Rolling around in bed too hot, I take my top and sweats off with my eyes closed.

Am I the only one who does that I close my eyes when I wake up from my sleep like if I have to go to the toilet or I have to get something. Cause if I open my eyes I won't be sleepy anymore and I LOVE my sleep.

Feeling more comfortable I fall back asleep.

Couple hours later my mouth's getting dry, I wake up rubbing my eyes. I notice a figure lying in my bed and I'm lying on top of them, no wonder it felt so uncomfortable they're rock solid.

Trying to take a better look at the figures face, I notice it's Damon and jump back.

Adjusting my eyes I finally realise this isn't my bedroom it's...Damon's.

How dare he put me in his bed even after everything he did to me.

That fucking prick!

I slip on my slippers and quietly sneak out his room downstairs to the kitchen.

Sipping some water I see a vodka bottle sitting on the island beside me.

I pour some into my glass and down it.

Staring at the bottle I have another glass. Soon I'm now drinking from the bottle.

I gulp it down wiping my mouth as some spills down my underwear.

I fucking hate my life, I just fucking hate it I think to myself with my drunken thoughts.

I cry so hard that I'm feeling dizzy or maybe it's just the vodka kicking in. I take another swing at the vodka and I've drank like half the bottle already.

I get up stumbling over my own feet, I reach the hallway of the front door. I twirl around in circles with the bottle still in hand.

Why does drinking make you feel so free?

Tears stream down my face as I keep twirling suddenly I trip and land on my back. The bottle of vodka slips from my grip smashing into a thousand pieces. I sob deep deep sobs not from the shattered glass stabbing my skin, but from all the pain of being alone and everyone hating me.

My fucking mother left me!

My father left me!

My ex boyfriend left me!

My brothers hate me!

I have nobody...I have no one.

Many footsteps come running down the stairs.

"What the fuck Scarlett!" Damon shouts.

I don't pay attention I just keep crying not able stop.

"What the hell happened?" Derek asks confusion evident in his voice.

Damon steps near me but instantly I grab a sharp piece of glass holding it towards him.

"Don't come near me!" I cry and sniffle.

He puts his hands up in surrender "I'm not going to hurt you," he says as he tries to come closer but as if instinct I stab him with the glass in his stomach and snatch it back out of him.

He quickly touches the area I just stabbed him, he looks down at me angrily

"Stay away from me!" I scream as I still can't stop myself from crying.

"Scarlett," Jaxon says softly trying to come closer to me.

"Jax," I say as my lips quiver.

"It's okay scar, it's going to be okay," he says soothingly.

"No! It's not okay. I'm all alone everyone hates me, my mum, my dad and them and even you Jax. You don't love me no more," I say sniffling.

"Yes I do, Scar I do love you," he says coming closer.

I crawl backwards hitting my back against the front door, dropping my head in between my legs I cry out loud.

Someone steps closer, I instantly stand up and point the glass towards Jaxon.

I walk across the room away from them stepping on the broken glass as it pierces my feet but I don't take any notice to it.

"Stop coming closer!" I shout.

"Scarlett, just calm down. Just breathe, breathe," Jaxon says soothingly.

My eyes soften as I listen to him but within seconds I remember all these assholes fucked up my life and actually don't care about me.

"SHUT UP-SHUT UP, SHUT THE FUCK UPPP-SHUT UPPP!" I scream with anger seething through me.

They all look at me shocked at my outburst.

"Scarlett come on, put the glass down," he says walking closer to me as I step backwards.

Jaxon flashes towards me grabbing me as I try to stab at him with the glass, he dodges it swiftly.

He grabs me from behind "It's going to be okay, let's just go back to sleep," he says softly as he takes the sharp glass from my hand.

The glass cut through the skin on my hand as blood leaks from it.

"Jaxon I love you," I mumble as I snuggle into his chest.

Everyone looks at us confused.

"Yeah, me too," Jaxon says.

"Can you sleep with me tonight?," I ask hugging onto him like I can't let him go.

"Yeah sure, come on. Let's go," he says walking with me still attached to him.

We walk past Damon and Devon who look at us like we're crazy.

We walk to my room and he puts me into bed as he slides in next to me.

I wrap my arm around him and snuggle into his neck "I'm so tired Jax," I say lightly yawning.

"I know, go to sleep," he says while he slowly taps my head.

I drift off to sleep.