Nathan POV:

After the custody battle, everything fell apart in my life. Bianca was my only rock. Some how she made it to 37 weeks and our baby girl was born healthy as can be. Her parents were happy for their daughter and granddaughter, but not with me. I decided I didn't want to know if she was mine or not, I was gonna marry Bianca anyway.

Mia got married. She married Benjamin, no big lavish wedding like Bianca is planning, no a simple small destination wedding with only close friends and family. No paparazzi, no big announcement. But they did share a few photos to the public and of course she looked gorgeous, like a Queen and he looked smug as can be that he got her, Shortly, after the tabloids announced that Benjamin adopted Ethan and the kicker, Mia was also expecting. Apparently, they are just all one big happy family with my kid.

I don't know how the court case ended up being a live case when it was suppose to be a closed private case. Benjamin, I'm sure. He knew what he was doing. According to my lawyer it was out of his hands. He said that's why he was pushing for Ethan to be there because then it would not have been live with a minor testifying, I should have told him I was his dad when I had the chance. When I had him at my beach house. Which is gone, as well as my penthouse and most my cars.

My dad took a big hit when that custody battle came out, a lot of clients pulled out, then he had no choice but to fire me. He told me he couldn't let the company he built on integrity be dragged down anymore because of me. Father of the year, even when I rewatch that day I can't help but watch my father looking at me with disgust and shame but watching Mia with pride. He may have been sitting with me but it was obvious whose side he was on.

After everything, my dad asked for a divorce from my mom too. Of course the business was going belly up at the time so my mom barely got anything. He just cut ties with his family. At least my mom is still behind me. With all my loses and my mother getting peanuts from the divorce we had no choice but to move to Brooklyn.

Bianca isn't happy, she's been staying with her parents in Manhattan with our girl Laila. I've been trying to find a job, but it's been difficult. The media is still bringing me up every time they talk about the power couple, Mia and Benjamin. Did I mention that she's now CEO, the bastard decided to retire and promoted Mia. Apparently, he has no kids and chose the "most deserving" as he stated.

I'm driving to manhattan now to see Bianca and my baby. As I pull in I notice a medical van, not an ambulance, I've never seen. I ignore it as I hop out and into the house. I knock and Bianca's dad answers which a scowl, "come in" I know things are on the fence with all of us, but I stepped up and took care of Bianca when she needed me, you would think they would have my back.

I see Bianca in the couch with our baby. And then I notice some other guy, what the hell. Bianca is blonde but not natural, really brownish hair I think with brown eyes, our daughter has blue eyes like me but blonde and I have brown hair but who knows with genetics. The guy on the couch looks like a Ken doll. Blonde hair and blue eyes. Then I notice them swabbing our babies mouth.

"What's going on?" Bianca looks over with a smile, "you always wanted a DNA test, well, that's what I'm doing." I took a few deep breaths. "And who is this?" I pointed to the Ken doll, "oh, you don't recognize him? He's a model, what is it Calvin Klein or is it Prada now that you are the face of, I believe it was Macys catalogue when we met. I must say, you've really done well." I took another deep breath. "God Nathan, I thought you'd be happy, come here and get swabbed. They will have the results in less then an hour."

This is bullshit. She is mine. I took care of Bianca, she swore I was the only one she was with in two years. I was there for her when she needed me, I gave up my girl and my son for her.

We all sat around uncomfortable until I broke the silence. "So Ken, how did you meet Bianca?" He looked confused. Shocker, model. "Oh me man, I was at a shoot in Miami while she was on vacation, I mean it's Miami, it was a crazy night. But when she contacted me and told me she had a kid and I might be the dad, I jumped on a plane. I mean shit, I'm not gonna let my kid be a bastard. Damn sorry for my language." As he looked over at Bianca's parents who just smiled like it was fine.

How can they think it's fine, they raised Bianca to be well bred, not some whore screwing models in Miami. That's why my mom wanted me to be with her. She didn't trust Mia and where she came from, how she was raised. Even though I knew Mia, hell I was her first. How much more sure could you be?

A man in a lab coat suddenly walked in, the results are in. "Mr. Sean Miller, you are 99.9% the father. Here are the paternity results. Good luck to you both." I just stood there in shock. "What! You said you were only with me Bianca!" She just shrugged.

"And you said you would never love me, and didn't want the both of us to be in a loveless marriage. I'm just looking out for you Nathan. Now you can go be with your love and your son. Oh wait, she's married now and your son has a new daddy. Officially, too. Heard about the adoption, how sweet."

I couldn't believe this. "Are you kidding me right now? I gave up everything for you. I lost everything for you! I moved you in, I worked from home and took care of you throughout your pregnancy, I was there when you gave birth! I was the first person to hold our child! You can't just dismiss me."

