"How dare she ask me something so stupid!" Anger was welling up inside me

"Doesn't she know that she is entirely at fault for all of this." I spoke to no one in particular.

Called me? Came to my home? The hell with all that

If she had in literal called me , I would have seen her missed calls right ? But no I didn't , no

Missed calls , no messages nothing. In fact when I tried to call her , the number was unreachable..

I raged with fury as I recalled whatever had happened ; how worried I was for her , how frantically I tried to search for her and how desperately I tried to contact her in every way possible , when I got to know from their neighbours that they had moved back to Bangkok , I tried to contact her through ever social media we were friends on , but no reply , not even a single reply ... why y/n why?

"Hey jungkook." A feminine voice interrupted me , i turned around to see none other than the main cheerleader of the West's .

Her again ..

"What?" I asked with a bored expression clearly showing that I wasn't interested in any sort of conversation.

"You seem sad." She inched closer to me Before continuing "are you sad because you lost?"

"What no?" To be honest , I am pissed off and disappointed that I lost to them but I ll get over it

"You know right , that I am always with you ." She said as she slid her finger on my arm and continued "in fact , I am planning to cheer lead for your team from now onwards."

"What the hell Rika?!don't touch me." I brushed her hand away " I don't care which team you cheer up for , it doesn't matter to me." I snapped "please leave me alone." With that I walked away .

Brain: give her a chance and try to move on

Me: who ? Rika?

Brain: yes

Me : what why? I am not interested

Brain:get out of the past already

Me: I have already moved on

Brain: doesn't seem so

Me: I am not gonna go out with that cheer leader

Brain: why not

Me: all girls are same , they get on my nerves , to be honest , they all want attention, nothing else, coming around with sweet voices and puppy dog eyes , that's how they all do it , and that FREAKING Y/n too

Brain: why are you bringing her in between ?

Me : because she is the same

Brain: what the hell is wrong with you , just now you said that you have moved on

Heart: but in real he hasn't

Me: - Damn it

I punched the nearby wall hard as I heard my knuckles crack..

-

I sat on my bed as I all the incidents from day came back running in my mind .

How do I prove to him that I myself tried to contact him , how?

My mind was a mess , it was trying to calculate whatever had happened , trying to fathom all jungkook had said .

I looked at my wrists , there were his fingers marks on them , that's how tightly he had held my arms.

His heart was filled with hate , it was clear that he detested me , he can't seem to see anything , he can't seem to understand anything.

He didn't even realise that he was hurting me , how much has he changed already ?

I was even more worried now ..

Will he ever hear me out?

I hid my face in my hands in frustration

Seems like hobi oppa and mom are here ... I looked out of the window and saw hobi oppa by the car , there was one more guy standing with him ,seems like tyre of the car was punctured and he was helping hobi oppa out..

Wiping the tears off my face , I quickly washed my face and made my way downstairs.

"Hey mom" I hugged her as I greeted her

"How was school today sweety?" She asked

"Good ." I bit my lip

"How about you ? How was your session?" I asked her Changing the topic

"It was good." She smiled "I ll go and rest now , ok."

She finished as I smiled

Mom went towards her room as I waited at the door for My brother , he was seeing the other guy to his home..

Oh so he lives next door

Since it was his back all this time , I couldn't make out his face.

"He is a nice guy!" My brother exclaimed as he came inside.

"Really?"

"Yea helped me with the car and all, it's been 2 times now."

"Two?" I asked

"Yea , just two days a problem occurred in the engine , he helped me with that too." He smiled before continuing "I need to get this car for service as soon as possible." He sighed