I wake up and look at the time. It's 3.30am I walk downstairs to grab a glass of water.

Sipping my water in the dark I see a figure come over and stands next to me.

"You alright?" Jaxon asks.

"Yeah," I say softly.

"At school-," he says but I cut him off.

"Don't. Jaxon don't, I don't want to talk about it," I say getting a bit upset.

"Okay," he says.

"It just reminds me of how weak I was. For fuck sake I'm a boxer!, I should have done something sooner. I could have gave them a better fight. I felt useless I feel so ashamed and disappointed with myself," I say and the more I talk the more upset I get as tears stream down my face but obviously he can't see it.

I sniffle.

"Scarlett, it was you against six big football players you couldn't have done much," he says.

My eyebrows scrunch as I try to make sense of what he said.

"So your admitting that I'm weak and I wouldn't have been able to do anything anyways," I say getting even more upset.

"No. No not at all. That's not what I'm saying," he quickly says.

I wipe my tears away.

I push myself up onto the island.

Hi Scarlett, Caleb says into my earpiece out of nowhere making me Jump a little. I've not heard from him in a while.

I want you to make out with Jaxon, right now. Remember if you don't do it I'll kill you right this instant. He says evilly.

Why?

Like why?

I try to feel around for Jaxon, holding onto his large arms I pull him to stand between my legs.

"What's wrong?" He asks obviously confused by my actions.

"Nothing," I say.

I place my hands on his face, touching his eyes and then finding his nose I finally find his lips. Pulling him into me with my hands cupping his face I land my lips on his soft plump ones.

I slowly kiss him as I feel butterflies in my stomach, don't tell me I still have feelings for him?

I kiss him passionately but he doesn't seem to match me he just stands there, I try to push my tongue into his mouth but he won't allow me. I slide my hands under his shirt tracing my fingers over his abs to get him to ease into the kiss.

Im not sure that if he doesn't kiss back will it count or will Caleb kill me?

Suddenly Jaxon grabs my wrists "what are you doing Scarlett?" He asks.

"What do you mean? This is what you wanted too wasn't it?" I ask.

Like a couple times before he's tried to get close to me and kiss me.

"Not exactly," he says.

"What?" I ask.

"Things are pretty serious with Kimberly and I actually really like her," he says and that actually kind of hurt my heart. I don't know why.

"Oh...," I say and jump down from the counter.

"I see," I say walking past him I shove him a little.

"Come on now, don't do that," he says and grabs my arm turning me around.

Scarlett I want you to slap him, Caleb says.

This motherfucker wants me to die, doesn't he.

I raise my hand up and slap Jaxon.

Silence.

"Scarlett," he says deadly.

I gulp and walk backwards, I quickly run into the living room as he chases after me.

He stands right in front of me, I hold my hands out to keep distance between us. He grabs my wrist so kick him straight at his dick, he lets go of me as he drops to the floor holding himself.

I take that as my chance to get away. Running upstairs I make it to my room closing it and locking it.

Breathing heavily I sit on my bed just thinking, as I can't get myself to sleep.