"I don't think that's positive." My brother Hobi exclaimed

"Why not ? I am pretty positive that he will recognise me." I smiled

"He will recognise you but he I am not sure what his reaction would be , I am having bad feelings about this." He bit his lip before continuing "all these years , you never heard of him and-."

"I know , but you know oppa how things went , it was hard for us.." I cut him off and continued "I couldn't keep contact with any of my friends." I sighed

"That's why I am saying , what if he just brushes you off ."

"He won't , Jungkook is my best friend after all." I pulled out the widest smile I could ..

"Even now?"Oppa raised his eyebrow

"YES! We made a promise that we will be best friends forever and will always support and respect each other's decision and you know how good and strict he is about promises." I spoke with full confidence

"Don't worry oppa , even if he is mad , I will make it up to him." I patted his back to which he smiled ..

*flashback*

3 years ago

"Y/n pack your bags, we need to leave tomorrow?" Oppa burst inside my room

"But where ?"

"Bangkok! "

"But why all of a sudden Oppa?"

"Mother called .." he spoke as his eyes showed worry

"And..." I pressed him to continue

"Dad had an accident , his conditions is critical , the doctors they.." his voice wavered as a single tear escaped his eyes.

"What oppa?" I asked jerking him by his hand , tears already flowing down my cheeks

"They say that it would be difficult to save him,he had a brain haemorrhage and it's hard and.." he paused for a while as he held my shoulders and said "mom need us" he said looking In my eyes ..

my vision was blurry , more and more tears continued to roll down my cheeks as the thought of loosing our father hovered over my brain.

The next day

"Y/n come quick , we are getting late." Oppa called me from the car

I was outside jungkook's house and it was the third time I was ringing his bell , I needed to inform him before I leave ..

I called him so so many times last night but he didn't pick up so I came to his house along our way to the airport..

*ding* *dong*

"Why isn't he opening up!"

"Hey anybody inside? Mrs Jeon? Are you in there?" I shouted as I banged the door but to no avail

"Hey y/n , come on now , they are probably not at home , let's go !" Hobi Oppa called out

Disappointed , I made my way towards the car and sat inside as the engine roared ,Giving a last hopeful look to his door before his house started to slide out of my vision as we drove along...

'Where was he? Why wasn't he home? Did something happen? I am leaving and I don't even know when will I return? Why isn't he picking up his call, I need him , I am broken and I need my best friend , but where is he?' Numerous unwanted thoughts filled up my mind as I tried to call him again..

*flashback over*

By The time we reached Bangkok , we were too late , Dad had died and Mom was devastated to the point that she didn't speak for months , she ate too less , our once bright and cheerful mother became empty and dull .

Soon we were out of money and the loan sharks kept bothering us , So my brother started to work for both of us , I worked to some small part time jobs .. we had no time for the world , after dad , mom was our utmost priority , as days passed she started to talk more and more absurd , sometimes we would find her talking to walls , sometimes we would find her laughing , it was all a mess .

Both of us worked to pay her medical bills , it's not like I forgot my best friend in all of this mess , I always had him in the back of my mind , I called him numerous times but seemed like his number changed , sent letters to him , but seemed like his house changed, there was never a reply from him ...

We came back to Korea because someone referred us to a great psychiatrist here for our Mom . My brother took few days off from his company there in Bangkok , he might be leaving soon as he has to continue his job and we need money but for now he was here with us ...

I would be lying if I say I wasn't worried about my best friend , Ofcourse I was , i was worried to death for him , I thought something happened to him until 2 months ago jimin , one of his best friend contacted me , I told him to tell me jungkook's new phone number or house number but he told me that jungkook didn't wanted his new phone number or house number to be revealed, why? Even he didn't know

But to know that he was alive , that was more than enough for me and now I am going to get admission in the same university as him , I told Hobi Oppa that I would surprise jungkook , Hobi Oppa is doubtful that jungkook would be happy , to be honest , even I am not confident enough as to how he would react , but I will make it up to him ..

