as i approached him But he stayed silent

"Hyung tell me , you know right ? ." I was getting irritated , but he chose to stay quiet

"Come on hyung, say it ! You know I AM DESPERATELY IN LOVE WITH HER."

"JUNGKOOK?!" He almost shouted making me stop

"One day she is going to be your brother's wife , speak for her with respect." He pointed at me

"What? I thought you had no feelings for her."

"I dont , but i will try my best."

"Why? Why are you forcing yourself?" I asked him

"I have no other choice."

"NO CHOICE ? WHAT ABOUT YOUR YOUNGER BROTHER HUH? Dont you care about my feelings hyung?" I lowered down my tone at the last sentence.

"Its not like th-."

"Then what it is ? Is Jung hoseok's friendship more important to you than your brother's feelings?" I bombarded him with more questions

"WHAT THEN JUNGKOOK? WHAT COMES NEXT? IF I REFUSE TO MARRY HER THEN WHAT? WILL SHE MARRY YOU? does she feel the same for you?" He asked as his voice soften down.

"I know she does? I know she feels the same for me!" I was confident

"What about Jung Hoseok then? Will he agree? I dont think so ? Listen to me .." hyung placed his hands on my shoulders and continued "move on from her , i ll send you abroad, go start a new life over there."

I was at loss of words at his suggestion

"What? What did you say?" I shrugged off his hands from my shoulders

"Move on?! I CANT DO THAT? I WONT MARRY ANYONE ELSE EXCEPT HER! How easily are you saying all of this as if this is some kind of kids play."

"It is thats why-?!"

"HYUNG?!" I grabbed his shirt

I could tell that he was shocked at my sudden outburst

"DONT YOU DARE DOUBT MY FEELINGS FOR HER." I let go off his shirt and made my way out closing the door shut with a loud bang.