I wake up I notice that I'm laying in my bed which I'm not too sure how I ended up here.

I hop out of bed and walk to the bathroom, looking in the mirror my eyes go wide as I look at the dark red hand print on my neck.

I touch the bruised mark making me hiss in pain and everything comes flooding in, Derek...he did this to me.

He strangled me...

Tears slip from eyes "Why am I so pathetic!" I say to myself through the mirror as I wipe my eyes harshly.

I can no longer look at these tears, I'm sick of it. I'm always crying and it makes me look weak and pathetic, I need to get a grip of myself.

I splash water on my face and brush my teeth.

I stroll into the kitchen ignoring the boys existence while I pour out coco puffs in a bowl with some milk.

walking past them into the living room, I sit on the couch turning the tv on and ate my cereal.

I didn't even notice I still had my earpiece in, weirdly it didn't feel as uncomfortable as before.

Finished eating, I place my plates in the sink and if your wondering why I'm not going to school is because we have a week off as the teachers are on strike hoping they'll a get a pay rise or something.

I walk upstairs to my room to get dressed for the day even though I'll probably not even go anywhere.

Hello, go into Derek's bedroom and lash out at him for what he had done to you. Caleb say's evilly.

I gulp, I don't necessarily want to do that if I'm being completely honest.

But I guess I have to...

I walk up to his door not even knocking I burst through his door slamming it shut behind me.

Here we go...

I walk up to him as he sits in his chair at his desk, he spins around towards me.

"I can't believe you did that to me, you hurt me! Look at my fucking neck! How am I supposed to go out with this on me!," I shout at him pointing my finger in his chest.

He just sits there looking furious at me, like the fuck?

He.hurt.me!

He stands up and grabs my wrist instantly making back off scared of what he might do.

"Let go of me!" I shout at him trying to pull my hand away.

Keep lashing out at him.

For fuck sake.

"You just left me in the hallway passed out, how could you?," I say getting really upset and angry.

He snarls at me and pushes me making sit on his bed.

He bends down placing both his hands on either side of me as leans into my face making me lean back away from him.

"What the fuck are you trying to do Scarlett?" He says slow and darkly.

"Um-umm."

Kiss him Scarlett, do it now!

Do I really have to?

I quickly lean into him landing my lips on his catching him by surprise, I kiss him intensively as he too kisses me back.

He slides his tongue into my mouth and fiddles with mine.

I pull back from the kiss and Derek stares at me with confusion.

I stand up making my body touch his face as he too stands, sliding past him I leave his room and run to mine, locking my door.

What the fuck did I just do?

This is so wrong, I didn't want to kiss him.

I lay on my bed falling asleep thinking about this huge mistake.