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"Have a great day!" Hobi oppa waved me as I made my way towards huge iron gates ,I always wanted to study here : Seoul University , it was the best one here ..

In high school , both I and jungkook wanted to study here , they offered all types of courses so we both decided to admit here despite the different subjects we took.. that way we would be together too.

Jimin told me that they were admitted here too so that's how I was sure that jungkook must be studying here too.

"Congratulations on your admission in Seoul University Ms Y/n." The principle smiled

"Thankyou" i bowed to him before leaving

I was good at studying so I was confident that I would get admitted here , it would be my third year in university since I was transferred , I had already completed my two years of university back in Bangkok , I did make few friends there thought but I didn't really get along with them that much , I mean they were nice but I was too stuck in the past to move on.

Anyways admission was done now I just had to find jungkook , from asking random students to searching hallways , classes and cafeteria , I finally made my way towards the ground ..

The scorching sun shone brightly over the ground as I block its rays with my arm , I was already sweating , well not a lot but I was because of my "missions to find jungkook" in the hallways ..

I started scanning the whole ground narrowing my eyes while blocking the sun rays with my arm

Jungkook where are you?

Heart: jungkook where are you?

Mind: where are you ?

Me: where the hell are you?

For the first time in life , we were thinking the same thing.. 😛

I scanned more and more until a back caught my eye , is that him? Did I finally find him? My heart burst with happiness as I recognised him , yes it was him , it definitely is him.. There are other people around him , must be his friends

I wonder if jimin is there too ..

But what broad back , what's with his style? From wearing all funky colours to all black , what made him change his mind this much , he was always so persistent about wearing funky and coloured clothes...

Did he grow taller?

He suddenly turned around completely taking me off guard and I was no late , I myself turned around .. why? I don't know ..

I was nervous , very nervous

BUT damn , he GOT HOT , he grew up really hot ! Broad , tall and his looks got matured! I wonder if half of the girls are in love with him , I mean he was always handsome , pulling absolutely everything off but there seems to be something different now , he radiates a different aura , he looks .. He looks... ALLURING !

heart : beats faster

Mind : calm down don't you remember the Rule no 1 of friendship

Me: yes , never fall for your best friend .. I sighed

Wait what? Did I actually admit? Noo! I am not falling for him? Why would I? I am just nervous

Heart : Yea I am beating fast because she is nervous

Mind: you both always stay in denial..

Calming myself down , I finally made my way towards the group.

Should i just scare him? Should I call out his name or should I just do our signature back hug.. don't get me wrong , not the romantic one , the friendly one

When we were in highschool , that's how I always greeted him , by hugging him from behind , in a friendly manner , like I would just suddenly go and jump from behind while hugging him and then he would always in return push me off .. I smiled at the wonderful memories that freshly bombarded my mind ..

"Jungkook-ah" I shouted and practically jumped on him from behind , hugging him from behind

"What The hell" he said as he pushed me off him and I ended up landing on my butt ..

Ouch, that hurts , seems like it was a bad idea

"What the hell were you doing?"he shouted to

"Yah jungkook-ah it's me y/n , you probably didn't recognise me." I smiled as I spread my arms out to him , expecting a hug

"I KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUT DONT YOU EVER DARE TOUCH ME LIKE THAT AGAIN!" his tone raised even more as my eyes widened at the very UNEXPECTED behaviour...

By this time , all eyes were on us .. tsk I don't like this , I am not really a confident person ,I don't like when people are staring at me ..

"What happened j-jungkook? What's wrong with you!" I said as I got closer to him ..

"GET OUT OF MY SIGHT ! I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE" he pushed me again , but this time hard , really hard ..

And this time , all of them started to laugh , every single person started laughing as if I was some kind of clown , I felt taken a back and humiliated..and jungkook , jungkook just stood there without any expression ...

At that time , I wanted the ground to open and swallow me up ..

That's how my life with the devil here in the hell started ...

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