Ken doll got up and padded my shoulder. "Look man, I get it, I mean I don't really know your story or what you gave up, but thank you for looking out for my kid and baby mama. That's cool man. Mad respect."

I looked at Bianca's parents for support and nothing, "Nathan, maybe it's time you left, I'll make some phone calls, see if anyone is hiring. Maybe talk to your father?" That's it, this family uprooted my life, ruined any chance I had to have a relationship with my kid and now they are just tossing me away like garbage?

"No, I won't just walk. I lost my biological kid for Bianca and her daughter. I'm not going to just walk away! I want some damn rights! I have rights! You all tricked me! You ruined my damn life!"

Next thing I new Ken doll grabbed me by both arms and twisted them behind my back and started dragging me out while I was screaming. "Look man, I don't want to call the cops and I don't want to hurt you, heads up, I was in the marines for 4 years, I could easily kill you, I don't know the full situation, but that's my kids and his momma in there. Even if it was a one night stand I'm gonna be a man and take care of what's mine, if you left your girl and kid over her in there, that's your damn problem, not anyone else's fault." Then he shoved me out the door.

"Be smart, just go man."

I got in my car and left. I drove past my old penthouse, the one I bought when I found out about Ethan, but he never saw it, Bianca ended up there. How did I fuck up my entire life so bad. Maybe Mia was right. Maybe they were better off with out me. I stopped and parked my car by a newsstand, first thing I noticed was a tabloid with Mia on it. Then I saw the title, our son's tell all.

I opened it to read but got a scowl from the guy behind the counter. "You pay or no read" I grabbed my wallet and paid him the $6 bucks, geez. I walked to my car and sat down and moved to page 26. Pictures of her and Benjamin and the three of them and then my son with Benjamin looking as happy as can be.

Reporter: Mia and Benjamin, why did you decide to tell this story. I know how private you guys are.

Mia: It wasn't really our decision, to be honest, you aren't interviewing us. Ethan here wanted to tell the world his side. And as his parents we decided that's his choice. And if it made him feel better then we will support him 100%, because that's what family does.

Reporter: that's so amazing. Okay, so Ethan, would you like me to ask questions? Or you wanna just tell me?

Ethan: You can ask questions.

Reporter: :laughs: okay, why did you want to tell us your story?

Ethan: Because I don't like what some kids and parents say at school.

Reporter: what do they say?

Ethan: that me and mommy are a chatier, I mean charity case. And that my dad just felt bad for us and took us in.

Reporter: wow, that's not nice, so what do you tell them?

Ethan: that they don't know what they are talking about. Everything happens for a reason, that's why I got the best daddy in the world, they're just jealous.

Report: :chuckle: that's pretty awesome, what do you mean by everything happens for a reason?

Ethan's: :looks at his mom and dad for a nod: my first daddy seemed nice, but he wasn't. I met him, but I didn't know he was my dad. Then he decided he wanted me. But they went to ugh :looks at his dad who mouths court: yeah that's it court, I wasn't suppose to see it, but I snuck into uncle David's room and hit play. He was mean, he wanted to send me away to a mean school and take me away from my mom and dad. But he lost. Then I got a new daddy, one that loves me and plays with me and wants me to be happy, right dad?

Benjamin: yeah buddy, that's right. And I am the luckiest, you and your mom are the best thing that came into my life, I wouldn't trade it for the world.

Reporter: :aww: okay, so Ethan, I know you've got the best daddy. But, would you ever want to see your first daddy again?

Ethan: :shrugged: I'm good. But if I ever saw him again I would say thank you.

Reporter: thank you, really? Why?

Ethan: :huge smile: because, if he was around I wouldn't have the. Best. Family. Ever! Oh and a baby brother coming soon!

Mia and Benjamin glare, shake their head and then laugh.

Mia: well guess cats out of the bag.

Reporter: :squeal: another boy huh? We're you hoping for a girl?

Mia: Honestly, didn't matter to us. :looks at Benjamin dreamily: all we care is that it's a healthy baby.

Benjamin: maybe next one will be a girl. :Mia swats his arm: only if you are carrying her and giving birth.

Ethan: :laughing: mommy, that's silly, boys can't have babies. That's a mommy job.

Reporter: okay guys, as much fun as I've had we need to wrap this up. Ethan, thank you for telling your story, you're a very brave boy. Any last words you want to tell our readers? :he nods:

Ethan: always remember, karma is a bi :parents slap there hand over his mouth and laugh:

Mia and Benjamin: sorry :haha:

My son hates me. He heard and saw everything. How did I screw up this bad. I screwed up at 22 and 6 years later made it even worse.