I turn my phone off and look up to see Damon walking away with Kimberly. He must be showing her to the bathroom.

Next thing I know Devon stands up "where you going?" I ask him a bit too quick.

"I'm just getting the dessert, chill out," he says and walks away.

Derek stands up "where are you going?" I ask.

"Excuse me, I need to take this phone call, I'll be back in two minutes," he says and walks away.

Oh my god!

Just don't look at him.

Just don't listen to him.

"Scarlett," He says and I immediately take off out of my seat and run up stairs as tears stream down my face.

I can't believe he said my name.

How dare he say my name!

Just as I am about to reach my room a large hand wraps around my waist and spins me around and pushes me against the wall.

I burst into tears as I see who is standing over me, I can't believe he just touched me!

I begin to freak out, my breath starts to go at a fast pace like I can't get enough oxygen into my body.

Fuck I'm having a panic attack!

My heart is like racing so fucking fast right now, god I'm going to die!

Looking around lost and wanting to escape from Jaxon I try to breathe but my sobs take over.

"Hey, hey calm down," Jaxon says.

That bastard is the only one who knows how to control my panic attacks even though he's the cause of it.

He places his hand behind me on my back and rubs in circular motions which helps me calm down a bit, but the the realisation hit me again.

"Just breathe," he says while showing me how to.

"I-I I ca-can't," I say shaking my head continuously.

Tears streaming down my face my heart beat quickens.

Suddenly Jaxon grabs my face pulling it into him as he kisses me.

*Flashback*

"Ugh your so fat," Brittany says in disgust.

"Just because you've lost some weight doesn't mean we'll forget who you are and always will be, a fat, ugly LOSER!" She continues in front of the whole class.

Immediately embarrassed I run out of class in tears.

Sobs getting caught in my throat I feel like I can't breathe, leaning against a bare wall in an empty corridor I slide down and sit myself on the cold floor breathing heavily.

Why?

Why me?

Looking around for some type of help but no one I hold my head in my hands crying louder.

Next thing I know someone removes my hands from my face.

"Hey, Hey your gonna be okay," he says as he moves me forward and rubs my back in circular motions.

"Just breathe, deep breaths," he says calmly.

"I-I cann't," I say shakily.

He lifts my chin up and kisses me making me hold my breath, which instantly slows my heart rate down.

I lean back confused staring at him in his...beautiful blue, green ocean eyes.

"Why'd you kiss me?" I ask confused.

"I heard holding your breath can slow down your heart rate, so I made you hold your breath," he says as if it's nothing.

"Thank you," I say wiping my tears.

How crazy is that?

My very FIRST kiss happened due to a panic attack.

*End of flashback*

In such shock I hold my breath which slows down my heart rate.

I push away from him terrified.

Next thing I know everyone else is gathered around me.

"What happened," Devon asks.

"She had a panic attack," Jaxon simply says.

"How?" Damon asks.

"I don't know," Jaxon says.

"She should probably get some rest," Jaxon suggests.

"Is this her room," Jaxon points at my door.

"Yeah," Derek says and opens the door wide open.

Surprisingly Jaxon sweeps me off my feet and carry's me to my bed. He lays me down and walks out as so does everyone else.

I drift off to sleep.

What a fucking day.