"That was beyond amazing," I said breathlessly of what just happened.

I was laying on his chest with his arm wrapped around me. My fingers traced his tattoo as I looked at some scars that were inflicted on him. It hurts to look at them but I couldn't help it.

After a couple of long, pleasurable-filled rounds we finally decided to stop.

"That was the best sex I've had in a while." He mumbles into my hair.

"A while? Did you have sex with some women while you were locked in there?" I asked.

I gave him a stern serious look. Stop overthinking it.

What kind of fucking shit hole did he stay in?

"No. Every time I was horny I either had to fix it myself or well you know fix it myself." He chuckles nervously. "And you?"

"Well every time I was horny, I ate food that or my children would barge in and bother me."

"Children?" I looked up. He had a confused expression. "Ray never mentioned you had more kids."

"What a dickhead." I mumbled.

"I thought you didn't do anything with anyone for the last five years." He sits up, making me sit up too.

"I didn't, Jax." I wrapped my body with the blanket. "Five years ago we had sex after prom. I missed my period and I knew something was wrong so I took a pregnancy test. I was going to tell you but I had to find the right time. If I knew Ray was gonna come I would've told you earlier." I said tearing up.

"How long did you know that you were pregnant?" He asks furrowing his brows.

"A week."

"So I'm a father of two?" Happiness was all I saw in his eyes.

"A father of three." I put up three fingers with a big smile.

"Twins?" He asks with excitement. I nod and he tackles me back onto the bed.

"We have three kids?" He asks and I nod again.

He sits up. "The twins, what are their names? Who's older? How old are they? What do they look like?"

"You sound a lot like Kian right now." I laughed. "Okay, so their names are Soleil and Bodhi Monroe. They have our middle names, it was our parent's idea. Anyways, Sol is older by thirty minutes. They have a mixture of our eyes, my curly hair, your dimples and nose, and my smile." I said poking his two dimples when he smiled.

"C'mon I have pictures." I wrapped my blanket around my body and pulled him into my office. "Here." I gave him a picture frame of the twins and Journey.

"They're gorgeous. All of them." He frowns.

"Why are you frowning babe?" I frowned at the sight of his expression.

"I just missed out on so much."

I pulled his face down to me and caressed the side of his cheek with the pad of my thumb, "Baby, don't worry. You're here now and that's all that matters."

"Okay." He says still sounding upset.

"Do you think Journey would recognize me? It's been five years and I left when she was still a baby."

"Come with me." I held out my hand and he grabbed it. I lead him into Journey's room. "Look under her pillow."

He grabs her pillow and grabs a picture.

"She sleeps with this?"

"She takes it to sleepovers, she has a copy in my backpack. No matter where she goes you'll find that picture on her."

A picture was of Jax, Journey, and me during my graduation. She carried it everywhere. She begged me for copies of the picture. She keeps the original picture under her pillow.

Pictures have become a habit.

"Our kids ask about you a lot. I told the girls you were looking their prince and a goat for Bodhi." His neck flew in my direction.

"They're not finding their prince anytime soon." He gives me a look and I rolled my eyes. "And a goat?"

"Yeah, he has a thing for farm animals at the moment." I looked at the clock. "They're gonna be home soon."

"Wait I have a question," Jax says and I turned around to face him.

"Can I live here?" He asks nervously scratching the back of his neck.

"Yeah of course. It's your home too."

"Will we be sleeping in the same room?" He asks grinning a little, wrapping his arm around my waist.

"Jax sleeping in another room isn't even an option so yes we will sleep together." I giggled.

"Okay good." He grabs my butt cheek and I gasped causing him to chuckle.

I went to go shower and put on a hoodie and shorts.

"You and your Nike pros." He chuckles at the Nike pros I was currently wearing.

"Oh shut it." I rolled my eyes and diffused my hair.

"Mommy! Mommy!" I hear banging from downstairs.

"Oh god, they're high on sugar." I groaned and motioned for Jax to come downstairs with me.

My worst nightmare.

I opened the door and all the kids came piling in attacking my legs. My poor legs.

"Mommy! Mommy! I had so much fun but they kept stealing my food!" Bodhi points to Aria and Sol.

"You weren't eating it!" They both said.

"I was going to!" Bodhi grumbles.

I looked over to Journey. Tears filled her eyes along with a bit of confusion.

"Baby, what's wrong? Are you okay?" I kneeled down next to her.

"That's my daddy." She points to Jax. Jax stood there shocked, tears at the brim of his eyes.

"Yeah baby, that's your daddy." I smiled cupping her face in my hand. "Go hug daddy, he misses you a lot." She nods and runs over to Jax hugging him.

He didn't hug back at first due to the state of shock but then he picked her up and hugged her tight.

Tears fell down onto his cheeks as he held her tightly.

I looked over to my parents who had tears in their eyes. Levi more than Issac per usual.

That man already had a waterfall sliding down his cheeks.

"Mommy, is that our daddy too?" Sol whispers tugging on my sleeve.

"Yeah." I rubbed her back and she hugs me. "Go hug daddy," I told my twins. They nod running over to Jax. He hugs all three of them.

"Are you okay?" Issac asks me.

"Yeah. I'm just happy he's home." I looked at my kids and Jax. My parents kissed my head and hugged me.

This was the one thing I wished for, for years.

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published: march 12th, 2021

Awe, enjoy this cute moment because I'm about to cause a storm in a couple of chapters. Yes, I'm evil I know.

Anywho, can y'all help with a good senior quote? It could be inspirational or something between the lines of 'I hate y'all, bye.'

I'm honestly not even sure if we're gonna have a yearbook but I'd like to be prepared when the time comes.

I hope everyone enjoyed this update, have a great day or night. MUAH!