He turns me around and goes over to sit on the bench where the kids were.

Journey holds a sign that says 'will' Sol holds one that says 'you' Bodhi holding 'marry' and Jax holds the 'me?' sign on one knee. The sign in one hand and the ring on the other.

I felt the tears stream down my face, looking at the scene in front of me.

"Yes." I whispered loud enough for him to hear. He stands up and pulls me into a kiss. "I love you so much."

"I love you so much more." He whispers pressing his forehead against mine.

"Family group hug!" Sol screams running over to us. Bodhi and Journey following. Jax places a hand in my belly, gently rubbing it.

We all pulled away and he slides the diamond ring onto my finger.

"Can we come out now?" Someone groans.

"Yeah!" Jax shouts and everybody comes out from the side of the house.

The triplets and my parents were the first ones to come and congratulate us. "Now listen buddy, I may be old but if you hurt my daughter again I'm messing your face up." Isaac pats Jax's back hard.

"I promise sir, I won't," Jax mumbles nervously.

"We're finally gonna go to our first wedding!" Aria jumps up excitedly.

"Will there be girls there?" Kai asks and I rolled my eyes.

"Congratulations." Chloe hugs me.

"Thank you, hi Blake." I pinched her cheek softly as she lets out a little giggle.

"You finally did it," Dylan says ruffling Jax's hair. "Do you have something to ask me?" Dylan raises his brow.

"No," Jax says and Dylan hits the back of his head. "Ow, fine fine. Would you like to be my best man?"

"Duh, of course," Dylan says rolling his eyes playfully before walking over to me. "Congratulations little roach."

"Thanks dill pickle." I hugged him before pulling away. His eyes held a strange emotion. No, not strange, different. "Are you tearing up?"

"What?" He wiped his eyes shaking his head, "No, must be allergies."

"Psh, stop lying. You were crying listening to Jax's speech a couple of minutes ago." Chloe says bouncing the baby.

"Why'd you expose me like that? We're on the same team." Dylan whines.

Big baby.

Chloe shrugs before they start to argue, Chloe, winning obviously.

Levi and Issac walk up to me pulling me into a hug. "You're finally getting married." Levi cries.

"My baby is so grown up." He continues to cry. I start tearing up along with him and Issac. It's so rare for Issac to cry but here he is.

"I want you both to walk me down the aisle," I told them and they nod in our hug. "Thank you for being the best parents any kid could ever have. I love you so so much."

"Of course kiddo. We love you." Issac ruffles my hair as Issac continues to hug me and cry.

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"My fiancé is so beautiful." Jax smiles at me as we lay on the bed facing each other. His eyes widening, "I love saying that."

"I love you." I stared into his eyes as his smile gets brighter. "This will be our last kid okay?" I told him warningly.

"No promises." He chuckles kissing my cheek.

"No cuz listen, I want to travel the world as a family and I don't want to do that while I'm pregnant because pregnant women have restrictions and I'd like for our baby to walk so he or she can explore just like the twins and Journey would," I explained to him.

He smiles, poking my nose. "You thought this through huh?"

I rolled my eyes playfully, "Of course I have."

What else can a girl do while she's sitting on the toilet? Other than reading ingredients off of the products in the shower but still.

"Alright, no more babies." He agrees.

"Good because I would've kicked your --- wait wait wait." I moved to sit up quickly making Jax jump up.

"What happened? What's wrong? Are you okay? Is the baby okay? Are we good?" He blabbed all too quickly.

"We're good, the baby just kicked." I lifted my shirt up and felt around. Once I felt a soft little kick hit my palm, I grabbed Jax's hand and placed it where I had mine.

He feels the sensation and I stared at him as his eyes start to glisten from the tears. I pout and caressed his face. "This is crazy." He whispers putting his head on my chest.

"Yeah."

For the first time, Jax was able to experience the entire process of his baby growing inside of me. He missed out on this part of the process for Juni, Bodhi and Sol so seeing his eyes tear up made me wanna ball my eyes out.

I'm so glad he's here with me. With us.

"I'm so happy." He smiles leaning down to kiss my bump. "Hey, baby." He mumbles against my belly sending the baby into a fit of more kicks. They weren't as strong but you can most definitely feel the little flutters.

"Mommy and daddy love you so much, and your siblings can't wait to meet you." Jax chuckles, "Although I must warn you, they can get a little crazy."

I smiled, tangling my fingers into his hair as he continued to talk to the baby. I was beyond content with everything right now. All three of my kids were asleep, one being active while he listens to his daddy talking to him or her. I'm still on team boy.

No matter if it's a girl or boy I'd still be happy. I never dreamed about a picture-perfect family, the one I grew up in was nowhere near perfect so my expectations were not high. I just wanted a happy and healthy one, so it didn't matter whether I had all girls or all boys as they as they are happy I am too.

I'm beyond grateful for everything I have.

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published: june 17th, 2021

Ugh, this makes me so fucking happy. My babies deserve the world.

I hope everyone has a great day, please remember to stay safe! I love you, MUAH!