I walked to the cafeteria to meet Kimberly for lunch as always. She notices me from sitting at our table and waves excitedly at me, I lightly chuckle. That girl is just something else she really doesn't give a fuck.

I rush over to her taking the seat across from her "hey! Did you hear about that fight this morning?" She asks with wide eyes.

"You do know I was in that class," I say to her biting into my sandwich.

"Oh yeah, I forgot. So tell me what happened cause there's rumours going about that they were fighting over you," she says questionably.

"What!" I look at her in shock.

"Trust me it was not over me," I say to her.

She nods her head agreeing "then what do you think it's about?" She asks.

"Not sure to be honest," I say truthfully.

"Let's talk about something other than that, like how are you and Jaxon doing," I say making her ecstatic.

I don't really want to know about them but I know I wouldn't be a good friend if I didn't ask her about her relationship. But that's also how you become closer with your best friend right...?

"My god Scarlett...we're doing amazing. He's just so romantic yet sexy and cute all at the same time," she says dreamily.

I'm kind of jealous not going to lie, not about that Jaxon treats her better than he did to me, but the fact that she's just so happy.

That's what I'm jealous about how happy she is.

"So how did you guys even meet?" I ask honestly curious.

"We'll when he was here we met at a party once, but nothing happened we just talked, and then he moved away to somewhere you used to live I think. I went to meet my family over there and I bumped into him and we instantly recognised each other, but he was acting kinda weird." She says.

"How? What do you mean weird?" I ask even more curious.

"Well he asked me to do him a favour he said his girlfriend at the time was crazy and wouldn't leave him alone as he wanted to break up with her. So he asked me to sleep with him at his apartment cause he knew she would come by and she would witness it, so that it would make her upset and then leave him. I didn't agree with it at first but I really did like him so I was like why not. And so I slept with him and the girl came into his apartment, she was like screaming at him and crying. It seemed the plan worked since he's with me now!" She tells me.

"Then he moved back here and we met again and ever since that day we began dating and it's been just so perfect," she finishes with a glimmer in her eyes.

My eyes get watery as I think back to that day.

Flashback

Jaxon and I had an argument yesterday so I decided to make up with him. I went out to our favourite cafe and bought two coffees and two croissants.

He's obviously going to be in a better mood once he sees this, he can never get over these croissants I think to myself.

I put the key into his apartment door opening it, taking my shoes of I notice another pair of shoes that I've never seen before.

I walk in more to see someone's skirt and top scattered on the floor.

Getting closer to the bedroom door I see it's slightly open. I softly push it open to see Jaxon on top of a girl thrusting in and out of her, they're both moaning I sync and kissing each other.

God I feel sick to my stomach, I can't believe he's cheating on me.

I stand there frozen watching as I can't get myself to move.

I watch as they fuck each other as if they're lovers, he never had sex with me like that.

He was always so rough and aggressive and hurt me throughout it.

He caressed her body and sucked on her breasts as they both came together. It was like I was watching a passionate, love sex scene from a movie.

Jaxon notices me standing there and gets off from the girl, I instantly step back away from him as I was scared of much of a monster he was to do that to me and how he treated me compared to this stranger.

He grabbed his boxers from the floor and closed the dark room behind him.

Tears spilled from my eyes uncontrollably. He came closer to me completely naked with his boxers in his hand.

"Stop!" I say angrily. Yet he only came closer.

"Scar," he says my name softly.

"No! Stop don't - how could you! Why?...Why?," I say confused for words.

I punch his chest "why Jaxon?" I throw another punch.

"Why?" I cry.

My head starts spinning and I'm feeling furious.

He takes the coffees from my hand and sets them on the kitchen counter beside us and slips on his boxers.

Something comes over me and start to fight him, I throw punches at him landing on his stomach and chest as I can't reach his face.

"Scar stop your going to hurt your hands," he says and grabs my hands.

"Let go of me you fucking dick head!" I shout.

I knee him in the balls making him let go of me to clutch his dick.

I continue to throw more punches he slips out the way making me lose balance hitting my knees off the tiled floor.

I cry even more and stand up and face him "your such an asshole! Why are fucking another girl? Why am I not good enough for you!" I shout angrily as I throw the coffees on the floor making them spill everywhere.

I breathe heavily as I start to have panic attack, I hold onto the side of the kitchen counter to keep myself up.

He places his hand over mine "just breathe," he says soothingly.

"Stop-just stop, don't touch me," I say breathlessly.

I hiccup as I cry and pull my hand away from him.

I walk to the door and slip my shoes back on and leave his apartment.

I sit in my car leaning my head against the steering wheel I continue to cry my heart.

I know I'll end up going back to him because I love him and he's the only one I truly have.

Flashback over

I push my tears back as I don't want her to catch on to anything.

I can't believe my best friend was the girl my boyfriend cheated on me with.

I lightly chuckle "wow she sure seems crazy," I say biting my sandwich.

"Yeah I know," Kimberly laughs.