"Are you really okay?" he asked me as I sighed for the 10th time.

"Hmm." I frowned as I silently played with my food and ate.

We were currently eating our dinner after we got back from work.

I understand that I'm a bit upset for some unknown reasons but I'm still fine!

He keeps asking me if I'm okay.

"Should I just do the dishes today?" He spoke as I shook my head.

"I'll do them." I spoke, taking another bite lazily.

"Was work tiring today? Or Did you, perhaps, not have a good day at work?" he questioned as I noticed worry in his eyes.

"I'm fine Taehyung." I spoke and slightly smiled at him.

I got up getting our dishes to wash them and walked to the kitchen.

"Baby?" I heard Taehyung as I washed the dishes.

"Hm" I sighed.

Looking to my side, I found Taehyung standing there.

"Do you have anything to do after this?" he asked me making me shake my head.

"can we cuddle for sometime before sleeping then?" He asked me softly as I sighed and nodded.

"Thank you" he pecked my head and smiled making me smile back.

Quickly finishing washing the dishes I dried my hairs as Taehyung suddenly started dragging me to our room as I whined behind but still followed him.

He quickly closed the door and walked to our closet, "Quickly change your clothes hm?" He spoke and opened our wardrobe.

I saw him taking out my sweatpants and a sweatshirt of his.

I furrowed my eyebrows on seeing him as he turned around handing me the clothes.

"Why is the sweatshirt yours?" I asked him as he looked quite nervous.

"I want you to wear my clothes." He mumbled making me smile as I sighed again and walked away before mouthing a 'okay' to him.

It was really cold today. I mean it's February I know but still.. It's like more colder than the other days.

After quickly changing my clothes, I walked to our bedroom and saw taehyung on the bed.

He looked really eager as he smiled and patted the other side of the bed.

I lazily walked to the direction and laid on the bed. To my no surprise, I was gently pulled by Taehyung to him as he hugged me.

One of his arms rested under my head as he supported my head as a pillow while the other arm rested on my waist.

I sighed yet again, feeling him near me as I felt much more better than I had felt for the whole day.

I can't exactly tell what it is, for the reason that I, myself, can not seem to comprehend the feeling. But it is just making me feel, I don't know..., guilty? Or upset? Or embarrassed?

I felt Taehyung pulling out as his hand bit by bit made its way to my face as he examined my face.

I loosened my grip around him as I rested my hands his waist.

Softly combing the strands of my hairs that fell onto my face as he slowly pushed them behind my ear before caressing my cheeks.

I blushed due to his gentleness, making him smile as he looked me in the eyes.

"Why are you so different today, my beauty?" he questioned me tenderly as he pecked the tip of my nose.

Making a slight pout of my lips as I went into thinking, I spoke, "no, I'm not."

"Um so.. I read somewhere that mostly females are moody when they're, you know?, on their days...." He spoke as he cupped my face with one of his hand, "Are you, perhaps..., on your days as well...?" He finished himself, looking at me in the eyes as he waited for the answer.

But I was slightly annoyed. I have been telling him I'm fine and it's nothing serious but for God knows what reasons he is not stopping!

"No Taehyung. I've already finished my days" I spoke, as the hint of annoyance was clear in my voice even though I tried to not make it obvious.

I saw him frowning as he slightly took his hand off of my face, but smiled afterwards "Oh okay baby. I'm sorry I didn't mean to annoy you" He apologized as the guilt rushed over me once again.

Why are these feelings so strong?

"wh- wait no. I'm sorry.. Don't be upset with me.." I quickly tried to hold his hand in mine as he shook his head and smiled.

"Why would I be upset with my honey bear, hm?" He spoke softly as I frowned.

Why do I keep on hurting him.

I saw him backing away a little but he still stayed near me. Did I made him feel unloved?

But I love him though.

"Don't you dare go away from me." I scooted near him and hugged him tightly once again as I looked up at his face.

"Well.. About that I have something to tell you." He spoke.

"What is it?" I pouted looking at his face that looked not so cheerful after I accidentally mistreated him.

"I'll be going for a business trip... For 2 days.." He smiled as I frowned.

"I'll miss you." I whined as he sighed.

"Really? You'll get some time away from me though... Don't um.. Forget me please..." He spoke.

"Why would I do that?" I frowned looking at him as he shook.

"speak baby." I finally saw him pouting a little as he spoke.

"I must have tired you by my clingy behaviour..." I frowned hearing him as I felt my eyes getting glossy.

Why the fuck am I so emotional?

"Tae, who told you you're clingy?" My sentence came out really soft as he gulped.

"it's just I thought I bother you so much that now you don't want me close to you.." He looked away making me sigh as I got up getting on him and cupped his face.

Taehyung held my waist to support me as he looked a little shocked.

"Did I make you feel that bad? I'm sorry.. Don't feel like that. I can never get tired of you. I can have just as much as I get." I pecked his lips as he slightly turned me around before holding my body in his arms once again as he nodded.

"Then why are you so upset?" He asked me.

"I don't know? I just don't feel good. I'll be fine. It's nothing serious." I smiled as he pecked my forehead.

"There are some things I wish to speak and listen on the right time, baby. But I will wait if you don't have the right answer." he whispered as I felt like he wanted to say something else.

I decided to shrug it off since another unknown feeling was making it's place in my heart as I cleared my throat.

"anyways.. I missed my family so much so can I stay at theirs for the meantime? I miss spending time with Oppa.." I spoke as he nodded.

"Okay. If that's what you want." He smiled.

"Tae.." I called him as he smiled at me, waiting for me to continue, "Just... Know that even if I'm away, I'm close."

He nodded and pecked my forehead as looked down at me once again making me caress his cheek lovingly.

Placing my head on his chest once again I sighed softly feeling the guilt and sadness vanishing.

"Are you sleepy?" I heard him as I felt his hand in my hairs.

"kind of.." I spoke, yawning a bit.

"Okay. Goodnight baby." He pecked my forehead making me smile.

"Good night Taehyungie." I felt him pulling me closer as I sighed softly once again before slowly drifting off to my dreamland.

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Sorry! I've been busy with my studies.

Hope everyone is well!